Devoteecel
A Bi Mexican Kaffir Goyim. I fap to crippled foids
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When I was 16 in High School, there was this beautiful dyed-blonde girl on my class. She had a face like Starlight from The Boys, and pretty much an attractive smile. I was the one in my class who had the best grades on Math and Physics, and my classmates knew that because the teachers would show the grades of everyone. Well, this girl who was my crush, had some interest on me. She would smile at me often in a certain way no other foid has ever done it. Once, she asked me to pass her the Physics homework and I did, and I remember that time she complimented me by telling me she wanted to hug me(I never got hugged) because I was "blonde", even though I have dark hair, yes I may be lightskinned, but she was whiter than me, she's what we call "whitexican" here, so these compliments from her seemed odd to me, but at the same time I liked her compliments.
This girl wasn't doing well in Physics, and was scared of failing the subject, so she asked me to help her on the Physics exam, and it was easy to cheat since the exams were online for some reason. I helped her on her exam, and I managed to get her a good grade, even though it was hard helping her because the exams were different for each student, and I was more focused on doing my exam than doing hers, but I managed to help her under stress. She also once again asked me for help on the Math exam and I did.When the results of the exams came, she thanked me for helping her on her exam, and came to my desk to talk to me. I don't remember exactly how the conversation went, but she asked me about my grades, and then some friend of hers made a weird question asking me if this girl was my girlfriend, I said no, but she said yes, idk if she said it seriously or in joke, but I think I could have had a chance here if I had flirted with her, I didn't and just ended the conversation.
I started having strong feelings for her, and she continued asking me for help on her exams until the end of High School. I never dared to flirt with her because I was shy, and I had also seen her hanging out with some Chad friends she had, so I assumed she was already with someone else, I never dared to find out. This was before I knew about the Blackpill or any term about inceldom. If I had known back then about incels, I would have probably flirted with her when she showed some interest for me in order to avoid getting blackpilled. This has been the only chance for me to have a girlfriend ever shown to me, and I missed it because I became nervous around her. Idk if shereally found me attractive, but whatever attraction she had for me, no other foid has shown it to me, and that's why I'm an incel.
This girl wasn't doing well in Physics, and was scared of failing the subject, so she asked me to help her on the Physics exam, and it was easy to cheat since the exams were online for some reason. I helped her on her exam, and I managed to get her a good grade, even though it was hard helping her because the exams were different for each student, and I was more focused on doing my exam than doing hers, but I managed to help her under stress. She also once again asked me for help on the Math exam and I did.When the results of the exams came, she thanked me for helping her on her exam, and came to my desk to talk to me. I don't remember exactly how the conversation went, but she asked me about my grades, and then some friend of hers made a weird question asking me if this girl was my girlfriend, I said no, but she said yes, idk if she said it seriously or in joke, but I think I could have had a chance here if I had flirted with her, I didn't and just ended the conversation.
I started having strong feelings for her, and she continued asking me for help on her exams until the end of High School. I never dared to flirt with her because I was shy, and I had also seen her hanging out with some Chad friends she had, so I assumed she was already with someone else, I never dared to find out. This was before I knew about the Blackpill or any term about inceldom. If I had known back then about incels, I would have probably flirted with her when she showed some interest for me in order to avoid getting blackpilled. This has been the only chance for me to have a girlfriend ever shown to me, and I missed it because I became nervous around her. Idk if shereally found me attractive, but whatever attraction she had for me, no other foid has shown it to me, and that's why I'm an incel.
