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I am still a single (35M), and had never formed any relationship as my last two attempts made deep wounds that stopped me from trying. From that point I tought I would not need it.
It was my second last day on my vacation stay in Japan, I tried booking a service from a Japanese Escort. Of all the services she gave me, what impacts me the most was her hug and embraces. She made me feel feelings that I tought I would not feel anymore, somehow she healed my past wounds. So in my last day of stay in Japan I tried to book her again. But, everything was not in my favor, as she was already sold out. It reminded me that i'm just one of her customers. So that night I felt empty for not being able to experience those hugs again. I tried taking a shower to calm myself but, tears starts to fall from my eyes. I stayed like that until I was able to accept that it was a valuable experience that I should remember.
Upto now, the feeling of her embraces lingers in me. So please let me express how I truly felt, even if I knew she wont be able to read this. Thank you for letting me feel loved, Thank you for letting me know how to love again. I wished I could have expressed a bit of my love for the last time. Thank you again, and I hope I would meet you again someday.
It was my second last day on my vacation stay in Japan, I tried booking a service from a Japanese Escort. Of all the services she gave me, what impacts me the most was her hug and embraces. She made me feel feelings that I tought I would not feel anymore, somehow she healed my past wounds. So in my last day of stay in Japan I tried to book her again. But, everything was not in my favor, as she was already sold out. It reminded me that i'm just one of her customers. So that night I felt empty for not being able to experience those hugs again. I tried taking a shower to calm myself but, tears starts to fall from my eyes. I stayed like that until I was able to accept that it was a valuable experience that I should remember.
Upto now, the feeling of her embraces lingers in me. So please let me express how I truly felt, even if I knew she wont be able to read this. Thank you for letting me feel loved, Thank you for letting me know how to love again. I wished I could have expressed a bit of my love for the last time. Thank you again, and I hope I would meet you again someday.