The 1 hour i can sit in my bed before falling asleep is the best part of my day

[green_fn_2033]

This hour is the only time i'm not constantly preoccupied with the bullshit of life. It feels like a physical weight taken off my upper body when i lean back against the headboard. Makes me realize that I'm living in this cycle where the days are just blending into one even if I'm being productive and working towards my goals. Shits alright now but gonna be brutal in a few years if I'm in my late 20s and still living like this

 

[Notcel]

Im scrolling on the bed rn

 

[SkinjobCatastrophe]

I have had that feeling before. Schopenhauer wrote that most men, at the end of their life, realize their whole life has been lived “ad-interim” as if they were on the way to something but not there yet. Just makes your whole life a bland, dull, unpleasant blur. I dont know how to get out of it

 

[green_fn_2033]

Im scrolling on the bed rn

i miss being in uni and scrolling till like 3 am

 

[Notcel]

i miss being in uni and scrolling till like 3 am

Its 2am rn

 

[green_fn_2033]

I have had that feeling before. Schopenhauer wrote that most men, at the end of their life, realize their whole life has been lived “ad-interim” as if they were on the way to something but not there yet. Just makes your whole life a bland, dull, unpleasant blur. I dont know how to get out of it

the only way i can see this is to get financial freedom. When you have a wageslave routine, the days are slow but the weeks and months fly by. If i can live life on my own terms, at least I have the option of making each day memorable