Apparition
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was that my oneitis was my soulmate but not my bodymate (LMAO). And it was a pretty good cope, because i could just tell myself that she liked me as a person but its was just a few milimeters of bone structure that prevented me from being with her.
but over time, it became clear that it was a delusion. i had absolutely nothing in common with her and she probably thought i was autistic and laughed at me behind her phone screen. I was a joke in her eyes.
All copes are bound to end eventually, and when they do you are left with nothing. But then again these copes shouldnt have existed in the first place because these are people you shouldnt have even met.
but over time, it became clear that it was a delusion. i had absolutely nothing in common with her and she probably thought i was autistic and laughed at me behind her phone screen. I was a joke in her eyes.
All copes are bound to end eventually, and when they do you are left with nothing. But then again these copes shouldnt have existed in the first place because these are people you shouldnt have even met.
