4everDark
⛓️ shackled with blackpill chains ⛓️
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02/01/2025
When I got blackpilled it feels like a part of me died that night. I have no energy or motivation to do anything and all I think about is the blackpill and other incels. It feels like I’ve been chained in a small room and forgotten, basically I’m alive, but my body is dead. I’m completely alone in life and don’t have any friends or family around me and I don’t need any. It’s my 4th year now of living with the blackpill and it looks like my life will remain this way 4ever. It makes me sad knowing most blackpillers including me will die kiss less forgotten virgins. Normies and women think the blackpill is a joke and make fun of us for being incels. Most of them don’t understand our lives are complete hell and how we struggle just to get through the day. Everyday we hope we’re going to meet some cute foid who will come into our life and give us what we’re looking for. You got to realize if you’re under 6ft, not a htn, chad or chad light its completely over for you. Nowadays women have this super inflated standard, any men under 6ft, ltn, mtn no matter his skills or education is considered ugly. Women don’t want to be approached or have anything to do with you, even your own family and parents could hate you.
My depression, OCD and bipolar 1 have gotten worse. I wash my hands so much that my skin cracks and I need to superglue those cuts because my hands won’t heal if I don’t. Everyday I wake up and immediately the blackpill and all this shit comes to mind. That’s why I spend the entire day in my room listening to loud music with my earbuds on and doing whatever to forget it. I fall asleep by watching porn completely on mute because that’s relaxing and it helps me get those sex dreams. The only time I’m not suffering is when I’m asleep, I’ve never dreamed about the blackpill or been called an incel in a dream. I stopped wearing my retainer because women don’t care if you have nice teeth when your face is ugly. When I wake up I usually find the phone right next to me stuck on what I’ve been watching.
When I got blackpilled it feels like a part of me died that night. I have no energy or motivation to do anything and all I think about is the blackpill and other incels. It feels like I’ve been chained in a small room and forgotten, basically I’m alive, but my body is dead. I’m completely alone in life and don’t have any friends or family around me and I don’t need any. It’s my 4th year now of living with the blackpill and it looks like my life will remain this way 4ever. It makes me sad knowing most blackpillers including me will die kiss less forgotten virgins. Normies and women think the blackpill is a joke and make fun of us for being incels. Most of them don’t understand our lives are complete hell and how we struggle just to get through the day. Everyday we hope we’re going to meet some cute foid who will come into our life and give us what we’re looking for. You got to realize if you’re under 6ft, not a htn, chad or chad light its completely over for you. Nowadays women have this super inflated standard, any men under 6ft, ltn, mtn no matter his skills or education is considered ugly. Women don’t want to be approached or have anything to do with you, even your own family and parents could hate you.
My depression, OCD and bipolar 1 have gotten worse. I wash my hands so much that my skin cracks and I need to superglue those cuts because my hands won’t heal if I don’t. Everyday I wake up and immediately the blackpill and all this shit comes to mind. That’s why I spend the entire day in my room listening to loud music with my earbuds on and doing whatever to forget it. I fall asleep by watching porn completely on mute because that’s relaxing and it helps me get those sex dreams. The only time I’m not suffering is when I’m asleep, I’ve never dreamed about the blackpill or been called an incel in a dream. I stopped wearing my retainer because women don’t care if you have nice teeth when your face is ugly. When I wake up I usually find the phone right next to me stuck on what I’ve been watching.
4everDark
Below are some photos of my hands and current living situation to show how bad things are (ignore the holes that's a whole different story).
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