
casuus
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- Jul 15, 2024
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Went to a late night carnival party yesterday (carnival is a mainly german tradition kinda like halloween used as an excuse for women to dress like whores) without drinking since Im muslim and straight up saw 5 hours of low mtns jestermaxxing just to get rejected constantly and then coping with hard amounts of alcohol throwing up all over the floor and getting called creeps while the girls turned into whores for the tall htns. I knew almost everyone in there and cant look at them the same anymore. It was painful to watch. Im not gonna go into detail because it would be way too much to write but if I was one of the jestermaxxers yesterday and would have been forced to see the girl I was in love with making out with an htn in front of my eyes at my own party after rejecting me I would go fucking commit. I dont know how to deal with the fact that looks are the most important factor in life and am completely uninterested in living the life I used to live of gaming and eating junk food and just want to improve myself.