
schizowillascend
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i ascended from LTN to Chadlite in the space of a year and grew from 5’5 to 5’8
And the treatment difference is insane , people would avoid touching me before, no one would listen to anything I had to say, I was never called handsome even by my own family, I never received any compliments - my life was miserable
It hurts now knowing I am the same person (possibly even worse now I am ‘aware of my power’)
I get sexualised at school now , they say ‘whip it out’ or when I walk by they call me face card, I get compliments all the time I am almost numb to it, old me would have done anything to recieve one genuine compliment - it doesn’t hit the same anymore, I was at a party the other night and two girls offered to have a threesome with me , I met them 10 minutes prior
It’s so brutal , but there has also been downsides - my friends have become fake, we used to be similar levels , some were higher then me and now they are the same and they get jealous, there is always an awkward tension
The upsides definitely outweigh the downsides but I feel like I HAVE to look good now , if I have a bad hair day or break out it’s very upsetting knowing that what people even talk to me for can go in an instant ; and it sort of makes me base my life on how I look…
My ascension btw - 1st is November 2024
the 2nd and 3rd are within the last month
And the treatment difference is insane , people would avoid touching me before, no one would listen to anything I had to say, I was never called handsome even by my own family, I never received any compliments - my life was miserable
It hurts now knowing I am the same person (possibly even worse now I am ‘aware of my power’)
I get sexualised at school now , they say ‘whip it out’ or when I walk by they call me face card, I get compliments all the time I am almost numb to it, old me would have done anything to recieve one genuine compliment - it doesn’t hit the same anymore, I was at a party the other night and two girls offered to have a threesome with me , I met them 10 minutes prior
It’s so brutal , but there has also been downsides - my friends have become fake, we used to be similar levels , some were higher then me and now they are the same and they get jealous, there is always an awkward tension
The upsides definitely outweigh the downsides but I feel like I HAVE to look good now , if I have a bad hair day or break out it’s very upsetting knowing that what people even talk to me for can go in an instant ; and it sort of makes me base my life on how I look…
My ascension btw - 1st is November 2024
the 2nd and 3rd are within the last month