the breakup with my Ex/1st love caused my ascension

[ichooseroberto]

i turned my heartbreak from junior to senior year my 1st love broke up with me on a random night because of external conflicts and emotional unavailability issues that i would cause due to my depression and after that two months later she got with one of the guy dancers of her birthday party tradition called a quinceañera. she was never the type to care abt looks but she dumped me and it hurt a lot cuz we were each others firsts and it hurt me so much i wanted to kill myself so much even months after i just recently a month ago wanted to stop wanting to kms but after the breakup i was willing to do anything to ascend because i felt like if i looked better and better the more she would regret her decision and make her come back but i don’t think she ever did regret her decision and i don’t even think she wants to come back im semi moved on from her in a way now but ive ascended so much. I used looksmaxxing to save my life by using it as a coping mechanism from my suicidal tendencies gave me something to distract myself on. Lmaoo now my ex is with some new jester twink at my school with a jewish nose and is 5’7 and has narrow clavicles and a recessed jaw and keep in mind im 6’1 with wide clavicles and a a narrow waist so i’m basically irreplaceable. The moral of the story is to use ur pain to do what it takes to ascend literally that’s it.

 

[ichooseroberto]

i turned my heartbreak from junior to senior year my 1st love broke up with me on a random night because of external conflicts and emotional unavailability issues that i would cause due to my depression and after that two months later she got with one of the guy dancers of her birthday party tradition called a quinceañera. she was never the type to care abt looks but she dumped me and it hurt a lot cuz we were each others firsts and it hurt me so much i wanted to kill myself so much even months after i just recently a month ago wanted to stop wanting to kms but after the breakup i was willing to do anything to ascend because i felt like if i looked better and better the more she would regret her decision and make her come back but i don’t think she ever did regret her decision and i don’t even think she wants to come back im semi moved on from her in a way now but ive ascended so much. I used looksmaxxing to save my life by using it as a coping mechanism from my suicidal tendencies gave me something to distract myself on. Lmaoo now my ex is with some new jester twink at my school with a jewish nose and is 5’7 and has narrow clavicles and a recessed jaw so i’m basically irreplaceable. The moral of the story is to use ur pain to do what it takes to ascend literally that’s it.

junior to senior year timestamp of my ascension

 

[Kara]

Mirin' good job

 

[Lamskiiii]

ascend and forget

 

[DNR_]

something looks strange

 

[ichooseroberto]

something looks strange

yeah idk how to start non uncannymaxxing

 

[ichooseroberto]

ascend and forget

idk how i’m ever gonna forget how she made me feel all those nights post break up seeing her all happy without me for months while i just sit there looking like an idiot who spent so much effort on a girl for a year and a half

 

[IblamephameONTOP]

Bro what the hell did you do to your chin really need to know

 

[avgsub5human]

insane brah goodjob

 

[DNR_]

yeah idk how to start non uncannymaxxing

your good its just one specific area. chin.

your chin is not squared enough for the vertical length it has? it looks like surgery and not natural, too much filler likely.

 

[ichooseroberto]

your good its just one specific area. chin.

your chin is not squared enough for the vertical length it has? it looks like surgery and not natural, too much filler likely.

idk how to make it more square

 

[true ænglo]

mirin, i have a similar story to yours