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Now, even before writing this I know this might be a long read. Enjoy I guess or DNR.
(not formated cause idgaf)
For the past 2/3 years, “thanks too” my weird mental state in, also affected by the religious capitalist bullshit global society we all live in, I have researched a bunch of mental problems. Be it depression, ADHD,AD, Autism, whatever it is, I have most likely researched it in order to find a answer to my problems (thinking I am dealing with one of them)
However none of them seemed to fit me fully. And since realistically I couldn’t be a depressed autist with adhd I started researching something else. The mind itself, and how the conscious connects to the subconscious and, ultimately, to our actions and feelings.
Now why is this motherfucker posting this in a blackpill forum? Very good question.
My reasoning is that I can either A) Post it in a community like this one, where many people struggle with mental issues, and where someone might actually read this fully and try to understand how this applies to their own life (caused by the need of escaping the shitty state of being that they are in)
B) Post it online as a article, where 3 people max will read it.
C) Post it on reddit where I will get 10 people agreeing with me but for stupid reasons, and 20 calling me a dumbass because I didn’t use scientific terms and didn’t go in depth enough, like the nerds they are =)
Okay, sorry for this long introduction, here is the actual post:
I am sure that in the past few years all of you have become accustomed to hearing a lot about mental illnesses, and such problems that affect our daily life, mostly because nowadays depression, adhd, and other such states are things we actually study, and we don’t just call people lazy or weird anymore.
But what if that isn’t the problem? What if its something bigger
Lets start with evolution. Science has advanced in the last 100 years more than in the previous 2000 combined. The invention that is the pocket computer aka smartphone is comparable to discovering fire.You might notice that instead of saying “humanity” or “society” or “humans” have/has advanced I said science. That is because evolution is slow, and unfortunately, 50ish years of actual modern “safety” (as in pretty low chance to get robbed in broad daylight or starve to death)(or lower if not low in third world countries) is not NEARLY enough for our caveman mind to understand that being stressed because of work, isn’t equal to being stressed due to having hungry tigers around you.
Have you ever thought about why we get fat? If you are part of the 10% of people that never heard this on tv, on a podcast, or from a nerd on reddit the reason as to why we get fat is because of our survival instinct. Back when we were just inventing the wheel food was scarce, at least way more scarce than it is in a supermarket. Getting meat meant a hour of hunting, not a hour of office job.
And unfortunately, we don’t realize internally that we don’t need to crave food anymore.
Or do we???? Well actually we do. Even if you didn’t before, after reading this you should pretty much understand that eating anything over your maintenance calories is not needed. But yet you still crave it. Why?
Because, contrary to what some religious bastards would want you to believe, we are actually build in a pretty shit way. More simply said:
Knee get hurt. Brain send signal. Pain start. Brain BAD!
Mind know monke shouldn’t eat banana. Don’t need too. Brain still sends to signals to eat banana. BAD BRAIN!!!
Even more simply put, even doe we don’t think of it like that much, what our mind thinks is very different from what our brain does? Thinks? Its pretty weird, I am not going to get into wordplay or bullshit like that.
NOW WHAT IF, JUST WHAT IF. You could dictate everything you do with a conscious mind that knows banana not good.
Now, here we get into the good stuff. Without further ado, I have separated the different levels of human thinking and the personalities that go along with them and we will get to them RIGHT NOW!!
(yes, I have given them video game ish names to make it easier to understand)
I have also added some examples of people if different tiers so you understand it easier
LEVEL 1 CONSCIOUSNESS (passerby living/ npc living/ fake personality living)
Civilian > The civilian is mostly free of any mental issues except chronic stress. The civilian has a normal job, normal life and cares about his/her principles without being too attached to them. The civilian doesn't care about his conscious unless he is trying to sound smart in order to have sex.
Example: Average Joe
Thief > The thief is someone who experiences a mental problem. This could be adhd, some very high functioning form of autism. I call him the thief because he is a deviant. He deviates, because of his issues, from the norms of society)
Example: Average self hating incel (the kind that starts hating himself, and society)
Goblin: The second tier of thief, who has experienced some kind of conscious awakening. This guy understands his bad situation and deals with it. I call him the goblin because its someone who deals with it in a unusual or sad/negative way)
Example: Accepting incel (the guy who left ORG long ago, is on IS, and spends his money on sex dolls, cigs, drinking and video games)
Now , ladies and gentlemen, something happens. You discover something spiritual, you read a good book
you spend a day questioning who you truly are.
LEVEL 2 CONSCIOUSNESS ( a passerby who is trying to become conscious)
Monk > The monk is happy. The monk has found religion or some other kind of spirituality
The monk however has a blessing and a curse
Blessing: Reduced Fear and anxiety cause you believe in some external force that cares about you
Curse: If the belief gets destroyed in any way (you start questioning how both a god decides you get eternal suffering for finite crimes, etc)
you have a mental breakdown and skip to DEATH
Example: Average podcast bro after not being a hedonist for a week straight
Brute Monk > The brute monk is neutral. The brute monk uses spirituality in order to be calm. The brute monk however
understands the hardships of this world and so spends insane times working.
0.7 of the Monk Blessing
2x of the Monk Curse
Example: Redpill christian/muslim
Wizard > The wizard is getting happier. The wizard has spent a good time contemplating on life and has
actually done some change. The wizard is called a wizard because actually living on your own terms
feels like MAGIC after years of sadness.
Blessing: Every day gets better
Curse: If wizard doesn't improve for 2 weeks straight wizard has 50/50 chance to become a thief/goblin
Example: Dude who has been looksmaxing for 3 months and has started looking for a job
Level 3 CONSCIOUSNESS (someone who is actually conscious)
Angel > The angel has ascended to a high level of control when it comes to what he does.
The angel now has a good life, and his way of coping with the sad reality of the world is
trying to make others happy. He sometimes does fail to not eat banana, but is able to always
compensate and not make it a habit even if it happens for a longer period of time.
Example: MTN who ascended to HTN and now feels pity on worse looking people
and tries to help them in order to feel good.
Demon > The demon has also ascended to a high level of control. The demon's way of thinking, however
is the complete opposite of the angel. The demon thinks " I suffered, and so shall they"
Example: same dude from before but instead of feeling pity he now gives fake/bad advice
in order to keep everyone below him.
Death > The death stage is the worst stage a person can be in.
The death feels sadness. The death has been a angel, demon, wizard, thief and every
other stage before and keeps changing them week by week.
The death is going insane.
PERK: Carelessness > Fake happiness from not caring about anything anymore
Curse: 99% of the way to insanity/suicide
................ but what if the story didn't turn out like this
What if death turned into a PHOENIX?
Final level of CONSCIOUSNESS (Someone who doesn't just think about what to do, but acts fully according to the conscious)
KING > The king has overcame death. The king has felt every pain there is to feel,
has wanted to die, has been close to going insane. But the king did it.
The king said: "That's it. I'm either going to LIVE as a KING and control my WHOLE LIFE. Or I die"
"All on red?"" No, all on ME"
And so we get to the true purpose of this post:
Becoming a KING.
Here are the STEPS
1: Identify who you are.
You will firstly need to truly and realistically identify who you are.
Be real with yourself. If you are insecure understand it. If you are scared understand it.
2: Find the flaws.
List them. One by one, spend days, even months identifying all your flaws.
3: Play the flawless day.
One day, where you know you fucked up, at night do this:
"How would a KING have done in this situation"
After you find out, you need to find out why.
Example: You ate a box of 10 cookies.
King wouldn't have.
Why?
Because a king knows there are too many calories in 10 cookies
Too many? Why?
Doesn't fit your goal?
Why?
Overate
So what/ Why does it matter.
Because a king understands that 20 minutes of enjoyment is not worth eternal sadness due to being a fat blob.
4: After you have done this for a week straight, do a TRUE personality analysis.
Who you truly want to be.
For example what do you want to look like. Not what is fashionable. Not what brings you clout. What YOU, truly THINK looks good and like.
(obviously, if that is walking outside in underwear you can't do it, you still have to limit yourself to society, sucks to suck)
And now apply. From the moment you wake up(or preferably don't sleep), for a whole day. FORCE YOURSELF to behave like a king,
and TRULY understand yourself.
- truthprovider1
(not formated cause idgaf)
For the past 2/3 years, “thanks too” my weird mental state in, also affected by the religious capitalist bullshit global society we all live in, I have researched a bunch of mental problems. Be it depression, ADHD,AD, Autism, whatever it is, I have most likely researched it in order to find a answer to my problems (thinking I am dealing with one of them)
However none of them seemed to fit me fully. And since realistically I couldn’t be a depressed autist with adhd I started researching something else. The mind itself, and how the conscious connects to the subconscious and, ultimately, to our actions and feelings.
Now why is this motherfucker posting this in a blackpill forum? Very good question.
My reasoning is that I can either A) Post it in a community like this one, where many people struggle with mental issues, and where someone might actually read this fully and try to understand how this applies to their own life (caused by the need of escaping the shitty state of being that they are in)
B) Post it online as a article, where 3 people max will read it.
C) Post it on reddit where I will get 10 people agreeing with me but for stupid reasons, and 20 calling me a dumbass because I didn’t use scientific terms and didn’t go in depth enough, like the nerds they are =)
Okay, sorry for this long introduction, here is the actual post:
I am sure that in the past few years all of you have become accustomed to hearing a lot about mental illnesses, and such problems that affect our daily life, mostly because nowadays depression, adhd, and other such states are things we actually study, and we don’t just call people lazy or weird anymore.
But what if that isn’t the problem? What if its something bigger
Lets start with evolution. Science has advanced in the last 100 years more than in the previous 2000 combined. The invention that is the pocket computer aka smartphone is comparable to discovering fire.You might notice that instead of saying “humanity” or “society” or “humans” have/has advanced I said science. That is because evolution is slow, and unfortunately, 50ish years of actual modern “safety” (as in pretty low chance to get robbed in broad daylight or starve to death)(or lower if not low in third world countries) is not NEARLY enough for our caveman mind to understand that being stressed because of work, isn’t equal to being stressed due to having hungry tigers around you.
Have you ever thought about why we get fat? If you are part of the 10% of people that never heard this on tv, on a podcast, or from a nerd on reddit the reason as to why we get fat is because of our survival instinct. Back when we were just inventing the wheel food was scarce, at least way more scarce than it is in a supermarket. Getting meat meant a hour of hunting, not a hour of office job.
And unfortunately, we don’t realize internally that we don’t need to crave food anymore.
Or do we???? Well actually we do. Even if you didn’t before, after reading this you should pretty much understand that eating anything over your maintenance calories is not needed. But yet you still crave it. Why?
Because, contrary to what some religious bastards would want you to believe, we are actually build in a pretty shit way. More simply said:
Knee get hurt. Brain send signal. Pain start. Brain BAD!
Mind know monke shouldn’t eat banana. Don’t need too. Brain still sends to signals to eat banana. BAD BRAIN!!!
Even more simply put, even doe we don’t think of it like that much, what our mind thinks is very different from what our brain does? Thinks? Its pretty weird, I am not going to get into wordplay or bullshit like that.
NOW WHAT IF, JUST WHAT IF. You could dictate everything you do with a conscious mind that knows banana not good.
Now, here we get into the good stuff. Without further ado, I have separated the different levels of human thinking and the personalities that go along with them and we will get to them RIGHT NOW!!
(yes, I have given them video game ish names to make it easier to understand)
I have also added some examples of people if different tiers so you understand it easier
LEVEL 1 CONSCIOUSNESS (passerby living/ npc living/ fake personality living)
Civilian > The civilian is mostly free of any mental issues except chronic stress. The civilian has a normal job, normal life and cares about his/her principles without being too attached to them. The civilian doesn't care about his conscious unless he is trying to sound smart in order to have sex.
Example: Average Joe
Thief > The thief is someone who experiences a mental problem. This could be adhd, some very high functioning form of autism. I call him the thief because he is a deviant. He deviates, because of his issues, from the norms of society)
Example: Average self hating incel (the kind that starts hating himself, and society)
Goblin: The second tier of thief, who has experienced some kind of conscious awakening. This guy understands his bad situation and deals with it. I call him the goblin because its someone who deals with it in a unusual or sad/negative way)
Example: Accepting incel (the guy who left ORG long ago, is on IS, and spends his money on sex dolls, cigs, drinking and video games)
Now , ladies and gentlemen, something happens. You discover something spiritual, you read a good book
you spend a day questioning who you truly are.
LEVEL 2 CONSCIOUSNESS ( a passerby who is trying to become conscious)
Monk > The monk is happy. The monk has found religion or some other kind of spirituality
The monk however has a blessing and a curse
Blessing: Reduced Fear and anxiety cause you believe in some external force that cares about you
Curse: If the belief gets destroyed in any way (you start questioning how both a god decides you get eternal suffering for finite crimes, etc)
you have a mental breakdown and skip to DEATH
Example: Average podcast bro after not being a hedonist for a week straight
Brute Monk > The brute monk is neutral. The brute monk uses spirituality in order to be calm. The brute monk however
understands the hardships of this world and so spends insane times working.
0.7 of the Monk Blessing
2x of the Monk Curse
Example: Redpill christian/muslim
Wizard > The wizard is getting happier. The wizard has spent a good time contemplating on life and has
actually done some change. The wizard is called a wizard because actually living on your own terms
feels like MAGIC after years of sadness.
Blessing: Every day gets better
Curse: If wizard doesn't improve for 2 weeks straight wizard has 50/50 chance to become a thief/goblin
Example: Dude who has been looksmaxing for 3 months and has started looking for a job
Level 3 CONSCIOUSNESS (someone who is actually conscious)
Angel > The angel has ascended to a high level of control when it comes to what he does.
The angel now has a good life, and his way of coping with the sad reality of the world is
trying to make others happy. He sometimes does fail to not eat banana, but is able to always
compensate and not make it a habit even if it happens for a longer period of time.
Example: MTN who ascended to HTN and now feels pity on worse looking people
and tries to help them in order to feel good.
Demon > The demon has also ascended to a high level of control. The demon's way of thinking, however
is the complete opposite of the angel. The demon thinks " I suffered, and so shall they"
Example: same dude from before but instead of feeling pity he now gives fake/bad advice
in order to keep everyone below him.
Death > The death stage is the worst stage a person can be in.
The death feels sadness. The death has been a angel, demon, wizard, thief and every
other stage before and keeps changing them week by week.
The death is going insane.
PERK: Carelessness > Fake happiness from not caring about anything anymore
Curse: 99% of the way to insanity/suicide
................ but what if the story didn't turn out like this
What if death turned into a PHOENIX?
Final level of CONSCIOUSNESS (Someone who doesn't just think about what to do, but acts fully according to the conscious)
KING > The king has overcame death. The king has felt every pain there is to feel,
has wanted to die, has been close to going insane. But the king did it.
The king said: "That's it. I'm either going to LIVE as a KING and control my WHOLE LIFE. Or I die"
"All on red?"" No, all on ME"
And so we get to the true purpose of this post:
Becoming a KING.
Here are the STEPS
1: Identify who you are.
You will firstly need to truly and realistically identify who you are.
Be real with yourself. If you are insecure understand it. If you are scared understand it.
2: Find the flaws.
List them. One by one, spend days, even months identifying all your flaws.
3: Play the flawless day.
One day, where you know you fucked up, at night do this:
"How would a KING have done in this situation"
After you find out, you need to find out why.
Example: You ate a box of 10 cookies.
King wouldn't have.
Why?
Because a king knows there are too many calories in 10 cookies
Too many? Why?
Doesn't fit your goal?
Why?
Overate
So what/ Why does it matter.
Because a king understands that 20 minutes of enjoyment is not worth eternal sadness due to being a fat blob.
4: After you have done this for a week straight, do a TRUE personality analysis.
Who you truly want to be.
For example what do you want to look like. Not what is fashionable. Not what brings you clout. What YOU, truly THINK looks good and like.
(obviously, if that is walking outside in underwear you can't do it, you still have to limit yourself to society, sucks to suck)
And now apply. From the moment you wake up(or preferably don't sleep), for a whole day. FORCE YOURSELF to behave like a king,
and TRULY understand yourself.
- truthprovider1
