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Without my oneitis life is pointless. Oneitis represnets the unattainable, it gives a meaning to my worthless life, something to strive for. It's kind like Jesus and ressuraction.
But she is fucking gone. Idk where she is, probably in another castle with chad of course, but i know that her absence ain't any good. I just need to see her and get that combined dopamine rush and PTSDE, its like an addiction!
Despite this, i know that she will never forgive me. She never forgives, she will forever hate me and I will have to suffer. Why was I so stupid? Why couldn't i control myself? Why did I haf to go and ask her to make out? It was so out of character lol.
But she is fucking gone. Idk where she is, probably in another castle with chad of course, but i know that her absence ain't any good. I just need to see her and get that combined dopamine rush and PTSDE, its like an addiction!
Despite this, i know that she will never forgive me. She never forgives, she will forever hate me and I will have to suffer. Why was I so stupid? Why couldn't i control myself? Why did I haf to go and ask her to make out? It was so out of character lol.