The fucked up thing about being NT and sane...

[Deleted member 16501]

Rotters and mentalcels don't realize the positive

when you're a mentalcel in a world of emotional torment everyday, you're kind of in your own world. You're not that sensitive on a sensory level to what's going on around you

when you become more sane, 'NT' and present, though, there is no escape. I can hear the blandness of this Thursday summer evening, the crickets chirping outside. There's nothing else. I'm not in some imagination in my head like in my mentalcel past

that's why NT people actually go out and do things- purely because they would be bored as shit and shoot themselves in the head if they lived like a rotter

a rotter like @_MVP_ can entertain himself for hours, weeks, months, years with the tornado going on in his head

 

[ascension]

@_MVP_ I wouldn't let that slide personally

 

[_MVP_]

True, they are not like me, they cannot live in their heads like me, they need external stimulation and thats why they are the true workcels. Working class genetics, they are unable to rot, and because im able to, they attack me and call me lazy...

 

[Deleted member 16501]

True, they are not like me, they cannot live in their heads like me, they need external stimulation and thats why they are the true workcels. Working class genetics, they are unable to rot, and because im able to, they attack me and call me lazy...

I was like this for 10 years so I understand.

You're right, you probably do have a priest's and a philosopher's mind

 

[_MVP_]

I was like this for 10 years so I understand.

You're right, you probably do have a priest's and a philosopher's mind

The 'downside' is, since im genetically not a workcel, have zero work ethic, i cannot make money legally and have to resort to crime

 

[Deleted member 22930]

I roam around aimlessly outside when I am bored but never talk to anyone
Is this NT?

 

[Deleted member 16501]

I roam around aimlessly outside when I am bored but never talk to anyone
Is this NT?

No.

because the more NT you are the closer you are to seeing the reality of your life situation

when you see your life situation you become more desperate

ie date or marry a fat/ugly chick

NT people are active, trying to meet people, trying to talk to people

I'm not fully NT yet because I'm not here yet, I'm still escaping and rotting in that regard

unless it is your 100% desire to become a wanderer and a monk, which it probably isn't

 

[_MVP_]

Sound like extraversion. I do think nts are fucking significantly more extraverted.

 

[Deleted member 16501]

Sound like extraversion. I do think nts are fucking significantly more extraverted.

I was very extraverted from 5-24 years old when I had a reason to be

From 25 onwards thought I become introverted because I had no goals and desires to achieve anything

Extraversion comes from desperation to do something in the world.

If you were to find 1 or 2 things in the world that you like doing and then become passionate about it, you could be more extraverted

 

[khvirgin]

Rotters and mentalcels don't realize the positive

when you're a mentalcel in a world of emotional torment everyday, you're kind of in your own world. You're not that sensitive on a sensory level to what's going on around you

when you become more sane, 'NT' and present, though, there is no escape. I can hear the blandness of this Thursday summer evening, the crickets chirping outside. There's nothing else. I'm not in some imagination in my head like in my mentalcel past

that's why NT people actually go out and do things- purely because they would be bored as shit and shoot themselves in the head if they lived like a rotter

a rotter like @_MVP_ can entertain himself for hours, weeks, months, years with the tornado going on in his head

Why do you think you're NT when you all you do is being a cuck?