Apparition
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because these girls were very degenerate, they gave me an insight into a different way of living but they never actually let me have sex with them.
it was basically a situation of see but dont touch, knowing but not being able to experience.
i didnt realize it at first but it was slowly eating me up from the insight and i began confusing actual feelings with what was simply a fetish.
these situations with these women were very unhealthy and i couldnt understand it because i thought i was winning something every time i met one.
some guys arent meant for certain things. what i was meant for was being a simp or maybe a potential betabux for my old oneitis who wasnt a saint ofc, but she was still far less degenerate than any other girl i met and a bit more traditional.
it took lots of bad dates to realize that it was the healthiest relationship with a woman i had. everything else was a scam.
i went out with like 3 girls of tinder who were showing off their tits/asses in their pics only for them to be completely asexual with me.
it was basically a situation of see but dont touch, knowing but not being able to experience.
i didnt realize it at first but it was slowly eating me up from the insight and i began confusing actual feelings with what was simply a fetish.
these situations with these women were very unhealthy and i couldnt understand it because i thought i was winning something every time i met one.
some guys arent meant for certain things. what i was meant for was being a simp or maybe a potential betabux for my old oneitis who wasnt a saint ofc, but she was still far less degenerate than any other girl i met and a bit more traditional.
it took lots of bad dates to realize that it was the healthiest relationship with a woman i had. everything else was a scam.
i went out with like 3 girls of tinder who were showing off their tits/asses in their pics only for them to be completely asexual with me.
