The idea of me having a relationship with a girl disgusts me

[true_subhuman_here]

Lots of you are not gonna read this retarded rant but thats completely ok

Dont get me wrong, its not the girl who would disgust me, its me being next to her, I cant stand a normal looking girl being next to my subhuman ass, sometimes I look in the mirror for too much and I get nausea. trying to find a normal feature, I hate my face with all my heart, I hate it because I can be an interesting, eloquent, smart, deep and funny guy, but I never get the chance to actually show these traits. Sometimes I am surprised by how girls in my class actually talk to me, but they shouldn't, I feel like they should puke just for talking to me but they dont, and that is weird for me. In fact I mistake kindness for love, I think I might have a chance, I go back to reality. Its an endless cycle of torture and suffering. The problem is that im basically 15 and sex is a big desire in my brain, and just thinking of me having sex with a girl, in my costant hatred, makes me feel bad for her. 95% Im not gonna have sex till 20 and it really hurts but then the question comes in mind
Does all of this it really matter if one day Im gonna die?

 

[afroheadluke]

just be asexual

 

[true_subhuman_here]

just be asexual

 

[northeast]

dnr

 

[prresley]

gay

 

[Toyotaa_9]

Lots of you are not gonna read this retarded rant but thats completely ok

Dont get me wrong, its not the girl who would disgust me, its me being next to her, I cant stand a normal looking girl being next to my subhuman ass, sometimes I look in the mirror for too much and I get nausea. trying to find a normal feature, I hate my face with all my heart, I hate it because I can be an interesting, eloquent, smart, deep and funny guy, but I never get the chance to actually show these traits. Sometimes I am surprised by how girls in my class actually talk to me, but they shouldn't, I feel like they should puke just for talking to me but they dont, and that is weird for me. In fact I mistake kindness for love, I think I might have a chance, I go back to reality. Its an endless cycle of torture and suffering. The problem is that im basically 15 and sex is a big desire in my brain, and just thinking of me having sex with a girl, in my costant hatred, makes me feel bad for her. 95% Im not gonna have sex till 20 and it really hurts but then the question comes in mind
Does all of this it really matter if one day Im gonna die?

surgeries, peptides and hardmaxx is gonna save you bro

 

[nobodylovesme]

I hate nice girls ahh thread

 

[true_subhuman_here]

gay

might be the most retarded thing to say under this thread

surgeries, peptides and hardmaxx is gonna save you bro

I know

dnr

reasonable

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no idea what that picture has to do with me

 

[prresley]

nah its actually gay what def the most retarted thing u arnt drooling over women your just retated and they see through it because they arnt looking up to you like you are then

 

[prresley]

nah its actually gay what def the most retarted thing u arnt drooling over women your just retated and they see through it because they arnt looking up to you like you are then

there just as sub human ur just pitying yourself bc ur weak

 

[true_subhuman_here]

there just as sub human ur just pitying yourself bc ur weak

could you please write a sentence that makes sense

 

[prresley]

could you please write a sentence that makes sense

 

[Garfungus]

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nigga how?

 

[Garfungus]

You're 15 so take a chill pill first of all and if you're still subhuman and can't get laid by 17 AND you've done all the softmaxes like getting lean and ect. then you should hardmax

 

[true_subhuman_here]

nigga how?

no idea some low iq mfs completely misunderstood my situation or started implying things with absolutely no correlation 3 ppl actually understood it

 

[true_subhuman_here]

You're 15 so take a chill pill first of all and if you're still subhuman and can't get laid by 17 AND you've done all the softmaxes like getting lean and ect. then you should hardmax

Im getting rhino and undereye fat grafting 100%, having doubts on LL surgery and bimax

 

[GenZ]

2 ways to solve this. Either pray to Gandi and ascend via puberty or start taking DHT blockers which you will probably have to do anyway when you start balding. This will effectively nuke your libido and you won't think about femoids anymore. Yes this is pretty much the same as castrating yourself but hair is life

 

[mirinorbitals]

Lots of you are not gonna read this retarded rant but thats completely ok

Dont get me wrong, its not the girl who would disgust me, its me being next to her, I cant stand a normal looking girl being next to my subhuman ass, sometimes I look in the mirror for too much and I get nausea. trying to find a normal feature, I hate my face with all my heart, I hate it because I can be an interesting, eloquent, smart, deep and funny guy, but I never get the chance to actually show these traits. Sometimes I am surprised by how girls in my class actually talk to me, but they shouldn't, I feel like they should puke just for talking to me but they dont, and that is weird for me. In fact I mistake kindness for love, I think I might have a chance, I go back to reality. Its an endless cycle of torture and suffering. The problem is that im basically 15 and sex is a big desire in my brain, and just thinking of me having sex with a girl, in my costant hatred, makes me feel bad for her. 95% Im not gonna have sex till 20 and it really hurts but then the question comes in mind
Does all of this it really matter if one day Im gonna die?

You're 15? Hop on raw meat and raw milk, maybe some raw organs too. You could ascend your bones, never know