The mental health pill is the most brutal of all

[schizowillascend]

This year I ascended from Ltn to Chadlite, it’s been great mostly but the mental health side effects are awful , I have severe body dysmorphia

I am a chadlite and can’t even bear to look in the mirror

People at school say I am photogenic, they call me a mogger, I am told I am beautiful most days

But it just feels empty , I only hear that now

I need to fix my mental health gang , how can I see myself how others see me

(Btw I am not a self proclaimed chadlite, that is just what this god awful sub forum rates me)

I still see myself as a low mtn tbh , I feel average - even below sometimes

 

[Crusile]

Objectifying yourself is dehumanizing youself, of course you will feel depressed

 

[schizowillascend]

Objectifying yourself is dehumanizing youself, of course you will feel depressed

Yes and I have been doing it everyday for a year atp

 

[BigBallsLarry]

body dysmorphia is so brutal.

hope one day you'll feel good bhai

 

[schizowillascend]

Objectifying yourself is dehumanizing youself, of course you will feel depressed

how can I overcome this , I want to like the way I look - I probably should

 

[schizowillascend]

body dysmorphia is so brutal.

hope one day you'll feel good bhai

It sucks , I am not joking when I say I can’t look in the mirror

It literally hurts physically in my stomach

it’s weird because I don’t even mind photos THAT much ; only if they are good photos

Idk it’s weird

 

[Asiangymmax]

Ok chad

 

[schizowillascend]

Ok chad

I’m not even joking gang , I think I cried last time I looked in the mirror

 

[BigBallsLarry]

It sucks , I am not joking when I say I can’t look in the mirror

It literally hurts physically in my stomach

it’s weird because I don’t even mind photos THAT much ; only if they are good photos

Idk it’s weird

i talked about this multiple times

i hate my looks so much to the point i removed all mirrors from my house except the bathroom

Its weird, because i have an objectively good and lean physique and my face is above average.

Idk what we can do about it, i don't think something like therapy can help

Something that helped me was just getting into a relationship and actually getting invested in that instead, i know very shit solution but foids actually can make u feel good about yourself

 

[schizowillascend]

i talked about this multiple times

i hate my looks so much to the point i removed all mirrors from my house except the bathroom

Its weird, because i have an objectively good and lean physique and my face is above average.

Idk what we can do about it, i don't think something like therapy can help

Something that helped me was just getting into a relationship and actually getting invested in that instead, i know very shit solution but foids actually can make u feel good about yourself

They do, this is the good part - I get infinite attention from foids atm but it’s not like I can be with them all the time

 

[BigBallsLarry]

They do, this is the good part - I get infinite attention from foids atm but it’s not like I can be with them all the time

sucks tbh.

normally id say try hobbies but its not that easy gym makes me forget about my face but then my body is the problem. self hatred is inescapable, you just gotta learn to live with it

 

[schizowillascend]

sucks tbh.

normally id say try hobbies but its not that easy gym makes me forget about my face but then my body is the problem. self hatred is inescapable, you just gotta learn to live with it

lol , it doesn’t help that I analyse my face a lot

But the thing is it’s not like there is massive flaws , there just isn’t enough of something usually

it’s just retarded , maybe I just look worse irl but idk

 

[BigBallsLarry]

lol , it doesn’t help that I analyse my face a lot

But the thing is it’s not like there is massive flaws , there just isn’t enough of something usually

it’s just retarded , maybe I just look worse irl but idk

there's always something wrong tbh and since u live with this face and see it all the time atp u got used to it and all u can see is the flaws

plus gradually the self hatred grows and grows untill u either don't care anymore or it drives you insane into surgeries etc

i used to think I've got a mogger insane eye area (that's what I've been told here plenty of times) but now i think it's shit

 

[schizowillascend]

there's always something wrong tbh and since u live with this face and see it all the time atp u got used to it and all u can see is the flaws

plus gradually the self hatred grows and grows untill u either don't care anymore or it drives you insane into surgeries etc

i used to think I've got a mogger insane eye area (that's what I've been told here plenty of times) but now i think it's shit

I just stress about my skin , it’s literally mild at most (edited out of the photos)

 

[BigBallsLarry]

I just stress about my skin , it’s literally mild at most (edited out of the photos)

tbh more and more peptides are coming out as a "Wonder drug" for skin

im hoping eventually something comes that'll help unlike all the cope skincare products.

 

[Duke Archer]

Only humans care about concepts like mental health

And use it to justify their problems

This is because all humans are inferior to apex predator animals

 

[Lord Shadow]

therapy, It seems your problems are really deeply rooted not much you can do on your own but for general advice make sure your excising everyday, diet is well, sleeping is well and have a solid group of friends you can talk but whether these are taken care of or not you should go see someone if u can

 

[User28823]

where is the chadlite in question ?

 

[schizowillascend]

where is the chadlite in question ?

Bfr

 

[schizowillascend]

therapy, It seems your problems are really deeply rooted not much you can do on your own but for general advice make sure your excising everyday, diet is well, sleeping is well and have a solid group of friends you can talk but whether these are taken care of or not you should go see someone if u can

Idek man what do I tell them at therapy , I don’t think I could

 

[schizowillascend]

Anyone else with advice?

 

[LTNUser]

where is the chadlite in question ?

He's close to CL come on

 

[schizowillascend]

He's close to CL come on

What do I do bro , my skin is defo worse irl - I’ll dm you a photo

 

[Lord Shadow]

Idek man what do I tell them at therapy , I don’t think I could

everything bro let it out to them dont overthink it just tell them what you said in the thread

 

[Restitutor Orbis]

You can be told "nice hair", "you look really good" etc., then look in the mirror and think "LTN, god I look like shit today, how could anybody ever love me". Sometimes the mirror plays tricks on you. You look exactly as good as your mental state on that day, no matter what you are told. You feel subhuman, look in the mirror and see a subhuman. Other day you feel fire and mirror says HTN. Idk anymore

 

[EmperorVon]

Nah it’s the dick pill, this is why horses mog humans in a foids mind

 

[Restitutor Orbis]

What could help u is looking at pics with you and people you mog in them. That anchors you to reality

 

[Crusile]

Keep staring at yourself in the mirror until you feel ok