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NewOne Autist Diarys 2: back in 2012 i did an internship in an turkish insurance company, so that i could start studying after.
there were 2 turkos, who called me handsome. one younger ugly guy and one older average guy.
so they got me pretty pumped up back then. a few weeks later a new recruit joined us. an extreme german looking turkish blonde guy. he even had acne like an typical german, turks have no heavy acne on average.
so he looked nordic, blue eyes, facially 6-7/10 but with heavy colouring halo, same height as me and identical frame.
A friend who also was working there, showed a girl a picture together with him while working to a girl in his class.
the girl instant fall in love with him and told him "wow that guy is so handsome, give him my number" and shit
all cool i thought, girl didnt see my picture, so thats no direct competition.
a few weeks later we got an ethnic female co-worker, a bit cute 5-6/10. she wasnt badlooking for a ethnic midget though.
and that slut completeeeeellllyyyy ignored me and heavily flirted with that guy. told him "why are your blue eyes so beatiful" and shit and didnt waste 1 second on me.
first time in my life i got mogged this hard, but my copemechanism also were pretty strong back then, so i didnt fall in despare
there were 2 turkos, who called me handsome. one younger ugly guy and one older average guy.
so they got me pretty pumped up back then. a few weeks later a new recruit joined us. an extreme german looking turkish blonde guy. he even had acne like an typical german, turks have no heavy acne on average.
so he looked nordic, blue eyes, facially 6-7/10 but with heavy colouring halo, same height as me and identical frame.
A friend who also was working there, showed a girl a picture together with him while working to a girl in his class.
the girl instant fall in love with him and told him "wow that guy is so handsome, give him my number" and shit
all cool i thought, girl didnt see my picture, so thats no direct competition.
a few weeks later we got an ethnic female co-worker, a bit cute 5-6/10. she wasnt badlooking for a ethnic midget though.
and that slut completeeeeellllyyyy ignored me and heavily flirted with that guy. told him "why are your blue eyes so beatiful" and shit and didnt waste 1 second on me.
first time in my life i got mogged this hard, but my copemechanism also were pretty strong back then, so i didnt fall in despare
