the only thing ive been consistent with all my life

[Sceptical]

is be a loser in everything. ive always settled for mediocrity and never tried to be really good in something.

 

[polonaecel]

is be a loser in everything. ive always settled for mediocrity and never tried to be really good in something.

when i was 10 i tried really really hard to be good at football, i trained for a year or two and failed miserably i was so bad

 

[Sceptical]

when i was 10 i tried really really hard to be good at football, i trained for a year or two and failed miserably i was so bad

i was cursed to be average, no one special, just another face in the crowd while everyone else succeeds in their goals and talents

 

[imontheloose]

wow, most consistent so sad train ive ever seen.

 

[Sceptical]

wow, most consistent so sad train ive ever seen.
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they're all just mocking me...
i can feel it, there's no sympathy for someone like me in this world

 

[imontheloose]

they're all just mocking me...
i can feel it, there's no sympathy for someone like in this world

its performative, ofc. none of them give a flying monkey otherwise theyd do more than so sad u lol. ur alone as am i. such is life. some of us werent meant to succeed n its as simple as that.

 

[Sceptical]

its performative, ofc. none of them give a flying monkey otherwise theyd do more than so sad u lol. ur alone as am i. such is life. some of us werent meant to succeed n its as simple as that.

this life is a sick joke
every action leads to ridicule and mockery
even my death will be a joke to some people, i just know it

 

[imontheloose]

this life is a sick joke
every action leads to ridicule and mockery
even my death will be a joke to some people, i just know it

no one will cr then either. the idea ppl suddenly cr when u die is childish slop. they move on and they do so quickly. i hope my name be quickly erased from memory and i wither into nonexistence not just physically but conceptually. my correct state is nothingness. u likely just werent meant to be alive like plenty of us. some of us acknowledge that fact whilst others cower from it.

 

[lightswinning]

no one will cr then either. the idea ppl suddenly cr when u die is childish slop. they move on and they do so quickly. i hope my name be quickly erased from memory and i wither into nonexistence not just physically but conceptually. my correct state is nothingness. u likely just werent meant to be alive like plenty of us. some of us acknowledge that fact whilst others cower from it.

Reading your posts makes me feel like I'm 15 again watching True detective season 1 for the first time

 

[imontheloose]

Reading your posts makes me feel like I'm 15 again watching True detective season 1 for the first time

life is a woeful, miserable thing.

 

[lightswinning]

life is a woeful, miserable thing.

I agree my friend. But,

And As Cioran said, it is not worth the bother of killing yourself, since you always kill yourself too late. I hope you find peace man, your an intelligent user, take care.

 

[foidslayer271_ig]

Gooning