HtnceI
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I know this because everytime I see a megan fox avi on here (cagefuel I know) I get a shortwave of happiness because they look very similar, I have no motivation for anything anymore, nothing, im not suicidal but there have been times where I just wanted to give up and ldar for ever. I have nothing to live for currently and my house life is shit, I constantly think about running away, but I dont for one reason. My ex, knowing that at one point we were very inlove and that she still loves me biologically is what keeps me going, see I have no goals or asperations anymore I hate waking up everyday, but what motivates me to try, to still maintain my looks and mental health is her.
But it doesnt last forever, everyday my morale gets slightly less potent, i feel like trying less. I know we'll never get back together, Ive ruined it 5 times in the past, last time we dated was 7 months ago, shes still attracted to me and loves me, she makes it very obvious on social media but i dont think its possible for me to get back with her. The main reason why is because of our distance, I used to live close but now im over an hour away and dont go to the same school as her or any school at all. I know for a fact we would still be together if i never moved and shed forgive me again.
@ItsSoOver._ @surgical
But it doesnt last forever, everyday my morale gets slightly less potent, i feel like trying less. I know we'll never get back together, Ive ruined it 5 times in the past, last time we dated was 7 months ago, shes still attracted to me and loves me, she makes it very obvious on social media but i dont think its possible for me to get back with her. The main reason why is because of our distance, I used to live close but now im over an hour away and dont go to the same school as her or any school at all. I know for a fact we would still be together if i never moved and shed forgive me again.
@ItsSoOver._ @surgical
