The only thing keeping me going is the rare chance I get back with my first love. (gtfih)

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I know this because everytime I see a megan fox avi on here (cagefuel I know) I get a shortwave of happiness because they look very similar, I have no motivation for anything anymore, nothing, im not suicidal but there have been times where I just wanted to give up and ldar for ever. I have nothing to live for currently and my house life is shit, I constantly think about running away, but I dont for one reason. My ex, knowing that at one point we were very inlove and that she still loves me biologically is what keeps me going, see I have no goals or asperations anymore I hate waking up everyday, but what motivates me to try, to still maintain my looks and mental health is her.

But it doesnt last forever, everyday my morale gets slightly less potent, i feel like trying less. I know we'll never get back together, Ive ruined it 5 times in the past, last time we dated was 7 months ago, shes still attracted to me and loves me, she makes it very obvious on social media but i dont think its possible for me to get back with her. The main reason why is because of our distance, I used to live close but now im over an hour away and dont go to the same school as her or any school at all. I know for a fact we would still be together if i never moved and shed forgive me again.

@ItsSoOver._ @surgical
 
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Would be solved if you weren't broke. Get a grip.
 
Also hilarious how all my haters are doing bad in life & are broke.
 
Also hilarious how all my haters are doing bad in life & are broke.
I dont even hate you and i dont care about man made symbols on a piece of paper with no real meaning.

Never claim me as anything involved with you ever again I am not your (hater)
 
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I dont even hate you and i dont care about man made symbols on a piece of paper with no real meaning.
You don't care about "man made symbols" when it's what is keeping you back from your goal..? Good one. You've demonstrated you put 0 thought into what you say.


Never claim me as anything involved with you ever again
Oooooh, edgy! Good one, got me there! I'm dead to you, yikes!
 
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You’re top tier simping right now. She’s been getting piped while you’re over here trying to make her proud. Pull yourself together. The doors closed and it will never open again. You will either be a weak man who sits at the closed door forever. Or you will overcome this and go shopping for a new door.
 
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You’re top tier simping right now. She’s been getting piped while you’re over here trying to make her proud. Pull yourself together. The doors closed and it will never open again. You will either be a weak man who sits at the closed door forever. Or you will overcome this and go shopping for a new door.
She hasnt trust me I know for sure, and even if she did I still took her Vcard and im chad to her so all those other guys cant compare, im not trying to make anyone proud I just want to fuck her and date her again I have acsess to more women other then her too I just dont care
 
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You don't care about "man made symbols" when it's what is keeping you back from your goal..? Good one. You've demonstrated you put 0 thought into what you say.
So if i had money it would fix my issue? sure it would, maybe if i had a liscence so i could buy a car and visit her but I dont
 
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She hasnt trust me I know for sure, and even if she did I still took her Vcard and im chad to her so all those other guys cant compare, im not trying to make anyone proud I just want to fuck her and date her again I have acsess to more women other then her too I just dont care
You’re getting cucked stop being a bitch

Over here obsessing over a woman like she’s you’re everything. If she was your everything you were never a man to begin with
 
You’re getting cucked stop being a bitch

Over here obsessing over a woman like she’s you’re everything. If she was your everything you were never a man to begin with
Maybe if I had other things then she wouldnt be but I dont you dont even know my situation months ago I couldnt care less about her I was slaying and having fun but now im stuck in hell
 
So if i had money it would fix my issue? sure it would, maybe if i had a liscence so i could buy a car and visit her but I dont
You're aware Uber exists, correct? You could work minimum wage to afford it..

If you cannot make enough money to buy a used car in 2026 it's over.
 
Maybe if I had other things then she wouldnt be but I dont you dont even know my situation months ago I couldnt care less about her I was slaying and having fun but now im stuck in hell
Don’t know your situation but I can spot a bitch from 1000 miles away
 
Sad Cry GIF by Piñata Farms: The Meme App
 
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You're aware Uber exists, correct? You could work minimum wage to afford it..

If you cannot make enough money to buy a used car in 2026 it's over.
Your right actually but its about if my parents let me uber to her area lol
 
not gonna happen sorry man its a cannon event
Also hilarious how all my haters are doing bad in life & are broke.
then i walk in
 
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Don’t know your situation but I can spot a bitch from 1000 miles away
If u werent an illiterate faggot u would see the part were i said the only reason I care about her is because my life is SHIT
 
Your right actually but its about if my parents let me uber to her area lol
Lie to them if it means that much to you.
 
If u werent an illiterate faggot u would see the part were i said the only reason I care about her is because my life is SHIT
Only weak men run to a bitch when their life is flipped upside down.
 
I know this because everytime I see a megan fox avi on here (cagefuel I know) I get a shortwave of happiness because they look very similar, I have no motivation for anything anymore, nothing, im not suicidal but there have been times where I just wanted to give up and ldar for ever. I have nothing to live for currently and my house life is shit, I constantly think about running away, but I dont for one reason. My ex, knowing that at one point we were very inlove and that she still loves me biologically is what keeps me going, see I have no goals or asperations anymore I hate waking up everyday, but what motivates me to try, to still maintain my looks and mental health is her.

But it doesnt last forever, everyday my morale gets slightly less potent, i feel like trying less. I know we'll never get back together, Ive ruined it 5 times in the past, last time we dated was 7 months ago, shes still attracted to me and loves me, she makes it very obvious on social media but i dont think its possible for me to get back with her. The main reason why is because of our distance, I used to live close but now im over an hour away and dont go to the same school as her or any school at all. I know for a fact we would still be together if i never moved and shed forgive me again.

@ItsSoOver._ @surgical
Lie to them if it means that much to you.
Yo topology you got something I can use as my pfp? I can't find anything to go with this ugly piss color 🤢
 
Only weak men run to a bitch when their life is flipped upside down.
No ones running anywhere having her would simply make my life alot better, you do kind a have a point I was significantly higher test a couple months ago and didnt care about her
 
I know this because everytime I see a megan fox avi on here (cagefuel I know) I get a shortwave of happiness because they look very similar, I have no motivation for anything anymore, nothing, im not suicidal but there have been times where I just wanted to give up and ldar for ever. I have nothing to live for currently and my house life is shit, I constantly think about running away, but I dont for one reason. My ex, knowing that at one point we were very inlove and that she still loves me biologically is what keeps me going, see I have no goals or asperations anymore I hate waking up everyday, but what motivates me to try, to still maintain my looks and mental health is her.

But it doesnt last forever, everyday my morale gets slightly less potent, i feel like trying less. I know we'll never get back together, Ive ruined it 5 times in the past, last time we dated was 7 months ago, shes still attracted to me and loves me, she makes it very obvious on social media but i dont think its possible for me to get back with her. The main reason why is because of our distance, I used to live close but now im over an hour away and dont go to the same school as her or any school at all. I know for a fact we would still be together if i never moved and shed forgive me again.

@ItsSoOver._ @surgical
I'm in the same boat it's really tragic

5920315 Screenshot 2026 01 29 131447

I fumbled a girl that unironically looks exactly like this (she is built LITERALLY like this as well) and she still wants me but I rejected her for no reason 🤢 I hate being nd
 
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