The people with my level of self-awareness and perception is very few

[lifemaxxing2000]

I am NT but simultaneously I am ND. I have deep thoughts and feelings about everything in this world and have spent hours pondering so much stuff. I feel out of place in human society but I also feel apart of it. I don't feel like a regular goyslave cattle robot, but I also don't feel like an autist. I just feel hyperaware of life and what it is

 

[estonianslayerr]

Same, if its the same thought everytime it could be OCD.

A brain with OCD loves to obsess over things (or one particular thing) as a topic.

Don't focus on things you cannot control, and don't try to fall victim to society man you are all good.

 

[lifemaxxing2000]

Same, if its the same thought everytime it could be OCD.

A brain with OCD loves to obsess over things (or one particular thing) as a topic.

Don't focus on things you cannot control, and don't try to fall victim to society man you are all good.

I have OCD but what I'm talking about isn't OCD. I just mean I spend a lot more time thinking about the nature of life and what it is and introspecting about myself as a person than other people I'd guess. I'm a very complex person in many aspects, I have many traits and characteristics about me. I think I'm pretty unique in my thought process compared to other people is what I'm trying to say I guess. I sound like a schizo trying to articulate what I mean but yea