The reality of being on testosterone 7.5 weeks into my first cycle at 18

[lllight]

I take 600 mg of testosterone with an AI, which may not be needed, but I'm scared of fusing my growth plates, which they probably are. Here's my update.

My muscle mass has increased; however, it's not exponential like expected. However, confidence has skyrocketed, and sex drive is extremely high. Still no fucking slays.

I finally got another job. I'll likely buy more testosterone, tren, and HGH; however, I doubt I'll see any growth from it, and I'm unable to get scans to check my growth plates because of a lack of money. I can't even get my blood work, and my regular doctor is complete shit due to the location I live in—fucking utter poverty.

Negative side effects have only been slight acne breakouts on my chest, but that's about it. Testosterone is very much mogger, and of course, everyone knows this, but this is just my update.

In the 4th week of my cycle, I ended up quitting my job, walking out just out of pure annoyance that I needed to be a wage earner, and I get irritated more quickly. Still, I do feel confident in every choice I make, which is purely delusional given the heightened test,

I injected more Aqualyx today to get tips at my new wage-slave job. Yeah, pretty shit thread, not informative.

 

[UnidentifiedGenes1]

do u live in Ethiopia or something

 

[thramer.]

trenbolone is retarded

 

[lllight]

do u live in Ethiopia or something

No, just my specific area of NYC is poverty-stricken. I legit got laughed at by my doctor for asking about my growth plates 2 years ago.

 

[UnidentifiedGenes1]

No, just my specific area of NYC is poverty-stricken. I legit got laughed at by my doctor for asking about my growth plates 2 years ago.

haha u let a doctor cum on ur ass

 

[lllight]

haha u let a doctor cum on ur ass

I genuinely began my life at a disadvantage. I could be injecting rat piss and wouldn't be able to tell because I can't even get my shit tested.

 

[UnidentifiedGenes1]

I legit started life at a disadvantage.

how much u make JFL

 

[DNR_]

do u live in Ethiopia or something

keep this up and you MIGHT get a follow

 

[lllight]

how much u make JFL

Nothing. I quit my job a month ago, and I'm starting this one in 2 days. It's shit pay; I think it's $17 plus tips. It's at a high-end place, so the tips are going to be nice, and I'll probably jester for money.

 

[UnidentifiedGenes1]

Nothing. I quit my job a month ago, and I'm starting this one in 2 days. It's shit pay; I think it's $17 plus tips. It's at a high-end place, so the tips are going to be nice, and I'll probably jester for money.

jester for the rich, I'm sorry bro

 

[lllight]

trenbolone is retarded

What cycle should I run, then? I was planning to take 500 mg of testosterone and 150 mg of trenbolone to gain as much muscle mass as possible during the summer, but let me know if you have a better suggestion.



I'm not too informed when it comes to HGH, and I've been too lazy to do research, so I might just do 8 IUs every day because Idgaf anymore

 

[brownchico]

So no masculinity differences?

 

[lllight]

So no masculinity differences?

No, my foid friend says I do look more masculine; I personally don't think so. The most that has changed is that facial hair grows more quickly now. But I'll update towards the end of my cycle, so in 6-8 weeks.

 

[brownchico]

No, my foid friend says I do look more masculine; I personally don't think so. The most that has changed is that facial hair grows more quickly now. But I'll update towards the end of my cycle, so in 6-8 weeks.

I’m thinking of running my first cycle - I’m lean with good frame by default but look like a kid at 22 - so I was considering a test only cycle soon but idk if beyond physique it’s worth it

 

[egorkrasnov]

no its not

 

[egorkrasnov]

What cycle should I run, then? I was planning to take 500 mg of testosterone and 150 mg of trenbolone to gain as much muscle mass as possible during the summer, but let me know if you have a better suggestion.



I'm not too informed when it comes to HGH, and I've been too lazy to do research, so I might just do 8 IUs every day because Idgaf anymore

lower the dose of tren to 100

 

[lllight]

lower the dose of tren to 100

Any reason why?

 

[lllight]

I’m thinking of running my first cycle - I’m lean with good frame by default but look like a kid at 22 - so I was considering a test only cycle soon but idk if beyond physique it’s worth it

In my experience, tests have only been positive. I believe Tren may be more likely to accelerate aging, but usually, when you stop using these compounds, the aging process may reverse. I think you’d have to do numerous cycles over the span of 4 years to see a notable and permanent effect.