the redpill ruined my chance of teenage love

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i look back now and realise how deep in the sauce i was — like fully redpilled, borderline schizopilled, thinking i had everything figured out at 15 lmao.

i had this delusion that attention from girls was a distraction, that i had to “grind” and “focus on money” before i was even legally allowed to open a bank account. was doing useless side hustles and reading bullshit mindset posts instead of actually living life.

i genuinely believed being antisocial made me “high value”, i believed i was above everyone else. i had this weird obsession with thinking life has to be constant suffering to mean anything.

like i was geniuenly a masochist at the time.

what’s even worse is there were chances. there was this one high mtb i knew and she was kind of obsessed over me and once in maths she literally said to my friends that she would let me “do anything to her”

that was literally my one chance of not being a sad incel cuck for the rest of my life and i blew it

i believe she was obsessed over me aswell because she had an absent father that was a ex drug dealer so i think she liked me due to my lack of emotion or something idk
 
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how old now?
 
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The fact some redpillers actually think waiting til your 30s to pursuit women is good advice will always be funny to me
 
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The fact some redpillers actually think waiting til your 30s to pursuit women is good advice will always be funny to me
the red pill is a masonic psyop backed by vatican-tier elites designed to fracture the minds of young men, isolate them, and make them easier to control by destroying their ability to form genuine bonds or seek real purpose.
 
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Please change your avi, I can't take your posts seriously when I see it :lul::lul::lul:

I'm starting to remember this:

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i look back now and realise how deep in the sauce i was — like fully redpilled, borderline schizopilled, thinking i had everything figured out at 15 lmao.

i had this delusion that attention from girls was a distraction, that i had to “grind” and “focus on money” before i was even legally allowed to open a bank account. was doing useless side hustles and reading bullshit mindset posts instead of actually living life.

i genuinely believed being antisocial made me “high value”, i believed i was above everyone else. i had this weird obsession with thinking life has to be constant suffering to mean anything.

like i was geniuenly a masochist at the time.

what’s even worse is there were chances. there was this one high mtb i knew and she was kind of obsessed over me and once in maths she literally said to my friends that she would let me “do anything to her”

that was literally my one chance of not being a sad incel cuck for the rest of my life and i blew it

i believe she was obsessed over me aswell because she had an absent father that was a ex drug dealer so i think she liked me due to my lack of emotion or something idk
Very insightful post. I feel u heavy on this bhai Redpill does indeed force you to become a man who lives life and think in manner is divorced from any aspect of romance and genuine human connection. The mistakes and foolosh relationsnhps we get into in teen years asre seen by the redpill as way waste of time, when in reality it is these experiences and mistakes that make us human who have truely lived life. At this point in life when you get older say 20s people shift from entering relationships for fun and shift to LTRs that actually require you to have money or status. This only works if youre truely top 1% and most statistically speaking never reach this. Subscribers of the redpill will live a life and eneter relationships thinking from a purely transactional vie point that foids are only w u for money/status and you must play them like games. Therefore a redpiller sees no use in becoming a good partner and only seeks to become a magnet that can attract but not retain, ultimately contributing to the problems of foids getting into shit relationships and becoming whores and used goods.
 
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bhai ur 17 im 19. U still got time esp. if u go to uni
yeah from an optimistic view point i do still have time but i’ve completely fucked up my education and any chances of going uni

plus time is going so quick lmao before i know it i will probably be ur age and still be in the same position jfl
 
yeah from an optimistic view point i do still have time but i’ve completely fucked up my education and any chances of going uni

plus time is going so quick lmao before i know it i will probably be ur age and still be in the same position jfl
community college then transfer
 
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I was giga red pilled at 16, I hated it. Taught me a lot tho. Being BP > RP
 
Being overly consumed with your career makes love and family impossible
 
17, this happened between the age of 14-15
Wouldn’t the redpillers tell you to play sports and be social? In any case, you’re 17. There’s still time.

I see that was mentioned already.
 

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