The Sad Reality of Being Neurodivergent and an Outcast

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Imagine being an unlovable hugging bear who is seen by everyone as a monster, imagine being shitted on everyday because of something you can’t control. You think you‘ve found someone who you thought would understand you, but in the end they will be disgusted by your neurodivergent behavior.

I try to fight this world everyday, standing on my own two feet, but the battle is hard, I become more and more deranged because I’m in such a brutal and cold world. Sometimes the reality is so unbearable I have to put my headphones on to distract myself from the pain and suffering that breeds this earth. I understand that me and neurotypicals aren’t the same breeds, we’re different breeds. All I can do is remain isolated and become a printing machine that pops ideas out because my breed is so limited that I have to connect with them from thousands of miles away. Me my neurodivergent and inferior brothers are so depressed and I’m so fueled with revenge against this world I want to burn it with all my wrath because of how unfair it is.

All of society dick suckers turn the other cheek and then want to come in my direction and give me hell. Right now as I’m weak I will grow stronger and when I do it will be my greatest satisfaction before I die from this piece of shit planet.

So my advice to all of you here, nts included: leave the light and follow the dark
 
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i try to isolate myself as much as possible
 
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i am adnormly low iq but it isn’t too bad because i am not very autistic in real life
 
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I am proud

I have no other choice.

My brain takes pleasure in isolation and is incapable of participating socially.

Even if I were GL, the anhedonia, and quietness/mutism, and pain when talking would still be there.

The desire for solitude would remain, regardless of any acceptance by normies.

I’m a lone wolf.
 
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i am adnormly low iq but it isn’t too bad because i am not very autistic in real life
Same
Without intimidation nobody will respect me cuz im legit so dumb
 
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Imagine being an unlovable hugging bear who is seen by everyone as a monster, imagine being shitted on everyday because of something you can’t control. You think you‘ve found someone who you thought would understand you, but in the end they will be disgusted by your neurodivergent behavior.

I try to fight this world everyday, standing on my own two feet, but the battle is hard, I become more and more deranged because I’m in such a brutal and cold world. Sometimes the reality is so unbearable I have to put my headphones on to distract myself from the pain and suffering that breeds this earth. I understand that me and neurotypicals aren’t the same breeds, we’re different breeds. All I can do is remain isolated and become a printing machine that pops ideas out because my breed is so limited that I have to connect with them from thousands of miles away. Me my neurodivergent and inferior brothers are so depressed and I’m so fueled with revenge against this world I want to burn it with all my wrath because of how unfair it is.

All of society dick suckers turn the other cheek and then want to come in my direction and give me hell. Right now as I’m weak I will grow stronger and when I do it will be my greatest satisfaction before I die from this piece of shit planet.

So my advice to all of you here, nts included: leave the light and follow the dark
Boyos am I the only one who is incapable of reading a post that's longer than 3 sentences? Like after that I just lose interest JFL
 
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Imagine being an unlovable hugging bear who is seen by everyone as a monster, imagine being shitted on everyday because of something you can’t control. You think you‘ve found someone who you thought would understand you, but in the end they will be disgusted by your neurodivergent behavior.

I try to fight this world everyday, standing on my own two feet, but the battle is hard, I become more and more deranged because I’m in such a brutal and cold world. Sometimes the reality is so unbearable I have to put my headphones on to distract myself from the pain and suffering that breeds this earth. I understand that me and neurotypicals aren’t the same breeds, we’re different breeds. All I can do is remain isolated and become a printing machine that pops ideas out because my breed is so limited that I have to connect with them from thousands of miles away. Me my neurodivergent and inferior brothers are so depressed and I’m so fueled with revenge against this world I want to burn it with all my wrath because of how unfair it is.

All of society dick suckers turn the other cheek and then want to come in my direction and give me hell. Right now as I’m weak I will grow stronger and when I do it will be my greatest satisfaction before I die from this piece of shit planet.

So my advice to all of you here, nts included: leave the light and follow the dark
You are right and I made a thread and figured out an overarching theory and possible solution, altough it is up to you.
 
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Imagine being an unlovable hugging bear who is seen by everyone as a monster, imagine being shitted on everyday because of something you can’t control. You think you‘ve found someone who you thought would understand you, but in the end they will be disgusted by your neurodivergent behavior.

I try to fight this world everyday, standing on my own two feet, but the battle is hard, I become more and more deranged because I’m in such a brutal and cold world. Sometimes the reality is so unbearable I have to put my headphones on to distract myself from the pain and suffering that breeds this earth. I understand that me and neurotypicals aren’t the same breeds, we’re different breeds. All I can do is remain isolated and become a printing machine that pops ideas out because my breed is so limited that I have to connect with them from thousands of miles away. Me my neurodivergent and inferior brothers are so depressed and I’m so fueled with revenge against this world I want to burn it with all my wrath because of how unfair it is.

All of society dick suckers turn the other cheek and then want to come in my direction and give me hell. Right now as I’m weak I will grow stronger and when I do it will be my greatest satisfaction before I die from this piece of shit planet.

So my advice to all of you here, nts included: leave the light and follow the dark
dnrd buy a combat knife and pepper spray
 
I have no other choice.

My brain takes pleasure in isolation and is incapable of participating socially.

Even if I were GL, the anhedonia, and quietness/mutism, and pain when talking would still be there.

The desire for solitude would remain, regardless of any acceptance by normies.

I’m a lone wolf.
Wow holy fuck i can relate to everything on this thread on a deep level
 

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