The schizophrenia Is kicking in again and i love it

[the BULL]

After 1 month of smoking marijuana i'm on a mild schizo episode again. Nothing i can't control. Feels awesome. That sense of delusions, the visions, the feeling of Freedom. Haven't eaten anything for 2 weeks and i'm back at 15% bf.

 

[MoggerGaston]

mirin' hard

drugs are a gift from god

 

[MoggerGaston]

you're back baby

 

[R@m@]

Thats the cool part about mental illness, your sense of self is gets very simple and you have no worries/desires, you dont feel as much hunger or physical pain, it feels like im a kid again and I enjoy the simple things

But when the panick attacks hit its tough, altought it can vary from person to person, you said you like your visions thats great.

 

[WeiWei]

 

[the BULL]

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schizophrenia isn't a demon, it's a blessing. of course it depends on the intensity. mine is mild and manageable.

 

[standardcel]

schizophrenia isn't a demon, it's a blessing. of course it depends on the intensity. mine is mild and manageable.

 

[the BULL]

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[EliteMewing]

i hate this feeling. i stay away from any drugs and alcohol just to get more grounded in reality. when i start to lose grip i just go to sleep so i dont feel it. for me its the exact oposite, i feel out of control instead of in control

 

[the BULL]

i hate this feeling. i stay away from any drugs and alcohol just to get more grounded in reality. when i start to lose grip i just go to sleep so i dont feel it. for me its the exact oposite, i feel out of control instead of in control

then yours is too strong. when mine was at its fullest intensity i wasn't myself anymore, i was just the bull, no control.

 

[EliteMewing]

then yours is too strong. when mine was at its fullest intensity i wasn't myself anymore, i was just the bull, no control.

yeah i dont have it anymore tho, only when i used drugs... and now sometimes if i think about it ill start feeling it again. its very bad, i felt like i knew the truth about everyone and i could feel and see trough peoples toughts and intentions... they looked so fake, and i could see through their masks... also all my senses were kinda messed up so things looked/felt very strange and warped, it really didnt feel like reality was real, just more like a matrix and i was controlling my body in a very weird way. couldnt think straight

 

[Ruthless]

 

[MoggerGaston]

This is the type of girlfriend we need @the BULL