HighTierSubhuman
Escapism
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I'm still pretty young being 19 but I am constantly thinking about how I'm slowly getting older and that I'm not taking full advantage of my youth. Life beyond university just doesn't seem that great for most people and I hate feeling stressed about opportunities passing by me. I started my 2nd year of uni this month and I feel like I completely wasted most of my first year being depressed rotting and I don't want to ever experience that feeling again.
I also feel like maturity wise everyone else around my age is so far ahead of me. I have such a lack of real life experience and I desperately need to catch up. I don't want to feel like I wasted my life. I know this probably sounds retarded to oldcels that would love to be my age again but in my head it feels like the actual enjoyable part of life for most people is so short.
I also feel like maturity wise everyone else around my age is so far ahead of me. I have such a lack of real life experience and I desperately need to catch up. I don't want to feel like I wasted my life. I know this probably sounds retarded to oldcels that would love to be my age again but in my head it feels like the actual enjoyable part of life for most people is so short.