THE TIME I GOT HITTED ON BY A HTB BUT MY FAGGOT HIGHNT HINIB ASS DIDNT TAKE THE HINT BECAUSE OF MY GENOCIDALE WORTHY EYES👁️(WARNING-RACEMIXING⚠️⚠️⚠️)

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THE TIME EVERYTIME I REMEMBER THAT I GENUINLY TRULY THINK ABOUT KILLING MYSLEF NO JOKE AND MAYBE I DESERVED TO GET MOLESTED BY THIS CREEPY WHITE GUY


At that time, I was going through a period of very low self-confidence.

I had just started growing out my dreadlocks. . The real reason was my eyes. They made me look like a zombie: tired, strange, almost violent. Plus, some member of my family had already made negative comments about it, and those remarks stuck in my mind.

So I started growing my hair out, hoping that one day my dreadlocks would fall over my face and maybe cover my eyes. The problem was, they were barely three centimeters long.

My house was about a fifteen-minute walk from school, so I often walked home while the school buses were leaving the parking lot.

As usual, I walked with my head down. like in the looser meme lol


image-2026-03-07-214131292.png



One day, a group of popular girls approached me.

One of them asked me,

"Why do you never look people in the eyes when you talk to them?"

The truth is, looking someone in the eyes made me extremely uncomfortable. I found that contact way too personal, and I was mostly afraid that the person in front of me would start staring at my eyes and notice the flaw in my stonnable worthy eyes.

and another question:

"Why do you always lower your head when you walk?"

I thought that by lowering my head, dreadlocks might hide my eyes a little. Even though they were very short, hoping people notice my hair more than my eyes.

In my mind, they were trying to humiliate and mock me.

One of the girls was friends with the white dude who bullied me at school, so I was convinced they were making fun of me. They were joking around it was the era when the "bombastic side eye" was trendy on tiktok and I felt like they were mostly trying to make me uncomfortable.

I didn't really want to participate, but they kept forcing me and kept talking to me.

At one point, one of them started changing her uniform. We were at a private school, so everyone had a uniform.

Then the conversation changed...


image-2026-03-07-214805065.png



They started talking about some drama involving a girl we gonna call. Rebecca , was a friend of the white guy who was harassing me and the girl who SA me with her friends.

at that moment, I completely panicked inside.

I was convinced they thought I sexxually assaulted Rebecca.

At that time, my perspective was very paranoid. I thought that if all white boys were racist, then white girls were too. In my mind, I was convinced they automatically saw Black boys as rapists or criminals.

So while they were talking about this, I thought they were indirectly talking about me.

To get out of the situation, I walked faster to get ahead of them.

For a few seconds, they stopped talking.

Then one of them said,

"So, what do you think about Rebecca?"

Since Rebecca was friends with my bully, I immediately thought the question was a trap. So I answered that I didn't really know her and that I didn't particularly like her.

Then, the girl who had changed her uniform started telling me about a new fast-food restaurant that had just opened in the small town where I lived.

A fried chicken restaurant.

Again, my brain interpreted this as a racist attack.

She added that she was sure she could eat more than me.

While she was talking, she stared at me. I was 5'11", and 6 feet tall with my shoes on. She was so short that I thought the dreadlocks I used as a shield were useless.

I was convinced she was staring at the monstrosity that is my eyes, unable to look away.

When I tried to answer, I started to stutter.

There were five very pretty girls in front of me, all staring. Buses were passing by, and I felt like the whole school could see what was happening.

Seeing that I couldn't open my mouth she said .



"Don't worry, I'll pay my nigga."


At that moment, I was so uncomfortable that I left immediately, walking as fast as I could.

, I was convinced they were going to lynch me.

But a year later, thinking back on that scene, I realized that .

I had completely misinterpreted the situation.

In that predominantly white school, many people didn't even understand that saying the n-word could be offensive and thought it was some kind of greeting between Black people.

The girl was trying to flirt with me and ask me out.




RHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA HJSGUSABAISBNAIO WHY BRO WHY ????? BRO I HAD SO MANY HINT IF I WAS NOT A FUCKING RETARD I WOULD BE UNVIERGED LONG AGO FUCKIGN LIFE OF SHIT I HATE MY LIFE HOPFULLY SURGERY WILL HEAL ME AKSHKIAHSIOASUUSHA

THE ONLY WAY I COPE IS TO KNOW THAT I WAS SO A HIGNHT HINIB TYRONE LITE THAT YALL THINK IM LARPING LOL

I SWEAR ON ALL MY FAMILY HEAD AFTER CEGEP I WILL GET MY SUBPERIOSTEAL MIDFACE LIFT AND SOOF FAT GRAFT AND SOME FAT GRAFT FOR UEE

IF I DO NOT DO THAT I WILL ASK RANDOM HERE TO COME MURDERE ME WITH A KNIFE I SWEAR ON ALL I HAVE THIS FUCKING EYES MAKE MY LIFE SO HARD MAN I SWEAR I WILL HAVE THISA SURGERY I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWARE I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWARE I SWEAR I SWER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWARE I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWARE I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWARE I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWER I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWARE I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWARE I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWARE I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWER I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWARE I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWARE I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWER I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWARE I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWARE I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWER I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWARE I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWARE I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWARE I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWARE I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWARE I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWER I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEER I SWARE I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWER I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWARE I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWER I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWARE I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWER I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR. HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA



Edit :I’m genuinely serious if you REALLY REALLY hate me and think I will not do the surgery and need money come pm I have the money and I’m serious the money transfer will be after the "act" so if you need money genuinly hate me because I’m weird or maybe black ( idc) and are not scared to do “big things “ and ready to travel come pm
We will negotiate the the price I can transfer 40% before the "act “ and I will automate the second transfer because I will not be here to do it lol .
 
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Please go to bed.
 
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Hi Chatgpt pls summarise
  • The writer had very low self-confidence about their appearance, especially their eyes, and avoided eye contact at school.
  • When a group of girls talked to them, they thought they were being mocked or racially targeted, so they panicked and left.
  • Later they realized the girl was actually flirting with them, which made them feel strong regret for misunderstanding the situation.
 
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Hi Chatgpt pls summarise

  • The writer had very low self-confidence about their appearance, especially their eyes, and avoided eye contact at school.
  • When a group of girls talked to them, they thought they were being mocked or racially targeted, so they panicked and left.
  • Later they realized the girl was actually flirting with them, which made them feel strong regret for misunderstanding the situation.
Thanks for the summary. I was skimming it but it sounded straight out of a shitty 2000s movie. How does this shit happen to people? :lul:
 
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Thanks for the summary. I was skimming it but it sounded straight out of a shitty 2000s movie. How does this shit happen to people? :lul:
I dont fucking know bro
 
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Hi Chatgpt pls summarise

  • The writer had very low self-confidence about their appearance, especially their eyes, and avoided eye contact at school.
  • When a group of girls talked to them, they thought they were being mocked or racially targeted, so they panicked and left.
  • Later they realized the girl was actually flirting with them, which made them feel strong regret for misunderstanding the situation.
I dont have a low self confidence about my appearance but about my fucking eyes
 
I dont fucking know bro
You gotta work on the formatting, and next time post your eyes so people can either shit on you or say "bro it's not even that bad :feelsgood:."
 
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You gotta work on the formatting, and next time post your eyes so people can either shit on you or say "bro it's not even that bad :feelsgood:."
I know they will not i dont want to dox myself but my eyes are very bad if i didnt had that frame or others of these good trait yall would genuinely tryna find my adress just to scoop my eyes from my orbital with a razor
 
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THE TIME EVERYTIME I REMEMBER THAT I GENUINLY TRULY THINK ABOUT KILLING MYSLEF NO JOKE AND MAYBE I DESERVED TO GET MOLESTED BY THIS CREEPY WHITE GUY


At that time, I was going through a period of very low self-confidence.

I had just started growing out my dreadlocks. . The real reason was my eyes. They made me look like a zombie: tired, strange, almost violent. Plus, some member of my family had already made negative comments about it, and those remarks stuck in my mind.

So I started growing my hair out, hoping that one day my dreadlocks would fall over my face and maybe cover my eyes. The problem was, they were barely three centimeters long.

My house was about a fifteen-minute walk from school, so I often walked home while the school buses were leaving the parking lot.

As usual, I walked with my head down. like in the looser meme lol


image-2026-03-07-214131292.png



One day, a group of popular girls approached me.

One of them asked me,

"Why do you never look people in the eyes when you talk to them?"

The truth is, looking someone in the eyes made me extremely uncomfortable. I found that contact way too personal, and I was mostly afraid that the person in front of me would start staring at my eyes and notice the flaw in my stonnable worthy eyes.

and another question:

"Why do you always lower your head when you walk?"

I thought that by lowering my head, dreadlocks might hide my eyes a little. Even though they were very short, hoping people notice my hair more than my eyes.

In my mind, they were trying to humiliate and mock me.

One of the girls was friends with the white dude who bullied me at school, so I was convinced they were making fun of me. They were joking around it was the era when the "bombastic side eye" was trendy on tiktok and I felt like they were mostly trying to make me uncomfortable.

I didn't really want to participate, but they kept forcing me and kept talking to me.

At one point, one of them started changing her uniform. We were at a private school, so everyone had a uniform.

Then the conversation changed...


image-2026-03-07-214805065.png



They started talking about some drama involving a girl we gonna call. Rebecca , was a friend of the white guy who was harassing me and the girl who SA me with her friends.

at that moment, I completely panicked inside.

I was convinced they thought I sexxually assaulted Rebecca.

At that time, my perspective was very paranoid. I thought that if all white boys were racist, then white girls were too. In my mind, I was convinced they automatically saw Black boys as rapists or criminals.

So while they were talking about this, I thought they were indirectly talking about me.

To get out of the situation, I walked faster to get ahead of them.

For a few seconds, they stopped talking.

Then one of them said,

"So, what do you think about Rebecca?"

Since Rebecca was friends with my bully, I immediately thought the question was a trap. So I answered that I didn't really know her and that I didn't particularly like her.

Then, the girl who had changed her uniform started telling me about a new fast-food restaurant that had just opened in the small town where I lived.

A fried chicken restaurant.

Again, my brain interpreted this as a racist attack.

She added that she was sure she could eat more than me.

While she was talking, she stared at me. I was 5'11", and 6 feet tall with my shoes on. She was so short that I thought the dreadlocks I used as a shield were useless.

I was convinced she was staring at the monstrosity that is my eyes, unable to look away.

When I tried to answer, I started to stutter.

There were five very pretty girls in front of me, all staring. Buses were passing by, and I felt like the whole school could see what was happening.

Seeing that I couldn't open my mouth she said .



"Don't worry, I'll pay my nigga."


At that moment, I was so uncomfortable that I left immediately, walking as fast as I could.

, I was convinced they were going to lynch me.

But a year later, thinking back on that scene, I realized that .

I had completely misinterpreted the situation.

In that predominantly white school, many people didn't even understand that saying the n-word could be offensive and thought it was some kind of greeting between Black people.

The girl was trying to flirt with me and ask me out.




RHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA HJSGUSABAISBNAIO WHY BRO WHY ????? BRO I HAD SO MANY HINT IF I WAS NOT A FUCKING RETARD I WOULD BE UNVIERGED LONG AGO FUCKIGN LIFE OF SHIT I HATE MY LIFE HOPFULLY SURGERY WILL HEAL ME AKSHKIAHSIOASUUSHA

THE ONLY WAY I COPE IS TO KNOW THAT I WAS SO A HIGNHT HINIB TYRONE LITE THAT YALL THINK IM LARPING LOL

I SWEAR ON ALL MY FAMILY HEAD AFTER CEGEP I WILL GET MY SUBPERIOSTEAL MIDFACE LIFT AND SOOF FAT GRAFT AND SOME FAT GRAFT FOR UEE

IF I DO NOT DO THAT I WILL ASK RANDOM HERE TO COME MURDERE ME WITH A KNIFE I SWEAR ON ALL I HAVE THIS FUCKING EYES MAKE MY LIFE SO HARD MAN I SWEAR I WILL HAVE THISA SURGERY I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWARE I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWARE I SWEAR I SWER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWARE I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWARE I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWARE I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWER I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWARE I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWARE I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWARE I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWER I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWARE I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWARE I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWER I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWARE I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWARE I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWER I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWARE I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWARE I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWARE I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWARE I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWARE I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWER I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEER I SWARE I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWER I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWARE I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWER I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWARE I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWER I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR. HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA



Edit :I’m genuinely serious if you REALLY REALLY hate me and think I will not do the surgery and need money come pm I have the money and I’m serious the money transfer will be after the "act" so if you need money genuinly hate me because I’m weird or maybe black ( idc) and are not scared to do “big things “ and ready to travel come pm
We will negotiate the the price I can transfer 40% before the "act “ and I will automate the second transfer because I will not be here to do it lol .
Dnr 😢
 
THE TIME EVERYTIME I REMEMBER THAT I GENUINLY TRULY THINK ABOUT KILLING MYSLEF NO JOKE AND MAYBE I DESERVED TO GET MOLESTED BY THIS CREEPY WHITE GUY


At that time, I was going through a period of very low self-confidence.

I had just started growing out my dreadlocks. . The real reason was my eyes. They made me look like a zombie: tired, strange, almost violent. Plus, some member of my family had already made negative comments about it, and those remarks stuck in my mind.

So I started growing my hair out, hoping that one day my dreadlocks would fall over my face and maybe cover my eyes. The problem was, they were barely three centimeters long.

My house was about a fifteen-minute walk from school, so I often walked home while the school buses were leaving the parking lot.

As usual, I walked with my head down. like in the looser meme lol


image-2026-03-07-214131292.png



One day, a group of popular girls approached me.

One of them asked me,

"Why do you never look people in the eyes when you talk to them?"

The truth is, looking someone in the eyes made me extremely uncomfortable. I found that contact way too personal, and I was mostly afraid that the person in front of me would start staring at my eyes and notice the flaw in my stonnable worthy eyes.

and another question:

"Why do you always lower your head when you walk?"

I thought that by lowering my head, dreadlocks might hide my eyes a little. Even though they were very short, hoping people notice my hair more than my eyes.

In my mind, they were trying to humiliate and mock me.

One of the girls was friends with the white dude who bullied me at school, so I was convinced they were making fun of me. They were joking around it was the era when the "bombastic side eye" was trendy on tiktok and I felt like they were mostly trying to make me uncomfortable.

I didn't really want to participate, but they kept forcing me and kept talking to me.

At one point, one of them started changing her uniform. We were at a private school, so everyone had a uniform.

Then the conversation changed...


image-2026-03-07-214805065.png



They started talking about some drama involving a girl we gonna call. Rebecca , was a friend of the white guy who was harassing me and the girl who SA me with her friends.

at that moment, I completely panicked inside.

I was convinced they thought I sexxually assaulted Rebecca.

At that time, my perspective was very paranoid. I thought that if all white boys were racist, then white girls were too. In my mind, I was convinced they automatically saw Black boys as rapists or criminals.

So while they were talking about this, I thought they were indirectly talking about me.

To get out of the situation, I walked faster to get ahead of them.

For a few seconds, they stopped talking.

Then one of them said,

"So, what do you think about Rebecca?"

Since Rebecca was friends with my bully, I immediately thought the question was a trap. So I answered that I didn't really know her and that I didn't particularly like her.

Then, the girl who had changed her uniform started telling me about a new fast-food restaurant that had just opened in the small town where I lived.

A fried chicken restaurant.

Again, my brain interpreted this as a racist attack.

She added that she was sure she could eat more than me.

While she was talking, she stared at me. I was 5'11", and 6 feet tall with my shoes on. She was so short that I thought the dreadlocks I used as a shield were useless.

I was convinced she was staring at the monstrosity that is my eyes, unable to look away.

When I tried to answer, I started to stutter.

There were five very pretty girls in front of me, all staring. Buses were passing by, and I felt like the whole school could see what was happening.

Seeing that I couldn't open my mouth she said .



"Don't worry, I'll pay my nigga."


At that moment, I was so uncomfortable that I left immediately, walking as fast as I could.

, I was convinced they were going to lynch me.

But a year later, thinking back on that scene, I realized that .

I had completely misinterpreted the situation.

In that predominantly white school, many people didn't even understand that saying the n-word could be offensive and thought it was some kind of greeting between Black people.

The girl was trying to flirt with me and ask me out.




RHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA HJSGUSABAISBNAIO WHY BRO WHY ????? BRO I HAD SO MANY HINT IF I WAS NOT A FUCKING RETARD I WOULD BE UNVIERGED LONG AGO FUCKIGN LIFE OF SHIT I HATE MY LIFE HOPFULLY SURGERY WILL HEAL ME AKSHKIAHSIOASUUSHA

THE ONLY WAY I COPE IS TO KNOW THAT I WAS SO A HIGNHT HINIB TYRONE LITE THAT YALL THINK IM LARPING LOL

I SWEAR ON ALL MY FAMILY HEAD AFTER CEGEP I WILL GET MY SUBPERIOSTEAL MIDFACE LIFT AND SOOF FAT GRAFT AND SOME FAT GRAFT FOR UEE

IF I DO NOT DO THAT I WILL ASK RANDOM HERE TO COME MURDERE ME WITH A KNIFE I SWEAR ON ALL I HAVE THIS FUCKING EYES MAKE MY LIFE SO HARD MAN I SWEAR I WILL HAVE THISA SURGERY I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWARE I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWARE I SWEAR I SWER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWARE I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWARE I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWARE I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWER I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWARE I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWARE I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWARE I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWER I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWARE I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWARE I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWER I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWARE I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWARE I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWER I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWARE I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWARE I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWARE I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWARE I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWARE I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWER I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEER I SWARE I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWER I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWARE I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWER I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWARE I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWER I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR. HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA



Edit :I’m genuinely serious if you REALLY REALLY hate me and think I will not do the surgery and need money come pm I have the money and I’m serious the money transfer will be after the "act" so if you need money genuinly hate me because I’m weird or maybe black ( idc) and are not scared to do “big things “ and ready to travel come pm
We will negotiate the the price I can transfer 40% before the "act “ and I will automate the second transfer because I will not be here to do it lol .
Dnr nigga in grey font so it’s harder to read summarize it plz:feelskek:
 
THE TIME EVERYTIME I REMEMBER THAT I GENUINLY TRULY THINK ABOUT KILLING MYSLEF NO JOKE AND MAYBE I DESERVED TO GET MOLESTED BY THIS CREEPY WHITE GUY


At that time, I was going through a period of very low self-confidence.

I had just started growing out my dreadlocks. . The real reason was my eyes. They made me look like a zombie: tired, strange, almost violent. Plus, some member of my family had already made negative comments about it, and those remarks stuck in my mind.

So I started growing my hair out, hoping that one day my dreadlocks would fall over my face and maybe cover my eyes. The problem was, they were barely three centimeters long.

My house was about a fifteen-minute walk from school, so I often walked home while the school buses were leaving the parking lot.

As usual, I walked with my head down. like in the looser meme lol


image-2026-03-07-214131292.png



One day, a group of popular girls approached me.

One of them asked me,

"Why do you never look people in the eyes when you talk to them?"

The truth is, looking someone in the eyes made me extremely uncomfortable. I found that contact way too personal, and I was mostly afraid that the person in front of me would start staring at my eyes and notice the flaw in my stonnable worthy eyes.

and another question:

"Why do you always lower your head when you walk?"

I thought that by lowering my head, dreadlocks might hide my eyes a little. Even though they were very short, hoping people notice my hair more than my eyes.

In my mind, they were trying to humiliate and mock me.

One of the girls was friends with the white dude who bullied me at school, so I was convinced they were making fun of me. They were joking around it was the era when the "bombastic side eye" was trendy on tiktok and I felt like they were mostly trying to make me uncomfortable.

I didn't really want to participate, but they kept forcing me and kept talking to me.

At one point, one of them started changing her uniform. We were at a private school, so everyone had a uniform.

Then the conversation changed...


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They started talking about some drama involving a girl we gonna call. Rebecca , was a friend of the white guy who was harassing me and the girl who SA me with her friends.

at that moment, I completely panicked inside.

I was convinced they thought I sexxually assaulted Rebecca.

At that time, my perspective was very paranoid. I thought that if all white boys were racist, then white girls were too. In my mind, I was convinced they automatically saw Black boys as rapists or criminals.

So while they were talking about this, I thought they were indirectly talking about me.

To get out of the situation, I walked faster to get ahead of them.

For a few seconds, they stopped talking.

Then one of them said,

"So, what do you think about Rebecca?"

Since Rebecca was friends with my bully, I immediately thought the question was a trap. So I answered that I didn't really know her and that I didn't particularly like her.

Then, the girl who had changed her uniform started telling me about a new fast-food restaurant that had just opened in the small town where I lived.

A fried chicken restaurant.

Again, my brain interpreted this as a racist attack.

She added that she was sure she could eat more than me.

While she was talking, she stared at me. I was 5'11", and 6 feet tall with my shoes on. She was so short that I thought the dreadlocks I used as a shield were useless.

I was convinced she was staring at the monstrosity that is my eyes, unable to look away.

When I tried to answer, I started to stutter.

There were five very pretty girls in front of me, all staring. Buses were passing by, and I felt like the whole school could see what was happening.

Seeing that I couldn't open my mouth she said .



"Don't worry, I'll pay my nigga."


At that moment, I was so uncomfortable that I left immediately, walking as fast as I could.

, I was convinced they were going to lynch me.

But a year later, thinking back on that scene, I realized that .

I had completely misinterpreted the situation.

In that predominantly white school, many people didn't even understand that saying the n-word could be offensive and thought it was some kind of greeting between Black people.

The girl was trying to flirt with me and ask me out.




RHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA HJSGUSABAISBNAIO WHY BRO WHY ????? BRO I HAD SO MANY HINT IF I WAS NOT A FUCKING RETARD I WOULD BE UNVIERGED LONG AGO FUCKIGN LIFE OF SHIT I HATE MY LIFE HOPFULLY SURGERY WILL HEAL ME AKSHKIAHSIOASUUSHA

THE ONLY WAY I COPE IS TO KNOW THAT I WAS SO A HIGNHT HINIB TYRONE LITE THAT YALL THINK IM LARPING LOL

I SWEAR ON ALL MY FAMILY HEAD AFTER CEGEP I WILL GET MY SUBPERIOSTEAL MIDFACE LIFT AND SOOF FAT GRAFT AND SOME FAT GRAFT FOR UEE

IF I DO NOT DO THAT I WILL ASK RANDOM HERE TO COME MURDERE ME WITH A KNIFE I SWEAR ON ALL I HAVE THIS FUCKING EYES MAKE MY LIFE SO HARD MAN I SWEAR I WILL HAVE THISA SURGERY I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWARE I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWARE I SWEAR I SWER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWARE I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWARE I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWARE I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWER I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWARE I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWARE I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWARE I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWER I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWARE I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWARE I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWER I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWARE I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWARE I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWER I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWARE I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWARE I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWARE I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWARE I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWARE I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWER I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEER I SWARE I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWER I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWARE I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWER I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWARE I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWER I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR. HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA



Edit :I’m genuinely serious if you REALLY REALLY hate me and think I will not do the surgery and need money come pm I have the money and I’m serious the money transfer will be after the "act" so if you need money genuinly hate me because I’m weird or maybe black ( idc) and are not scared to do “big things “ and ready to travel come pm
We will negotiate the the price I can transfer 40% before the "act “ and I will automate the second transfer because I will not be here to do it lol .
Sleep well honey
 
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THE TIME EVERYTIME I REMEMBER THAT I GENUINLY TRULY THINK ABOUT KILLING MYSLEF NO JOKE AND MAYBE I DESERVED TO GET MOLESTED BY THIS CREEPY WHITE GUY


At that time, I was going through a period of very low self-confidence.

I had just started growing out my dreadlocks. . The real reason was my eyes. They made me look like a zombie: tired, strange, almost violent. Plus, some member of my family had already made negative comments about it, and those remarks stuck in my mind.

So I started growing my hair out, hoping that one day my dreadlocks would fall over my face and maybe cover my eyes. The problem was, they were barely three centimeters long.

My house was about a fifteen-minute walk from school, so I often walked home while the school buses were leaving the parking lot.

As usual, I walked with my head down. like in the looser meme lol


image-2026-03-07-214131292.png



One day, a group of popular girls approached me.

One of them asked me,

"Why do you never look people in the eyes when you talk to them?"

The truth is, looking someone in the eyes made me extremely uncomfortable. I found that contact way too personal, and I was mostly afraid that the person in front of me would start staring at my eyes and notice the flaw in my stonnable worthy eyes.

and another question:

"Why do you always lower your head when you walk?"

I thought that by lowering my head, dreadlocks might hide my eyes a little. Even though they were very short, hoping people notice my hair more than my eyes.

In my mind, they were trying to humiliate and mock me.

One of the girls was friends with the white dude who bullied me at school, so I was convinced they were making fun of me. They were joking around it was the era when the "bombastic side eye" was trendy on tiktok and I felt like they were mostly trying to make me uncomfortable.

I didn't really want to participate, but they kept forcing me and kept talking to me.

At one point, one of them started changing her uniform. We were at a private school, so everyone had a uniform.

Then the conversation changed...


image-2026-03-07-214805065.png



They started talking about some drama involving a girl we gonna call. Rebecca , was a friend of the white guy who was harassing me and the girl who SA me with her friends.

at that moment, I completely panicked inside.

I was convinced they thought I sexxually assaulted Rebecca.

At that time, my perspective was very paranoid. I thought that if all white boys were racist, then white girls were too. In my mind, I was convinced they automatically saw Black boys as rapists or criminals.

So while they were talking about this, I thought they were indirectly talking about me.

To get out of the situation, I walked faster to get ahead of them.

For a few seconds, they stopped talking.

Then one of them said,

"So, what do you think about Rebecca?"

Since Rebecca was friends with my bully, I immediately thought the question was a trap. So I answered that I didn't really know her and that I didn't particularly like her.

Then, the girl who had changed her uniform started telling me about a new fast-food restaurant that had just opened in the small town where I lived.

A fried chicken restaurant.

Again, my brain interpreted this as a racist attack.

She added that she was sure she could eat more than me.

While she was talking, she stared at me. I was 5'11", and 6 feet tall with my shoes on. She was so short that I thought the dreadlocks I used as a shield were useless.

I was convinced she was staring at the monstrosity that is my eyes, unable to look away.

When I tried to answer, I started to stutter.

There were five very pretty girls in front of me, all staring. Buses were passing by, and I felt like the whole school could see what was happening.

Seeing that I couldn't open my mouth she said .



"Don't worry, I'll pay my nigga."


At that moment, I was so uncomfortable that I left immediately, walking as fast as I could.

, I was convinced they were going to lynch me.

But a year later, thinking back on that scene, I realized that .

I had completely misinterpreted the situation.

In that predominantly white school, many people didn't even understand that saying the n-word could be offensive and thought it was some kind of greeting between Black people.

The girl was trying to flirt with me and ask me out.




RHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA HJSGUSABAISBNAIO WHY BRO WHY ????? BRO I HAD SO MANY HINT IF I WAS NOT A FUCKING RETARD I WOULD BE UNVIERGED LONG AGO FUCKIGN LIFE OF SHIT I HATE MY LIFE HOPFULLY SURGERY WILL HEAL ME AKSHKIAHSIOASUUSHA

THE ONLY WAY I COPE IS TO KNOW THAT I WAS SO A HIGNHT HINIB TYRONE LITE THAT YALL THINK IM LARPING LOL

I SWEAR ON ALL MY FAMILY HEAD AFTER CEGEP I WILL GET MY SUBPERIOSTEAL MIDFACE LIFT AND SOOF FAT GRAFT AND SOME FAT GRAFT FOR UEE

IF I DO NOT DO THAT I WILL ASK RANDOM HERE TO COME MURDERE ME WITH A KNIFE I SWEAR ON ALL I HAVE THIS FUCKING EYES MAKE MY LIFE SO HARD MAN I SWEAR I WILL HAVE THISA SURGERY I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWARE I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWARE I SWEAR I SWER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWARE I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWARE I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWARE I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWER I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWARE I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWARE I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWARE I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWER I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWARE I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWARE I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWER I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWARE I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWARE I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWER I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWARE I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWARE I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWARE I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWARE I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWARE I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWER I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEER I SWARE I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWER I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWARE I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWER I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWARE I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWER I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR. HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA



Edit :I’m genuinely serious if you REALLY REALLY hate me and think I will not do the surgery and need money come pm I have the money and I’m serious the money transfer will be after the "act" so if you need money genuinly hate me because I’m weird or maybe black ( idc) and are not scared to do “big things “ and ready to travel come pm
We will negotiate the the price I can transfer 40% before the "act “ and I will automate the second transfer because I will not be here to do it lol .
I feel u.
 
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dw bro we all fumble i had a foid tell me to bark once and she beat me and by god i was so into that but didnt realise until a year later :forcedsmile:
 
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nigga it doesn't look flirting to me at all, maybe they were just trying to be cheesy and have fun. When girls flirt they make it ovbious I have been to these kinda of situations were i thought the bitches were flirting with me just bcz they were acting cheesy but when I asked them out almost none of them accepted I say almost cuz I asked them indirectly to avoid getting rejected
 
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nigga it doesn't look flirting to me at all, maybe they were just trying to be cheesy and have fun. When girls flirt they make it ovbious I have been to these kinda of situations were i thought the bitches were flirting with me just bcz they were acting cheesy but when I asked them out almost none of them accepted I say almost cuz I asked them indirectly to avoid getting rejected
The girl who asked me out texted me later come on I can show you

And they were all really touchy
 
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Hi Chatgpt pls summarise

  • The writer had very low self-confidence about their appearance, especially their eyes, and avoided eye contact at school.
  • When a group of girls talked to them, they thought they were being mocked or racially targeted, so they panicked and left.
  • Later they realized the girl was actually flirting with them, which made them feel strong regret for misunderstanding the situation.
Timesaver
 
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The girl who asked me out texted me later come on I can show you

And they were all really touchy
maybe they were flirting idk I was not there but did you ever interacted with them again did they showed same reaction?
 
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maybe they were flirting idk I was not there but did you ever interacted with them again did they showed same reaction?
Yes it was not the first time and the last time

This treads is not a complete resume of my life it's a Anecdotes .
 
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I feel bad, something like this will happen to me one day.
 
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Yes it was not the first time and the last time

This treads is not a complete resume of my life it's a Anecdotes .
alright bro dw you'll get those opportunities in the future as well if you are enough GL

but I must say your grammar is on the next level, has anyone ever complimented you on that before?

Get Grammarly extension, it will save you from a lot of embarrassment
 
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"Why do you never look people in the eyes when you talk to them?"

The truth is, looking someone in the eyes made me extremely uncomfortable. I found that contact way too personal, and I was mostly afraid that the person in front of me would start staring at my eyes and notice the flaw in my stonnable worthy eyes.
this really hit me hard, i was struggling with eye contact aswell, i would literally tear up after looking at someone for more than 3 seconds, i was literally so anxious over looking at someone in the eyes letting them see my eyes. luckily those days have passed and i still get uncomfy looking at others in the eye but its not as severe anymore
 
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this really hit me hard, i was struggling with eye contact aswell, i would literally tear up after looking at someone for more than 3 seconds, i was literally so anxious over looking at someone in the eyes letting them see my eyes. luckily those days have passed and i still get uncomfy looking at others in the eye but its not as severe anymore
Yea After secondary school, when that social pressure was gone

I realized that in most cases they don't care and are more concerned with your reaction, your attitude towards your eyes, rather than the eyes themselves.
 
I’d never get over this
 
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Yea After secondary school, when that social pressure was gone

I realized that in most cases they don't care and are more concerned with your reaction, your attitude towards your eyes, rather than the eyes themselves.
in my case it wasnt really my eyes that were ugly it was the rest of my face, i got constantly complimented on my eyes but not the rest of my face, as i grew up of course i started to look better so i implemented more eye contact in my daily life, so far its been going good and i can hold real conversations with people
 
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alright bro dw you'll get those opportunities in the future as well if you are enough GL

but I must say your grammar is on the next level, has anyone ever complimented you on that before?

Get Grammarly extension, it will save you from a lot of embarrassment
Na lol I know what I am doing trust

1 )I'm tryna learn English because I wanna pass the toeifl using ia or autocorrect will not help me I already talk multiple langue and it's with practice I success

2 ) When you show an easily exploitable weakness And that's clearly visible to everyone eyes, people are more likely to attack you on that rather than on other, more sensitive points.

For example : I got attacked many times for my grammar but I don't care since I speak 4 language And it helps protect me from worse things that are really Bullie worthy I will not say

Most of the time, the attacks that a guy like me receives are insults about my race ,But most people didn't even know I was Black they thought I was some kind of Indian , so yea I will still wrote by myslef ✍🏾 to defend myself for the worse shit I did
 
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such a fake ass story, yh bro randomly a group of popular girls r gonna come up to u and ask why u dont look people in the eyes. fake ass nga dont ever post that shit again
 

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Na lol I know what I am doing trust

1 )I'm tryna learn English because I wanna pass the toeifl using ia or autocorrect will not help me I already talk multiple langue and it's with practice I success

2 ) When you show an easily exploitable weakness And that's clearly visible to everyone eyes, people are more likely to attack you on that rather than on other, more sensitive points.

For example : I got attacked many times for my grammar but I don't care since I speak 4 language And it helps protect me from worse things that are really Bullie worthy I will not say

Most of the time, the attacks that a guy like me receives are insults about my race ,But most people didn't even know I was Black they thought I was some kind of Indian , so yea I will still wrote by myslef ✍🏾 to defend myself for the worse shit I did
couldn't hate a man that's trying to improve. I thought you were a native english speaker

But hey i speak 4 languages as well and I know what it feels like
 
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THE TIME EVERYTIME I REMEMBER THAT I GENUINLY TRULY THINK ABOUT KILLING MYSLEF NO JOKE AND MAYBE I DESERVED TO GET MOLESTED BY THIS CREEPY WHITE GUY


At that time, I was going through a period of very low self-confidence.

I had just started growing out my dreadlocks. . The real reason was my eyes. They made me look like a zombie: tired, strange, almost violent. Plus, some member of my family had already made negative comments about it, and those remarks stuck in my mind.

So I started growing my hair out, hoping that one day my dreadlocks would fall over my face and maybe cover my eyes. The problem was, they were barely three centimeters long.

My house was about a fifteen-minute walk from school, so I often walked home while the school buses were leaving the parking lot.

As usual, I walked with my head down. like in the looser meme lol


image-2026-03-07-214131292.png



One day, a group of popular girls approached me.

One of them asked me,

"Why do you never look people in the eyes when you talk to them?"

The truth is, looking someone in the eyes made me extremely uncomfortable. I found that contact way too personal, and I was mostly afraid that the person in front of me would start staring at my eyes and notice the flaw in my stonnable worthy eyes.

and another question:

"Why do you always lower your head when you walk?"

I thought that by lowering my head, dreadlocks might hide my eyes a little. Even though they were very short, hoping people notice my hair more than my eyes.

In my mind, they were trying to humiliate and mock me.

One of the girls was friends with the white dude who bullied me at school, so I was convinced they were making fun of me. They were joking around it was the era when the "bombastic side eye" was trendy on tiktok and I felt like they were mostly trying to make me uncomfortable.

I didn't really want to participate, but they kept forcing me and kept talking to me.

At one point, one of them started changing her uniform. We were at a private school, so everyone had a uniform.

Then the conversation changed...


image-2026-03-07-214805065.png



They started talking about some drama involving a girl we gonna call. Rebecca , was a friend of the white guy who was harassing me and the girl who SA me with her friends.

at that moment, I completely panicked inside.

I was convinced they thought I sexxually assaulted Rebecca.

At that time, my perspective was very paranoid. I thought that if all white boys were racist, then white girls were too. In my mind, I was convinced they automatically saw Black boys as rapists or criminals.

So while they were talking about this, I thought they were indirectly talking about me.

To get out of the situation, I walked faster to get ahead of them.

For a few seconds, they stopped talking.

Then one of them said,

"So, what do you think about Rebecca?"

Since Rebecca was friends with my bully, I immediately thought the question was a trap. So I answered that I didn't really know her and that I didn't particularly like her.

Then, the girl who had changed her uniform started telling me about a new fast-food restaurant that had just opened in the small town where I lived.

A fried chicken restaurant.

Again, my brain interpreted this as a racist attack.

She added that she was sure she could eat more than me.

While she was talking, she stared at me. I was 5'11", and 6 feet tall with my shoes on. She was so short that I thought the dreadlocks I used as a shield were useless.

I was convinced she was staring at the monstrosity that is my eyes, unable to look away.

When I tried to answer, I started to stutter.

There were five very pretty girls in front of me, all staring. Buses were passing by, and I felt like the whole school could see what was happening.

Seeing that I couldn't open my mouth she said .



"Don't worry, I'll pay my nigga."


At that moment, I was so uncomfortable that I left immediately, walking as fast as I could.

, I was convinced they were going to lynch me.

But a year later, thinking back on that scene, I realized that .

I had completely misinterpreted the situation.

In that predominantly white school, many people didn't even understand that saying the n-word could be offensive and thought it was some kind of greeting between Black people.

The girl was trying to flirt with me and ask me out.




RHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA HJSGUSABAISBNAIO WHY BRO WHY ????? BRO I HAD SO MANY HINT IF I WAS NOT A FUCKING RETARD I WOULD BE UNVIERGED LONG AGO FUCKIGN LIFE OF SHIT I HATE MY LIFE HOPFULLY SURGERY WILL HEAL ME AKSHKIAHSIOASUUSHA

THE ONLY WAY I COPE IS TO KNOW THAT I WAS SO A HIGNHT HINIB TYRONE LITE THAT YALL THINK IM LARPING LOL

I SWEAR ON ALL MY FAMILY HEAD AFTER CEGEP I WILL GET MY SUBPERIOSTEAL MIDFACE LIFT AND SOOF FAT GRAFT AND SOME FAT GRAFT FOR UEE

IF I DO NOT DO THAT I WILL ASK RANDOM HERE TO COME MURDERE ME WITH A KNIFE I SWEAR ON ALL I HAVE THIS FUCKING EYES MAKE MY LIFE SO HARD MAN I SWEAR I WILL HAVE THISA SURGERY I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWARE I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWARE I SWEAR I SWER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWARE I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWARE I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWARE I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWER I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWARE I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWARE I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWARE I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWER I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWARE I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWARE I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWER I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWARE I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWARE I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWER I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWARE I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWARE I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWARE I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWARE I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWARE I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWER I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEER I SWARE I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWER I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWARE I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWER I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWARE I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWER I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR I SWEER I SWEAR. HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA



Edit :I’m genuinely serious if you REALLY REALLY hate me and think I will not do the surgery and need money come pm I have the money and I’m serious the money transfer will be after the "act" so if you need money genuinly hate me because I’m weird or maybe black ( idc) and are not scared to do “big things “ and ready to travel come pm
We will negotiate the the price I can transfer 40% before the "act “ and I will automate the second transfer because I will not be here to do it lol .
This is why black + non NT is one of the worst combinations

See if you were NT this wouldn’t had happened to you :feelscry:


But cos your non NT and severely anxiety and autistic your going to be incel forever and it ain’t even your fault :feelsrope:
 
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holy poop nice story
 
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Why this fuckass tread I made week ago keep getting me notifications :unsure:
 
shii this thread just made me remember the only time i got aproached by a group of girls, i think ill make a thread about it too
 
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shii this thread just made me remember the only time i got aproached by a group of girls, i think ill make a thread about it too
Cool that I inspired you but don’t forget to rep me nigga:feelsautistic:
 
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shii this thread just made me remember the only time i got aproached by a group of girls, i think ill make a thread about it too
Don’t forget to ping me I can rep you:whistle:
 
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