Jatt
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TIRI TIRI TIRI TIRI.
The fucking alarm at 6 am, with the name "wake the fuck up" so I do what it says, and I meditate for about 3 minutes, because I don't really find anything special to meditating, but still do it.
After that I read 2 pages of FAKE by Robert Kiosaki, while my fucking breath reeks, it's October of 2023, im new in self improvement, and the only thing I know is that, I don't have to touch my pp, and act like a sigma at school, not talking to girls.
I turn on my phone, and I start scrolling Patrick Bateman, Tomas Shelby, Walter White, edits of guys burning down LGBTQ flags, or guys shutting down feminists in arguments.
Then I go take my 10 second cold shower, to then turn it hot, and clean myself, while listening to "life could be a dream" with 9 hours of Nofap streak.
I get ready, I enter the car, and there was my dad saying "you are getting skinnier and skinnier day by day, what happened to you?" and more things, he used to say that every day at that time, and now that im bulking he says "you are getting fatter and fatter day by day, what happened to you?" like man, wtf.
I used to get criticised in school for going to the gym as well, and didn't understand why.
So I arrive at school and there she was, she was a girl, she used to insult me every day, but I kept ignoring her, and kept ignoring her.
And then my friend Rafael came, and he said "bro are you literally letting a girl bully you?"...
It hurt, it hurt my ego, a girl bullying me... I felt rage, I didn't reply.
We were in class, and I was still thinking about that same fucking line, "you are literally letting a girl bully you?" over and over, so I promised that I would roast her as well if she does it again.
Break time, im eating my egg sandwich, and there she comes, she is a 160cm midget, ugly as fuck, like to be honest, she is actually really ugly, she looks like a monkey for some reason, like her mouth had lines like a monkey has (she isn't black im not racist lol)
So she comes and says, "cut it off bro cut it off" for no reason at all, cut what off? I said.
And she said "all this fake persona, just cut it off" and her friends started to laugh, and I said "bro you literally look like a monkey"
No one laughed, not even my friends, my "friends" were instead laughing at her jokes, so when she was about to open her mouth to say something to me...
I went full force like 100% right hook on her jaw, DIRECT, she fell, she didn't pass out, but she was absolutely terrified, she didn't say anything, not her friends, not my friends, everyone had their jaw dropped while she had her jaw cracked.
Eventually they snitched to the principal.
Do you see the problem here?
The problem here is that I cared too much of what a girl thinks.
The problem here is that my ego got hurt, when this feminist girl was insulting me.
And I couldn't control the rage.
Lesson?
Always remember, that if it is guy or girl, doesn't matter, EVERYONE HAS SHIT TO THROW AT YOU, WHEN THEY WANT TO, EVEN IF YOU BECOME BETTER.
Are you weak? They call you skinny, and docile.
And when you get stronger? They call you fake alpha male, sigma.
Are you the nice guy? They call you a pushover, a people pleaser.
And when you become colder? They say you are heartless, arrogant, detached.
You don't have goals? You are spineless, and a coward.
And when you set some? They laugh, they call you delusional.
Are you honest? They say you are rude.
Are you silent? They call you fake, hiding something.
Are you calm? They call you indifferent, like you don’t care.
Are you a leader? They say you are controlling, too loud.
Are you a follower? They say you are weak, with no spine.
Are you confident? They’ll call it arrogance.
Are you humble? They’ll call it insecurity.
Are you struggling? They’ll say you'll never get there.
And when you get there? They'll say it was luck.
People will always have shit to throw at you, unless you are a fat, feminist, gay prick.
The fucking alarm at 6 am, with the name "wake the fuck up" so I do what it says, and I meditate for about 3 minutes, because I don't really find anything special to meditating, but still do it.
After that I read 2 pages of FAKE by Robert Kiosaki, while my fucking breath reeks, it's October of 2023, im new in self improvement, and the only thing I know is that, I don't have to touch my pp, and act like a sigma at school, not talking to girls.
I turn on my phone, and I start scrolling Patrick Bateman, Tomas Shelby, Walter White, edits of guys burning down LGBTQ flags, or guys shutting down feminists in arguments.
Then I go take my 10 second cold shower, to then turn it hot, and clean myself, while listening to "life could be a dream" with 9 hours of Nofap streak.
I get ready, I enter the car, and there was my dad saying "you are getting skinnier and skinnier day by day, what happened to you?" and more things, he used to say that every day at that time, and now that im bulking he says "you are getting fatter and fatter day by day, what happened to you?" like man, wtf.
I used to get criticised in school for going to the gym as well, and didn't understand why.
So I arrive at school and there she was, she was a girl, she used to insult me every day, but I kept ignoring her, and kept ignoring her.
And then my friend Rafael came, and he said "bro are you literally letting a girl bully you?"...
It hurt, it hurt my ego, a girl bullying me... I felt rage, I didn't reply.
We were in class, and I was still thinking about that same fucking line, "you are literally letting a girl bully you?" over and over, so I promised that I would roast her as well if she does it again.
Break time, im eating my egg sandwich, and there she comes, she is a 160cm midget, ugly as fuck, like to be honest, she is actually really ugly, she looks like a monkey for some reason, like her mouth had lines like a monkey has (she isn't black im not racist lol)
So she comes and says, "cut it off bro cut it off" for no reason at all, cut what off? I said.
And she said "all this fake persona, just cut it off" and her friends started to laugh, and I said "bro you literally look like a monkey"
No one laughed, not even my friends, my "friends" were instead laughing at her jokes, so when she was about to open her mouth to say something to me...
I went full force like 100% right hook on her jaw, DIRECT, she fell, she didn't pass out, but she was absolutely terrified, she didn't say anything, not her friends, not my friends, everyone had their jaw dropped while she had her jaw cracked.
Eventually they snitched to the principal.
Do you see the problem here?
The problem here is that I cared too much of what a girl thinks.
The problem here is that my ego got hurt, when this feminist girl was insulting me.
And I couldn't control the rage.
Lesson?
Always remember, that if it is guy or girl, doesn't matter, EVERYONE HAS SHIT TO THROW AT YOU, WHEN THEY WANT TO, EVEN IF YOU BECOME BETTER.
Are you weak? They call you skinny, and docile.
And when you get stronger? They call you fake alpha male, sigma.
Are you the nice guy? They call you a pushover, a people pleaser.
And when you become colder? They say you are heartless, arrogant, detached.
You don't have goals? You are spineless, and a coward.
And when you set some? They laugh, they call you delusional.
Are you honest? They say you are rude.
Are you silent? They call you fake, hiding something.
Are you calm? They call you indifferent, like you don’t care.
Are you a leader? They say you are controlling, too loud.
Are you a follower? They say you are weak, with no spine.
Are you confident? They’ll call it arrogance.
Are you humble? They’ll call it insecurity.
Are you struggling? They’ll say you'll never get there.
And when you get there? They'll say it was luck.
People will always have shit to throw at you, unless you are a fat, feminist, gay prick.
