EverythingMattersCel
that bitch
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I can still recall most of the times I have been insulted in my pitiful existence. You know what the funny thing is? It's overwhelmingly the opposite sex mocking/insulting/bullying me. Over 99% of my bad treatment comes from girls, but I thought they were the more "empathetic" gender.
List of things I have been called/happened to me from ages 14 - 22:
*Hunchback of Notre Dame
*Slug
*Llama
*Shrek
*Rat
*Ogre
*Troll
*Goblin
*Ugly
*Creepy
*Disgusting
*"You don't even look human" - A bitch high on MD told me this
*"Eww"
*"Ewwww"
*"Eoowwwoo"
*"Ugggghhhh"
*"Ewwwuggghhh"
*"Ahhheewwwuggh"
*Ahhhhewwwuugghhh"
*"Aghhhhhhhhhhh"
*"Yuck"
*"Why are you so ugly <EverythingMattersCel> ?"
**Look of disgust
**Scrunched up look of repulsion
**Shudders in disgust
**Always FACED away from me
**FACE creases in disgust
**Head jolts away in disgust
**Laughs in my FACE
**Laughs in my FACE mockingly - a "tee-hee" vibe
**Cackles in my FACE
**Talking to me passive-aggressively out of nowhere (strangers)
**Actively avoiding any contact with me
**Refusing to partner up with me in paired projects (when the teacher assigned us) because I am too disgusting to look at/interact with
**Rejecting me when I never asked to be rejected.
**Getting insulted by female roastie teachers. Got an "eww" on 2 occasions jfl from multiple teachers. Unbelievable... they were both 40+.
**Faux flirting. When girls sit in their bitch groups and invent dares to torment me.
*These weren't one time events. Obviously it happened more during high school, but I can recall at least 2 dozen incidents during university where 1 of the above happened. There are no signs of it stopping completely. I went outside for the bare minimum until the final term of my 3rd year and yet these incidents were so commonplace. In most cases I didn't even know the girl. And remember this is the shit that I know of... god knows what has been said behind my back.
*In high school I was brutally eviscerated whenever I got on the bus. The bus was packed with these ghetto black girls that would literally use their 20min+ journey to insult and belittle me for simply existing.
*There was only one time that the justified an insult to me and that was when I was walking past these 2 beckies... they were towards me in the uni library and I jolted my head subconsciously to avoid eye contact because I get insulted so frequently and put down so frequently from everyone. One of them took it as an insult and said "ewww" because she ironically thought I was putting them down. This incident also shows how much of an abused dog I am.
*It's over. Done. I would try therapy (cope I know) but last time I was referred to a female psychotherapist. The last thing I need is a female therapist gaslighting me and putting me down.
List of things I have been called/happened to me from ages 14 - 22:
*Hunchback of Notre Dame
*Slug
*Llama
*Shrek
*Rat
*Ogre
*Troll
*Goblin
*Ugly
*Creepy
*Disgusting
*"You don't even look human" - A bitch high on MD told me this
*"Eww"
*"Ewwww"
*"Eoowwwoo"
*"Ugggghhhh"
*"Ewwwuggghhh"
*"Ahhheewwwuggh"
*Ahhhhewwwuugghhh"
*"Aghhhhhhhhhhh"
*"Yuck"
*"Why are you so ugly <EverythingMattersCel> ?"
**Look of disgust
**Scrunched up look of repulsion
**Shudders in disgust
**Always FACED away from me
**FACE creases in disgust
**Head jolts away in disgust
**Laughs in my FACE
**Laughs in my FACE mockingly - a "tee-hee" vibe
**Cackles in my FACE
**Talking to me passive-aggressively out of nowhere (strangers)
**Actively avoiding any contact with me
**Refusing to partner up with me in paired projects (when the teacher assigned us) because I am too disgusting to look at/interact with
**Rejecting me when I never asked to be rejected.
**Getting insulted by female roastie teachers. Got an "eww" on 2 occasions jfl from multiple teachers. Unbelievable... they were both 40+.
**Faux flirting. When girls sit in their bitch groups and invent dares to torment me.
*These weren't one time events. Obviously it happened more during high school, but I can recall at least 2 dozen incidents during university where 1 of the above happened. There are no signs of it stopping completely. I went outside for the bare minimum until the final term of my 3rd year and yet these incidents were so commonplace. In most cases I didn't even know the girl. And remember this is the shit that I know of... god knows what has been said behind my back.
*In high school I was brutally eviscerated whenever I got on the bus. The bus was packed with these ghetto black girls that would literally use their 20min+ journey to insult and belittle me for simply existing.
*There was only one time that the justified an insult to me and that was when I was walking past these 2 beckies... they were towards me in the uni library and I jolted my head subconsciously to avoid eye contact because I get insulted so frequently and put down so frequently from everyone. One of them took it as an insult and said "ewww" because she ironically thought I was putting them down. This incident also shows how much of an abused dog I am.
*It's over. Done. I would try therapy (cope I know) but last time I was referred to a female psychotherapist. The last thing I need is a female therapist gaslighting me and putting me down.