Narcissus🥀
Fell from the heavens... Plotting in hell...
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I had an awakening moment of clarity that casted it's light upon the truth.
I was playing FIFA (PES) with my friends, and my cortisol was high, analyzing every minute and small detail in the game.
I was so invested and focused on it, when we finished playing my mind was blank, free of all distractions....
And suddenly it hit me.
"Why the fuck do I do this shit every day after work?"
And then I remembered this forum, they are not so different from each other.
Let me explain how.
The reason why we spend time here is because we are rejects.
If we had the chance to be any place we wanted then none of us would choose to be mentally present in this forum, maybe only for the unlucky few who have no fortune in life.
€-{Men have two fantasies:
1. Is to be a member of high status in the hierarchy of his circle, the most popular/skilled or even well known.
2. women}-).
We try to live these fantasies in online forums, porn sites or video games because we're unable to experience them in real life, we are wired to try everything we can to achieve them, it's in our nature.
That's why most of us are immensely invested in games and are chronically online, we try to replicate that feeling of being at the top.
I play alot of fifa trying to be the best player and to prove myself as the most skilled, but if I was a world champion in some sport would I give a fuck if I lost a game of fifa?
No.
I don't care about being the 'Alpha' in a group of useless game enjoyers, instead I want to achieve success on something that is on a much bigger and more masculine scale.
Most rotting users who post thier "slays" are just larping, why would you try to act as an 'alpha' here if you're living the great male fantasy in real life and are an alpha in the stage of the real world?
This forum is nothing but a coping center, where unsuccessful men in real life choose to dwell to feel better about thier shortcomings and try to trick themselves into thinking they have achieved the male fantasies.
Same thing goes with video games.
That's why I deleted all my games two months ago, and now I will no longer go play with my friends.
@<6PSLcel @sub5c3l @gigell @wsada @TechnoBoss @try2beme @ConfusedBolivian @Timmy @MazoNitNit @KIVVV @tombradylover
A great quote
" The size of your problems decide the size of the man you are"
Imagine your problems being with how many reps you have, or how are you going to get better at a game.
" Ohhh how do I stop jerking off?"
" Ohhh I can't beat this boss"
"I want to become a better person"
"I need to become a leader to my people"
Get yourself more serious and important things to occupy your mind, things that have great influence over the people and your surroundings, and then you will become a bigger man.
I was playing FIFA (PES) with my friends, and my cortisol was high, analyzing every minute and small detail in the game.
I was so invested and focused on it, when we finished playing my mind was blank, free of all distractions....
And suddenly it hit me.
"Why the fuck do I do this shit every day after work?"
And then I remembered this forum, they are not so different from each other.
Let me explain how.
The reason why we spend time here is because we are rejects.
If we had the chance to be any place we wanted then none of us would choose to be mentally present in this forum, maybe only for the unlucky few who have no fortune in life.
€-{Men have two fantasies:
1. Is to be a member of high status in the hierarchy of his circle, the most popular/skilled or even well known.
2. women}-).
We try to live these fantasies in online forums, porn sites or video games because we're unable to experience them in real life, we are wired to try everything we can to achieve them, it's in our nature.
That's why most of us are immensely invested in games and are chronically online, we try to replicate that feeling of being at the top.
I play alot of fifa trying to be the best player and to prove myself as the most skilled, but if I was a world champion in some sport would I give a fuck if I lost a game of fifa?
No.
I don't care about being the 'Alpha' in a group of useless game enjoyers, instead I want to achieve success on something that is on a much bigger and more masculine scale.
Most rotting users who post thier "slays" are just larping, why would you try to act as an 'alpha' here if you're living the great male fantasy in real life and are an alpha in the stage of the real world?
This forum is nothing but a coping center, where unsuccessful men in real life choose to dwell to feel better about thier shortcomings and try to trick themselves into thinking they have achieved the male fantasies.
Same thing goes with video games.
That's why I deleted all my games two months ago, and now I will no longer go play with my friends.
@<6PSLcel @sub5c3l @gigell @wsada @TechnoBoss @try2beme @ConfusedBolivian @Timmy @MazoNitNit @KIVVV @tombradylover
A great quote
" The size of your problems decide the size of the man you are"
Imagine your problems being with how many reps you have, or how are you going to get better at a game.
" Ohhh how do I stop jerking off?"
" Ohhh I can't beat this boss"
"I want to become a better person"
"I need to become a leader to my people"
Get yourself more serious and important things to occupy your mind, things that have great influence over the people and your surroundings, and then you will become a bigger man.