Zyros
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For one, early vs late development. I had unusual growth pattern. height wise it was pretty normal, reaching peak more or less at 16. Dick wise it was extremely early, having most of growth done by 12 years old, which had me packing a 6 incher at that age while all other kids had tuny child dicks. rest of growth till around 7 inches was completed by 17 years old. Hair growth was also early, having leg hair and pubes bit before others, also had almost full beard growth by 17 while others still did have pube stache. But my "ankward phase" of being a teen (the mid transformation of face between kid and mid teen) lasted until almost my 20's. The acne bursts also lasted much more than other guys, with my back finally clearing many many many years later than most other guys. Other guys faces also looked almost like they look nowadays like 10 years earlier than me, while my face looked nothing like my adult self. Shoulders never developed ofc. I had both very early and very late development traits, instead of "middle ground" like most guys.
Looks vs performance is another joke about my body. WIth my stupid small frame I know I look weak, yet my body is very atletically performant. I have yet to know someone faster than me in full sprint. I stalled arm wrestling with guys several weight classes above me (like im not that very strong but I am much much stronger than my weight class, the arm wrestling stalls looked ridiculous or comical due to my noodle arms compared to the arms of the other guy). I also have very above average endurance, in which I could do hard programs in running machine at some gym with some gymcel by my side, and the gymcel was almost about to puke his lungs out while I was barely starting to feel tired. I have actually an above average naturally (no training) performant body while having the appearance of someone who is under average in any physical activity, and i HATE it. I hate how looks matter more than actual accomplishment or actual results.
Another ironic thing is that Id rather remove my panths/underwear in public than my shirt, had instances of having to change in public rooms, and do what I can to cover my torso with towels while I dont give a fuck if anyone sees my lower part of body and dick.
Looks vs performance is another joke about my body. WIth my stupid small frame I know I look weak, yet my body is very atletically performant. I have yet to know someone faster than me in full sprint. I stalled arm wrestling with guys several weight classes above me (like im not that very strong but I am much much stronger than my weight class, the arm wrestling stalls looked ridiculous or comical due to my noodle arms compared to the arms of the other guy). I also have very above average endurance, in which I could do hard programs in running machine at some gym with some gymcel by my side, and the gymcel was almost about to puke his lungs out while I was barely starting to feel tired. I have actually an above average naturally (no training) performant body while having the appearance of someone who is under average in any physical activity, and i HATE it. I hate how looks matter more than actual accomplishment or actual results.
Another ironic thing is that Id rather remove my panths/underwear in public than my shirt, had instances of having to change in public rooms, and do what I can to cover my torso with towels while I dont give a fuck if anyone sees my lower part of body and dick.
