disillusioned
Kraken
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Soon I'll be 34 years old, and I'm now old enough that younger people no longer treat me as one of their own (already happened earlier tbh but now it's especially obvious). What this means is that if I go to the bar for example, I cannot have fun by socializing with the younger people like I used to do in the olden days, because now if I try to do that they'll just look at me funny like I'm some creepy midde-aged drunk.
But at the same time, I also can't really socialize with most other people my own age either, because I'm not actually a family man or parent; I'm living the same life now that I've always had; alone, neeting, video games, TV, drinking, albeit maybe a few hobbies, etc. I have nearly NOTHING in common with most of these so-called 'mature' men and if I try to talk to them, conversations will often turn akward if they ask me what I do for a living (lol). This is on top of the lookspill in general which becomes even more brutal as you continue aging. Just fucking lol even the fucking bartender sometimes gives off these vibes where it's like he doesn't really want me around.
Btw, this kinda debunks the whole 'just go outside and socialize' bullshit normies tell us. I've literally tried doing this and it fails horribly every time because nobody wants to be friends with an unattractive middle-aged NEET subhuman.
But at the same time, I also can't really socialize with most other people my own age either, because I'm not actually a family man or parent; I'm living the same life now that I've always had; alone, neeting, video games, TV, drinking, albeit maybe a few hobbies, etc. I have nearly NOTHING in common with most of these so-called 'mature' men and if I try to talk to them, conversations will often turn akward if they ask me what I do for a living (lol). This is on top of the lookspill in general which becomes even more brutal as you continue aging. Just fucking lol even the fucking bartender sometimes gives off these vibes where it's like he doesn't really want me around.
Btw, this kinda debunks the whole 'just go outside and socialize' bullshit normies tell us. I've literally tried doing this and it fails horribly every time because nobody wants to be friends with an unattractive middle-aged NEET subhuman.