Therapy is garbage, only way to ascend mentally is drug-overdose.

[MoggerGaston]

Don't let these retards tell you anything else. This last year of intense (12hour/week) therapy has been completely useless for me.

I need to experiment with more and higher doses of drugs to get my brain to function the way I want it to.

 

[TheVoidInside]

no therapy for my face

 

[Alt Number 3]

only a significant increase in looks can improve mental health in 2025. because without looks can’t even bear to step outside.

 

[LatentIntellectual]

I was assigned one and all he did was just explain to me in word-salad form about things I already know

I know a mutual friend who has been to "therapy" and it only "works" for him because he is stuck in a rut of self-pity 24/7. Constantly uses his barely apparent "mental illness" as a scapegoat for many things in his life.

The anti depressants he's taking has destroyed him, he's a full blown fatty with oily skin now. Just lol

 

[MoggerGaston]

no therapy for my face

No face for my brain.

At this point I am convinced I could wake up as chad tomorrow and still feel depressed and wanting to kill myself.

I need a brain-transplant

 

[MoggerGaston]

only a significant increase in looks can improve mental health in 2025. because without looks can’t even bear to step outside.

Even waking up as chad wont fix the mental state I am in from enduring parental childhood abuse and complete social rejection/isolation for over a decade.

Brain transplant is what I am looking for.

 

[Michelangelo]

Don't let these retards tell you anything else. This last year of intense (12hour/week) therapy has been completely useless for me.

I need to experiment with more and higher doses of drugs to get my brain to function the way I want it to.

A friend of mine had a therapist that told them just to get out their home more often and read more books, some therapists are shit thats the problem

 

[MoggerGaston]

I was assigned one and all he did was just explain to me in word-salad form about things I already know

I know a mutual friend who has been to "therapy" and it only "works" for him because he is stuck in a rut of self-pity 24/7. Constantly uses his barely apparent "mental illness" as a scapegoat for many things in his life.

The anti depressants he's taking has destroyed him, he's a full blown fatty with oily skin now. Just lol

im thinking of starting anti-depressants again (tried escitalopram but it did nothing). I would be trying buproprion (welbutrin) this time.

simply because theres nothing left, no other options. What can you even do when 'muh therapy' doesnt do shit and everything else is fucked.

 

[Acquiescence]

Couple shots of vodka and suddenly I’m NT again

 

[MoggerGaston]

A friend of mine had a therapist that told them just to get out their home more often and read more books, some therapists are shit thats the problem

Therapy is just shit in general honestly. I can't believe that some 80yo cancer-patient gets hundreds of thousands of euros in treatment funded by the government in the netherlands, but a 25yo man in the peak of his life who is suicidally depressed, get just an hourly session to 'fix his issues'.

just fucking lol

1) Let oldcel cancer-patients die instead of treating them at the cost of society. There's no use in keeping some 80yo oldcel faggot alive for a couple more useless years. He can pay for it himself or die.
2) Help young people.

Fucking trash shit society makes me want to go ER.

 

[TheVoidInside]

At this point I am convinced I could wake up as chad tomorrow and still feel depressed and wanting to kill myself.

even if woke up as chad my old itis would still brutally humiliate me lol.

 

[Ultimate Subhuman™]

Water

 

[cute]

Perform ketamine therapy on yourself. Look into doses that are used medically (they IV it though) but if you are snorting calculate how much you’d have to take intranasally to replicate those dosages. Also replicate how many times a week they do it. Lay off the other drugs while doing that for a couple of weeks. Depression fixed

 

[Neucher]

What do you do other than ketamine?

 

[superpsycho]

Even waking up as chad wont fix the mental state I am in from enduring parental childhood abuse and complete social rejection/isolation for over a decade

familypill is so brutal.

a good life begins with a good childhood. sad but real truth.

 

[superpsycho]

therapy is a scam

 

[LatentIntellectual]

im thinking of starting anti-depressants again (tried escitalopram but it did nothing). I would be trying buproprion (welbutrin) this time.

simply because theres nothing left, no other options. What can you even do when 'muh therapy' doesnt do shit and everything else is fucked.

Same one I was prescribed, lexapro. Maybe took it like for a weekish or 2 ( very hazy time period for me ) before quitting because the bloat was that bad and I'm already pretty much a subhuman. Maybe try an SNRI.

But towards the end of my dose after some adjusting it legit killed my inhib. I'm usually ultra quiet and passive but when I was on it I was really just social and extroverted.

These things apparently take a while to settle with. I've heard the ED also goes away after you get adjusted but your mileage may vary because there are some horror stories of people going soft-noodle permanently after lmao

Felt awesome but I made the choice to stay completely sober of all drugs just because I've seen what it does to other people. Can't say for sure if it was the right choice, I am quite miserable.

 

[MoggerGaston]

Perform ketamine therapy on yourself. Look into doses that are used medically (they IV it though) but if you are snorting calculate how much you’d have to take intranasally to replicate those dosages. Also replicate how many times a week they do it. Lay off the other drugs while doing that for a couple of weeks. Depression fixed

Ketamine is great for anti-depression. I've noticed I start using way too much though and can't stay on the pharmaceutical dose of what is equivalent to 2grams/month nasal for someone with my weight.

MDMA is the main other drugs I use which has proven effects for treating (c)-PTSD which I suffer from a lot. But similarly to the ketamine that I am using, while it gives me momentary relief, it fails to bring long-term change in my life and mood.

I could stick to study-tested dosages of pharmaceutical usage of MDMA and ketamine, but lower-dosages would just mean lower effects.
So yes I do think these drugs help somewhat, but it's not enough for me. I need something else to heal me, to put me on a different path.

Ofcourse life-style intervention seems the most obvious since I just rot all day and that can't be good for mental-health. But I find lifestyle changes to be impossible due to the fact that my brain refuses to give me any positive feedback when I make lifestyle-changes.
It's a battle I can't win, I have noticed. I am not a weak person and I can push trough a lot of negative emotions, lack of positive ones, just because I think this 'is good for me', but STILL I fail in the end because the positive emotions never come for me.

 

[ZoomerAmerican]

im thinking of starting anti-depressants again (tried escitalopram but it did nothing). I would be trying buproprion (welbutrin) this time.

simply because theres nothing left, no other options. What can you even do when 'muh therapy' doesnt do shit and everything else is fucked.

OP, just start hardmaxxing like me

If you don't have the shekels, just take out a loan from the bank or put in on a credit card and don't pay back. What are they gonna do? Reverse the surgery?

At this point what do you have to lose?

 

[MoggerGaston]

What do you do other than ketamine?

lots of alcohol, lots of MDMA, good amount of 3MMC(https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/3-Methylmethcathinone), occasionally 2-CB and shrooms, very rarely cocaine (i dont like it but I try it out sometimes).

Very rarely I do weed-edibles or LSD. Weed-edibles I never liked, but I want to try another heavy LSD trip at some point soon.

Drugs I still want to try: GHB, DMT

 

[Neucher]

lots of alcohol, lots of MDMA, good amount of 3MMC(https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/3-Methylmethcathinone), occasionally 2-CB and shrooms, very rarely cocaine (i dont like it but I try it out sometimes).

Very rarely I do weed-edibles or LSD. Weed-edibles I never liked, but I want to try another heavy LSD trip at some point soon.

Drugs I still want to try: GHB, DMT

Not bad. I would be careful with MDMA though it's neurotoxic even in low dosages. Cocaine I don't like, that shit lasts barely an hour before you have to redose.

I'm going to try to get my hands on SNRIs which is probably the closest pharmacy thing to MDMA other than actual stimulants.

 

[cute]

Ketamine is great for anti-depression. I've noticed I start using way too much though and can't stay on the pharmaceutical dose of what is equivalent to 2grams/month nasal for someone with my weight.

MDMA is the main other drugs I use which has proven effects for treating (c)-PTSD which I suffer from a lot. But similarly to the ketamine that I am using, while it gives me momentary relief, it fails to bring long-term change in my life and mood.

I could stick to study-tested dosages of pharmaceutical usage of MDMA and ketamine, but lower-dosages would just mean lower effects.
So yes I do think these drugs help somewhat, but it's not enough for me. I need something else to heal me, to put me on a different path.

Ofcourse life-style intervention seems the most obvious since I just rot all day and that can't be good for mental-health. But I find lifestyle changes to be impossible due to the fact that my brain refuses to give me any positive feedback when I make lifestyle-changes.
It's a battle I can't win, I have noticed. I am not a weak person and I can push trough a lot of negative emotions, lack of positive ones, just because I think this 'is good for me', but STILL I fail in the end because the positive emotions never come for me.

Drugs like MDMA and similar often have pretty bad comedowns which i feel could set you back at times. Maybe trying to stick to just ketamine for some time could be benefitial since it doesn’t have a bad comedown. Drugs help a lot but it really depends on which ones.

 

[Altruist]

i dont even know why they call it therapy. therapy should be something with a therapeutic effect. that shit got none.

 

[faustianspirit]

unironically correct
what drugs do u do

 

[MoggerGaston]

Not bad. I would be careful with MDMA though it's neurotoxic even in low dosages. Cocaine I don't like, that shit lasts barely an hour before you have to redose.

I'm going to try to get my hands on SNRIs which is probably the closest pharmacy thing to MDMA other than actual stimulants.

mdma is only neurotoxic in the short-term just like alcohol. it's pretty safe

 

[MoggerGaston]

Drugs like MDMA and similar often have pretty bad comedowns which i feel could set you back at times. Maybe trying to stick to just ketamine for some time could be benefitial since it doesn’t have a bad comedown. Drugs help a lot but it really depends on which ones.

the comedowns arent too abd for me ngl.