there is absolutely no hope for me

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i will just keep digging my own grave till i die. its a downward spiral. its just how its gonna be for some people.

you can always cope that things gonna get better and shit but reality is that it wont. you cannot run away from some things.

personally, i have put lots of effort, tried to fix things i did wrong in the past only to get into sitatuations where it didnt even matter at all.