there is hope in the following sense.

[_MVP_]

because i have proven everything impossible through inability to go through with crime the consequence is c i dont need to do anything, which is a good thing

@paladincel_

 

[paladincel_]

I think some people are literally immune to suicide and committing crime. Like their body literally can't do it.

Imagine having to travel to the japanese suicide forest to commit suicide. Well, if you're one of these people, the entire trip would feel like such incredible guilt, fear, dread and pain that you couldn't possibly go through with the idea.

It would be 1000x what you experience as the difficulty of making legal money but they would feel it 24/7 during their trip to commit suicide. Heck just planning the suicide with the full intention to go through with it would make them feel this way. Their body would reject the idea in every conceivable way.