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𝖀𝖑𝖙𝖎𝖒𝖆𝖙𝖊 𝕯𝖊𝖘𝖕𝖆𝖎𝖗 🎀 / いちかばちか 💖
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Somewhere in China, there’s a teenage boy named Zhang Wei who also feels unattractive and undeserving of love. He stares at the mirror every night, trying to find something redeemable in his reflection, and finds nothing but a face that society decided has no value.
He just wants to be seen as enough. By his family, by girls, by other guys, by society. not exceptional, not perfect, just enough.
But sadly, Zhang knows that in this world, being “enough” isn’t enough.
He scrolls past couples, influencers, and pretty people who never had to earn validation. Maybe he listens to the same music as you do, plays the same games, copes in the same ways you do, by distracting himself with porn and video games and scrolling.
Maybe he's even on the Chinese equivalent of this forum, trying desperately to looksmax his way out of invisibility so he can live the life he's seen others live, and has dearly yearned for himself.
He doesn’t know your name, and you’ll never meet him. Even if you did, the two of you wouldn't be able to communicate. But even across the world, you’re living parallel lives.
Both two ghosts fighting to finally be seen
He just wants to be seen as enough. By his family, by girls, by other guys, by society. not exceptional, not perfect, just enough.
But sadly, Zhang knows that in this world, being “enough” isn’t enough.
He scrolls past couples, influencers, and pretty people who never had to earn validation. Maybe he listens to the same music as you do, plays the same games, copes in the same ways you do, by distracting himself with porn and video games and scrolling.
Maybe he's even on the Chinese equivalent of this forum, trying desperately to looksmax his way out of invisibility so he can live the life he's seen others live, and has dearly yearned for himself.
He doesn’t know your name, and you’ll never meet him. Even if you did, the two of you wouldn't be able to communicate. But even across the world, you’re living parallel lives.
Both two ghosts fighting to finally be seen