There was never any magic in my life

[TheLookInYourEyes]

I am now 25 years of age.

In my time on this earth there had never been any point where I felt anything meaningful or special .
I've never overcome anything great.
Never seen anything I felt was truly beautiful or awe-inspiring.
Never felt the touch of a woman who desired me, or even been desired for that matter.
Never known any deep sense of joy.

There was never any moment of eye opening clarity.


I always held out for such a moment, conjuring up fantasies in my head about the day when all the pieces fell together, and it helped me keep going on.

Now I can see the last traces of my youth slipping away, literally as the hair sheds from my temples.

I don't really have any hope at all for my life as an individual and I don't feel like anything more than a walking corpse.
I would probably kill myself if not for the one last hope that I have.

 

[TheLookInYourEyes]

I wish I could have had a moment like this one between Emma Roberts and @keonxmogs

 

[TheLookInYourEyes]

@_MVP_

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

I will give you some send me your birthday

 

[TheLookInYourEyes]

I will give you some send me your birthday

You did my reading already in dms

 

[got.daim]

i mog all your stats including age

 

[TheLookInYourEyes]

i mog all your stats including age

got dayum

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

You did my reading already in dms

Very tragic numbers I must ask did your father beat you as a child? Or rough homelife


But anyways

The crux of your issue. Is social circle

Yes you need some bitches, we all do,

But falling out of contact with your high school or college buddies ruined you

You can't handle being alone, you have a strong internal imperative to express yourself and communicate

You used to be funny in high school, a joker, maybe not super popular but you had a spark to you

Being talkative is your primary trait numerically

If you have no friends, that's the problem, a girl too, But you can't be free and social and get loose like you used to

Also should have a religious mom or dad and wad a church boy

 

[TheLookInYourEyes]

Very tragic numbers I must ask did your father beat you as a child? Or rough homelife


But anyways

The crux of your issue. Is social circle

Yes you need some bitches, we all do,

But falling out of contact with your high school or college buddies ruined you

You can't handle being alone, you have a strong internal imperative to express yourself and communicate

You used to be funny in high school, a joker, maybe not super popular but you had a spark to you

Being talkative is your primary trait numerically

If you have no friends, that's the problem, a girl too, But you can't be free and social and get loose like you used to

Also should have a religious mom or dad and wad a church boy

I have unironically never had a single friend since like kindergarten.
I was never beat, I never met my father. My mother was good to me. I think there has just always been this hopelessness and gloom to me for some reason though. I just can't figure out how to be happy.
I do like talking a lot though. Mom was religious yes.

 

[TheLookInYourEyes]

 

[TheLookInYourEyes]

ive never been happy

 

[Verline]

What's your bodycount?

 

[TheLookInYourEyes]

What's your bodycount?

over 50 prostitutes
0 free lays
0 gfs
0 free kisses
0 loves
0 girls who found me physically attractive

 

[egyptianKang]

semen retention or it's over for you

 

[Verline]

over 50 prostitutes

Bro is loaded lol

0 free lays
0 gfs
0 free kisses
0 loves
0 girls who found me physically attractive

Literally me, how do you do on dating apps? Have you been to clubs or parties?

Im curious since my life is very similar to yours

 

[keonxmogs]

I wish I could have had a moment like this one between Emma Roberts and @keonxmogs

thanks bhai

 

[TheLookInYourEyes]

Bro is loaded lol


Literally me, how do you do on dating apps? Have you been to clubs or parties?

Im curious since my life is very similar to yours

I've never had a single legit tinder match. Ever. I am currently hardware, phone number, and IP banned on tinder hinge and bumble due to catfishing excessively over the years, and softlocked out of POF.
i have never been to clubs or parties

 

[Clown Show]

This is why you need to do drugs.

 

[Verline]

I've never had a single legit tinder match. Ever. I am currently hardware, phone number, and IP banned on tinder hinge and bumble due to catfishing excessively over the years, and softlocked out of POF.

What do you rate yourself?

i have never been to clubs or parties

I have been to the club twice, i tried hitting on subhumans but got rejected everytime so i never went back.

i guess slaying hookers is the way for me as well, it's not legal in my country though sadly and it's hella expensive as well regardless

 

[TheLookInYourEyes]

This is why you need to do drugs.

I;ve never tried any recreational drugs but I like the idea of taking stimulants while listening to Juice Wrld Wasted huken x murkish remix

 

[TheLookInYourEyes]

What do you rate yourself?


I have been to the club twice, i tried hitting on subhumans but got rejected everytime so i never went back.

i guess slaying hookers is the way for me as well, it's not legal in my country though sadly and it's hella expensive as well regardless

I am about a 3.75/10 depending on the day, 5'11 height.

 

[TheLookInYourEyes]

 

[TheLookInYourEyes]

 

[NZb6Air]

I;ve never tried any recreational drugs but I like the idea of taking stimulants while listening to Juice Wrld Wasted huken x murkish remix

wtf is this gay shit my nigga

 

[TheLookInYourEyes]

 

[Apparition]

the only magical moment was when i met my old oneitis

 

[DNRDniggerking]

DNRD also boohoo nigga

 

[TheLookInYourEyes]

DNRD also boohoo nigga

you read every single word of my tragic history and felt quite sad, keep on crying and feeling empathy for me

 

[darktriadprince]

I am now 25 years of age.

In my time on this earth there had never been any point where I felt anything meaningful or special .
I've never overcome anything great.
Never seen anything I felt was truly beautiful or awe-inspiring.
Never felt the touch of a woman who desired me, or even been desired for that matter.
Never known any deep sense of joy.

There was never any moment of eye opening clarity.


I always held out for such a moment, conjuring up fantasies in my head about the day when all the pieces fell together, and it helped me keep going on.

Now I can see the last traces of my youth slipping away, literally as the hair sheds from my temples.

I don't really have any hope at all for my life as an individual and I don't feel like anything more than a walking corpse.
I would probably kill myself if not for the one last hope that I have.

never seen anything more real, i hope it all works out for you bhai

 

[TheLookInYourEyes]

never seen anything more real, i hope it all works out for you bhai

thanks man.
I will not ever find a woman or be loved and I have accepted that, but I have hope that I can have a son with better genes/health than myself one day using IVF and give him a better life than I had.

 

[darktriadprince]

thanks man.
I will not ever find a woman or be loved and I have accepted that, but I have hope that I can have a son with better genes/health than myself one day using IVF and give him a better life than I had.

Same only thing i want is a girlfriend but i have accepted no girl will ever willingly choose me its over for NDcels

 

[NZb6Air]

I will not ever find a woman or be loved

i have accepted no girl will ever willingly choose me

Will happen after going under the turkish scalpel

 

[darktriadprince]

Will happen after going under the turkish scalpel

Nothing to do with looks at all im just autistic and non nt

 

[TheLookInYourEyes]

Nothing to do with looks at all im just autistic and non nt

looks are all that matter for love

 

[NZb6Air]

Nothing to do with looks at all im just autistic and non nt

won't matter, barrett is autistic

 

[TheLookInYourEyes]

won't matter, barrett is autistic

probably not the best example to use here since he is literally a cock sucking faggot but yeah

 

[PeakIncels]

I am now 25 years of age.

In my time on this earth there had never been any point where I felt anything meaningful or special .
I've never overcome anything great.
Never seen anything I felt was truly beautiful or awe-inspiring.
Never felt the touch of a woman who desired me, or even been desired for that matter.
Never known any deep sense of joy.

There was never any moment of eye opening clarity.


I always held out for such a moment, conjuring up fantasies in my head about the day when all the pieces fell together, and it helped me keep going on.

Now I can see the last traces of my youth slipping away, literally as the hair sheds from my temples.

I don't really have any hope at all for my life as an individual and I don't feel like anything more than a walking corpse.
I would probably kill myself if not for the one last hope that I have.

Just hardmax
if you don't want to
then idk, just go out and have fun in some ways
don't kill yourself because eventually you will die anyway, so dying earlier won't fix things
but also, you don't even know if there is heaven so you might die and there is only void forever and wasted the only shot you have
idk bro, girls aren't everything
stop caring about them so much

 

[NZb6Air]

probably not the best example to use here since he is literally a cock sucking faggot but yeah

He's heterosexual, he just married the son of the jew of the fashion world to get more opportunities

 

[TheLookInYourEyes]

Just hardmax
if you don't want to
then idk, just go out and have fun in some ways
don't kill yourself because eventually you will die anyway, so dying earlier won't fix things
but also, you don't even know if there is heaven so you might die and there is only void forever and wasted the only shot you have
idk bro, girls aren't everything
stop caring about them so much

there is definitely no such thing as heaven, and if there is a god, he enjoys my suffering.

 

[MoggerGaston]

Do LSD, most magical thing I have ever done.

 

[NZb6Air]

girls aren't everything

 

[TheLookInYourEyes]

Do LSD, most magical thing I have ever done.

I’m getting into nootropics so it could be a possibility for the future, a little hesitant though.
How do you feel it changed you?

 

[PeakIncels]

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ok, OP then girls are everything and since you can't get one kill yourself

 

[PARISIEN]

Sending mdma to op

 

[NZb6Air]

ok, OP then girls are everything and since you can't get one kill yourself

It's not as satiric as you think, that's literally how it worked in history and how it works in chimp societies, no pussy = social isolation = death

 

[TheLookInYourEyes]

ok, OP then girls are everything and since you can't get one kill yourself

girls are important in that they were necessary to have for reproduction at one point. However now we can just use IVF and pay someone

 

[NZb6Air]

were necessary to have for reproduction at one point

not just reproduction, you need to feel loved and get cuddles etc to have the hormonal balance to study and shit

 

[TheLookInYourEyes]

girls are important in that they were necessary to have for reproduction at one point. However now we can just use IVF and pay someone

The most important things in life are survival, the passing on of your genetic material, and the passing on of your knowledge

 

[PeakIncels]

girls are important in that they were necessary for reproduction at one point.

yea but that's it, you have sex then what? if your girl ain't a whore she gives you a family but that's it bro, you act like one person can make or break your life, you think that if you had a girl it would fix everything
a pussy won't change you
stop

 

[PeakIncels]

not just reproduction, you need to feel loved and get cuddles etc to have the hormonal balance to study and shit

You can survive without cuddles, or kiss, or sex yk