There was no climax to my youth

Always Stay You

Always Stay You

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Like, no big moments. No parties or meaningful relationships. No memorable, long summers for me to cherish when I'm old. Just loneliness and loss.

I thought everyone was entitled to some moments when they're young, I put myself out they're trying to experience them. I went outside, worked jobs, tried to be friendly and make friends. I made sure I was groomed and on trend. But as the years passed, nothing changed apart from my appearance.

I got zero, and ultimately my adolescence was marked by social rejection and being forced to spend what were supposed to be "the best years of my life" inside my bedroom. What else was I supposed to do after receiving no interest from anybody... Just loiter in the streets waiting something to happen? I was forced inside my bedroom and onto my PC.

It fizzled out with no big climax. Now I'm a grown man and do adult things. All my peers (especially all the women) had that youth experience and now move onto the next natural level of their lives. But I'm stunted. It's just funny how there was absolutely nothing. Not one meaningful summer night. Only social isolation, loss and failure.
 
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Meanwhile Chad was climaxing into your oneitis :feelscry:
 
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Meanwhile Chad was climaxing into your oneitis :feelscry:
Yeah and he branded her with his cigarette hitting it doggy style while she orgasmed on him, but cuck chumps like me are going to compliment that cigarette burn as a beautiful quirk of her body, not realising where it came from

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Meanwhile Chad was on parties, fucking Stacies, doing adventurous stuff that all women like to here about and so fourth. Everything building on itself so his life becomes even more superb. While others just fall thru one crack after the other untill the last crack takes him down to the home of dwelling itself: lookmax.org
 
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You don’t need that man
 
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Yeah and he branded her with his cigarette hitting it doggy style while she orgasmed on him, but cuck chumps like me are going to compliment that cigarette burn as a beautiful quirk of her body, not realising where it came from

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Is this a true story? :dafuckfeels:
 
You can't stay tethered to the past. A lot of what happens in our youth stems from factors outside of our control. In truth, what you've missed out on has actually made you stronger. It's never too late to catch up. This whole "life" thing is ongoing, after all.
 
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You don’t need that man
Na, but it just feels like a waste given that I grew up in the first world and had plenty of time to engage in those kind of social activities, but was just forbidden from doing so for some reason
 
Neh, these are movie scenarios, or life of the top 0.1% of people in the biggest cities in the most exclusive countries, born into rich families of chads and stacys..

Most young people are miserable, living in small, medium-sized towns or rural areas, in families of subhumans, while spending all day on social media, playing MMORPGs or Moba games..
 
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I'm 16 now. I wish I was more NT and was more social and intelligent. I feel like I studycelled a ton with not much IQ and kind of just wasted time. I had ideas to get rich, but now I'm doing a ton of looksmaxxing. I guess Ascending means I accomplished something in life and didn't just "rot away" my teenage years. I know everything will fall into place after Ascending and hopefully I can set my teenager years well.
 

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