There's a girl in my robotics class I have a huge crush on.

[hekch]

I am in the lab right now doing a line follower bot using PID control, and I am one of the older students older than 90% of students as I worked for a few years. does she not want to talk to be because i'm not chad. every time i look at her she has this perplexed or scornful look like "don't talk to me". thing is i am a normie in engineering. even if i am low tier normie irl, in engineering i am at least mid tier normie. maybe she doesn't know me enough. Did she not want to talk to me because I'm not at least a high tier normie? is it because I'm asian. is there something that is being gatekept here? Pretty sure she's had work done though, has some of the most beautful teeth ive seen with lucsious hair and beautiful freckles and eyes, tho her nose looks rhinoplastied (not sure tho , i might be coping with the fact that i wasn't born mogging her.).

Also my relationship with my roommates have been strained. my 5'6 high tier normie who is 6-7 years younger than me is not treateing me well every time I try to talk to him he looks ahead and ignores me like the absolute terminator. He has a girlfriend who lives an hour away but another girl has been going at his place for 6-7 hours a day sometimes sleeping with her, she confirmed to me that she was not his girlfriend. Then why does she sleep over at times when literally she doesn't pay rent and I pay almost 1k per month on rent? kind of unfair. I gave her a dirty and perplexed look at times after i watch my corn in the morning (i promise im trying to solve that) . I tried to stare at her later saying hi to her nodding (i am autistic so it might be my behaviour) just trying to reconcile but now she looks down on the floor and having the lateral ends of her lips spread wide and tight which indicates disapproval and unwillingness to engage.

How does my 19 - year - old roommate get what he wants and be a crappy human being and emotionally cheating (even if they aren't porking, i'm not sure) and still gets everything he wants, charisma, cooking skills, handsome jawline (tho he is short) and women into him where i am 26 and no woman has shown me interest, rejection trauma from my undergraduate years (100+ woman with a date i wasn't physically attracted to due to desperation) actualyl made me not able to approach women anymore, as crappy as it sounds. How was the lady able to ascend so young and reap all the benefits wen I still feel utterly invisible to women, whenever I try to talk to them and approach them it repels them like similar magnetic poles? only when I don't engage they might look at me without disgust but actually like a human being.

what do i do? will being chad solve my issues? i dont want to look uncanny after a rhinoplasty or like a male version of barbie/ken doll with overly thin nose. Rhinoplasty has a year of swelling too and I'm gonna have to coordinate against my parent's back in order to get it. My family has had a history of cosmetic surgery and beauty obsession and it has torn my family apart. My mom says I'll look crazy with surgery (her aunt did), so I have no idea what to believe now.

Any advice in these situations?

 

[mogtivism]

I am in the lab right now doing a line follower bot using PID control, and I am one of the older students older than 90% of students as I worked for a few years. does she not want to talk to be because i'm not chad. every time i look at her she has this perplexed or scornful look like "don't talk to me". thing is i am a normie in engineering. even if i am low tier normie irl, in engineering i am at least mid tier normie. maybe she doesn't know me enough. Did she not want to talk to me because I'm not at least a high tier normie? is it because I'm asian. is there something that is being gatekept here? Pretty sure she's had work done though, has some of the most beautful teeth ive seen with lucsious hair and beautiful freckles and eyes, tho her nose looks rhinoplastied (not sure tho , i might be coping with the fact that i wasn't born mogging her.).

Also my relationship with my roommates have been strained. my 5'6 high tier normie who is 6-7 years younger than me is not treateing me well every time I try to talk to him he looks ahead and ignores me like the absolute terminator. He has a girlfriend who lives an hour away but another girl has been going at his place for 6-7 hours a day sometimes sleeping with her, she confirmed to me that she was not his girlfriend. Then why does she sleep over at times when literally she doesn't pay rent and I pay almost 1k per month on rent? kind of unfair. I gave her a dirty and perplexed look at times after i watch my corn in the morning (i promise im trying to solve that) . I tried to stare at her later saying hi to her nodding (i am autistic so it might be my behaviour) just trying to reconcile but now she looks down on the floor and having the lateral ends of her lips spread wide and tight which indicates disapproval and unwillingness to engage.

How does my 19 - year - old roommate get what he wants and be a crappy human being and emotionally cheating (even if they aren't porking, i'm not sure) and still gets everything he wants, charisma, cooking skills, handsome jawline (tho he is short) and women into him where i am 26 and no woman has shown me interest, rejection trauma from my undergraduate years (100+ woman with a date i wasn't physically attracted to due to desperation) actualyl made me not able to approach women anymore, as crappy as it sounds. How was the lady able to ascend so young and reap all the benefits wen I still feel utterly invisible to women, whenever I try to talk to them and approach them it repels them like similar magnetic poles? only when I don't engage they might look at me without disgust but actually like a human being.

what do i do? will being chad solve my issues? i dont want to look uncanny after a rhinoplasty or like a male version of barbie/ken doll with overly thin nose. Rhinoplasty has a year of swelling too and I'm gonna have to coordinate against my parent's back in order to get it. My family has had a history of cosmetic surgery and beauty obsession and it has torn my family apart. My mom says I'll look crazy with surgery (her aunt did), so I have no idea what to believe now.

Any advice in these situations?

Engcel here, i’ve also dealt with people ignoring me irl, always the chad types while other spergs in engineering and I tend to get along well for the most part. The engineering oneitis crush is also same shit I had, actually hung out with her quite a few times too and we’d text back and forth for a while, but that did not matter as soon as some attractive chad came along and my ass got disposed of, so I highly suggest you don’t bother trying to pursue it if she isn’t showing interest initially, and even if she is who knows wtf will happen a few months down the line if you’re a non-select non chad male.

Despite what others would tell you, bluepilled retards specifically improving your appearance CAN solve your problem if you have the bone structure for it. You most likely missed out on socializing in your youth so if you manage to improve your looks to a decent level, tinder can become your playground, however not everyone can, it’s something i’m in the process of rn and you should start too. Gym’s a good place to start, but if your skull bone structure is bad, gym can’t help you.

As for neurotypicality, I haven’t found the solution to it yet, my realest friends have similar personalities to me so we get along quite well, I’m lucky to have that. But before I found them, i was part of 2 friendgroup’s, one where I was the punching bag, second where I was the jester nobody bothered to contact for plans and was likely shittalking. Soon as I cut off the first and limited my exposure to the second, i found the second friend group made one of the other guys, a 5’5 iraqi manlet the new jester, and would bully him relentlessly, shittalk him even to me, and organize everything without him. That’s just typical male social dynamics. The goal is to find people similar to yourself in demeanour and looks, to be friends with for a harmonious friendgroup, rather than to try being the jestermaxxing glue that holds together people who give 0 shits about you. A really really easy way to tell is if you’re the one always reaching out to them, and they never reach out to you unless they need something, don’t consider them a friend.

My DMs are open, you’re welcome to message me any time about

 

[nathan]

Engcel here, i’ve also dealt with people ignoring me irl, always the chad types while other spergs in engineering and I tend to get along well for the most part. The engineering oneitis crush is also same shit I had, actually hung out with her quite a few times too and we’d text back and forth for a while, but that did not matter as soon as some attractive chad came along and my ass got disposed of, so I highly suggest you don’t bother trying to pursue it if she isn’t showing interest initially, and even if she is who knows wtf will happen a few months down the line if you’re a non-select non chad male.

Despite what others would tell you, bluepilled retards specifically improving your appearance CAN solve your problem if you have the bone structure for it. You most likely missed out on socializing in your youth so if you manage to improve your looks to a decent level, tinder can become your playground, however not everyone can, it’s something i’m in the process of rn and you should start too. Gym’s a good place to start, but if your skull bone structure is bad, gym can’t help you.

As for neurotypicality, I haven’t found the solution to it yet, my realest friends have similar personalities to me so we get along quite well, I’m lucky to have that. But before I found them, i was part of 2 friendgroup’s, one where I was the punching bag, second where I was the jester nobody bothered to contact for plans and was likely shittalking. Soon as I cut off the first and limited my exposure to the second, i found the second friend group made one of the other guys, a 5’5 iraqi manlet the new jester, and would bully him relentlessly, shittalk him even to me, and organize everything without him. That’s just typical male social dynamics. The goal is to find people similar to yourself in demeanour and looks, to be friends with for a harmonious friendgroup, rather than to try being the jestermaxxing glue that holds together people who give 0 shits about you. A really really easy way to tell is if you’re the one always reaching out to them, and they never reach out to you unless they need something, don’t consider them a friend.

My DMs are open, you’re welcome to message me any time about

 

[unfortunatehobbies]

being asian tanks smv by at least 1psl in white people country.

kpopmaxx? grow hair out, relevant accessories (guides on insta), relevant clothes (insta and uniqlo), bb cream eyebrow dye etc.

 

[hekch]

being asian tanks smv by at least 1psl in white people country.

kpopmaxx? grow hair out, relevant accessories (guides on insta), relevant clothes (insta and uniqlo), bb cream eyebrow dye etc.

yeah a lot of indians in my classes though who haven even lower smvs than me who doesn't struggle as much

 

[hekch]

Engcel here, i’ve also dealt with people ignoring me irl, always the chad types while other spergs in engineering and I tend to get along well for the most part. The engineering oneitis crush is also same shit I had, actually hung out with her quite a few times too and we’d text back and forth for a while, but that did not matter as soon as some attractive chad came along and my ass got disposed of, so I highly suggest you don’t bother trying to pursue it if she isn’t showing interest initially, and even if she is who knows wtf will happen a few months down the line if you’re a non-select non chad male.

Despite what others would tell you, bluepilled retards specifically improving your appearance CAN solve your problem if you have the bone structure for it. You most likely missed out on socializing in your youth so if you manage to improve your looks to a decent level, tinder can become your playground, however not everyone can, it’s something i’m in the process of rn and you should start too. Gym’s a good place to start, but if your skull bone structure is bad, gym can’t help you.

As for neurotypicality, I haven’t found the solution to it yet, my realest friends have similar personalities to me so we get along quite well, I’m lucky to have that. But before I found them, i was part of 2 friendgroup’s, one where I was the punching bag, second where I was the jester nobody bothered to contact for plans and was likely shittalking. Soon as I cut off the first and limited my exposure to the second, i found the second friend group made one of the other guys, a 5’5 iraqi manlet the new jester, and would bully him relentlessly, shittalk him even to me, and organize everything without him. That’s just typical male social dynamics. The goal is to find people similar to yourself in demeanour and looks, to be friends with for a harmonious friendgroup, rather than to try being the jestermaxxing glue that holds together people who give 0 shits about you. A really really easy way to tell is if you’re the one always reaching out to them, and they never reach out to you unless they need something, don’t consider them a friend.

My DMs are open, you’re welcome to message me any time about

I appreciate it. My mom said women dont care about your f-ing look as well as my friends. I have no idea what to believe in anymore.

 

[mogtivism]

I appreciate it. My mom said women dont care about your f-ing look as well as my friends. I have no idea what to believe in anymore.

Jfl my mom told me the same thing lmao. I know how i was treated back when I was obese and how i’m treated now that i look normal in a shirt. Looks are almost all that matters. Oh and don’t speak about the blackpill with your friends

 

[ben132794]

I am in the lab right now doing a line follower bot using PID control, and I am one of the older students older than 90% of students as I worked for a few years. does she not want to talk to be because i'm not chad. every time i look at her she has this perplexed or scornful look like "don't talk to me". thing is i am a normie in engineering. even if i am low tier normie irl, in engineering i am at least mid tier normie. maybe she doesn't know me enough. Did she not want to talk to me because I'm not at least a high tier normie? is it because I'm asian. is there something that is being gatekept here? Pretty sure she's had work done though, has some of the most beautful teeth ive seen with lucsious hair and beautiful freckles and eyes, tho her nose looks rhinoplastied (not sure tho , i might be coping with the fact that i wasn't born mogging her.).

Also my relationship with my roommates have been strained. my 5'6 high tier normie who is 6-7 years younger than me is not treateing me well every time I try to talk to him he looks ahead and ignores me like the absolute terminator. He has a girlfriend who lives an hour away but another girl has been going at his place for 6-7 hours a day sometimes sleeping with her, she confirmed to me that she was not his girlfriend. Then why does she sleep over at times when literally she doesn't pay rent and I pay almost 1k per month on rent? kind of unfair. I gave her a dirty and perplexed look at times after i watch my corn in the morning (i promise im trying to solve that) . I tried to stare at her later saying hi to her nodding (i am autistic so it might be my behaviour) just trying to reconcile but now she looks down on the floor and having the lateral ends of her lips spread wide and tight which indicates disapproval and unwillingness to engage.

How does my 19 - year - old roommate get what he wants and be a crappy human being and emotionally cheating (even if they aren't porking, i'm not sure) and still gets everything he wants, charisma, cooking skills, handsome jawline (tho he is short) and women into him where i am 26 and no woman has shown me interest, rejection trauma from my undergraduate years (100+ woman with a date i wasn't physically attracted to due to desperation) actualyl made me not able to approach women anymore, as crappy as it sounds. How was the lady able to ascend so young and reap all the benefits wen I still feel utterly invisible to women, whenever I try to talk to them and approach them it repels them like similar magnetic poles? only when I don't engage they might look at me without disgust but actually like a human being.

what do i do? will being chad solve my issues? i dont want to look uncanny after a rhinoplasty or like a male version of barbie/ken doll with overly thin nose. Rhinoplasty has a year of swelling too and I'm gonna have to coordinate against my parent's back in order to get it. My family has had a history of cosmetic surgery and beauty obsession and it has torn my family apart. My mom says I'll look crazy with surgery (her aunt did), so I have no idea what to believe now.

Any advice in these situations?

dnr all foids are chad only

 

[Ruthless]

girls are not

 

[Youㅤ]

nigga dnrd but cope. muh girl muh crush. just go ER already nigga its over

 

[lemonnz]

As much as it’ll hurt, if she’s out of your league and not showing an ounce of attraction let alone attention, don’t even try to pull her, trust me. It will hurt 10x more when you see her with chad and you’re still obsessing over her.

 

[aladdinmaxxer]

DNRD KEEP EDGING WHILE SHE GETS FUCKED BY CHAD BY BOYOO THEN U CAN

 

[Nick.Harte]

. It will hurt 10x more when you see her with chad and you’re still obsessing over her.

One of the most painful thing that can happen to you man
Been there and had this brutal experience in high school

 

[Pikabro]

From the anime I’ve watched, she’s actually into you but acting standoffish (tsundere archetype)