firedpotato
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Everybody on this site wants to look better, But what point really is there after ascending?
There really isn't much to do afterward.
In my experience after ascending to around mid htn- high htn, I became the most depressed I have ever been. Some people were seriously jealous, others would compliment alot aswell, However it was seriously eye opening because of how differently people around me acted. Just from jumping to mtn to htn. I mean I live in Mississippi so there aren't many people over m-mtn.
Besides being treated differently, there wasn't much else that I could do about my life. I was so ND and I couldn't see girls the same because of how differently I was treated. It was an all time low of mine, and there wasn't anything I wanted.
Even then, a group of freshmen, (I was a sophomore around this time) came up to me and started complimenting my looks and going off on me and sexually harassing me, as stupid as it sounds I must have appealed to them a lot because Im 6 foot and had tiktok boy level of appeal.
But these girls ruined my entire life.
It sucks to say that I actually had a crush on one of these girls. She was mtb but she was one of the first girls to come up to me and acknowledge me after I ascended ( prior to ascension I was very ugly low mtn and delusional as everyone before discovering BP). So of course I was heavily interested in her and I could stop thinking the fact a girl is actually interested in me.
So I ended up talking with her everyday, aswell as focusing on my life. Everything got better after talking to her. That was until I found her tiktok account. I found it from a friend, so as any curious person would. I went thru her following and reposts. she was following a lot of tiktok eboys and her reposts were all eboys thirsts traps, infact old reposts of zario were on her account, also edits of him aswell and many others. It was concerning that there were also edits of anime men and all sorts and I saw a comment she made on her friends account (who was a anime boy editor) saying a bunch of fucky shit like "until it memorizes every vein" and shit. She really didn't seem to be the type of person that would be like this. However it really shows how all of these girls nowadays will be someone's future wife and they still think like this. Just know these girls would rather fuck gojo than you. It's quite sad honestly. She ignored me anyways after I deascended after having a crazy eating disorder. But I'm almost back.
There really isn't much to do afterward.
In my experience after ascending to around mid htn- high htn, I became the most depressed I have ever been. Some people were seriously jealous, others would compliment alot aswell, However it was seriously eye opening because of how differently people around me acted. Just from jumping to mtn to htn. I mean I live in Mississippi so there aren't many people over m-mtn.
Besides being treated differently, there wasn't much else that I could do about my life. I was so ND and I couldn't see girls the same because of how differently I was treated. It was an all time low of mine, and there wasn't anything I wanted.
Even then, a group of freshmen, (I was a sophomore around this time) came up to me and started complimenting my looks and going off on me and sexually harassing me, as stupid as it sounds I must have appealed to them a lot because Im 6 foot and had tiktok boy level of appeal.
But these girls ruined my entire life.
It sucks to say that I actually had a crush on one of these girls. She was mtb but she was one of the first girls to come up to me and acknowledge me after I ascended ( prior to ascension I was very ugly low mtn and delusional as everyone before discovering BP). So of course I was heavily interested in her and I could stop thinking the fact a girl is actually interested in me.
So I ended up talking with her everyday, aswell as focusing on my life. Everything got better after talking to her. That was until I found her tiktok account. I found it from a friend, so as any curious person would. I went thru her following and reposts. she was following a lot of tiktok eboys and her reposts were all eboys thirsts traps, infact old reposts of zario were on her account, also edits of him aswell and many others. It was concerning that there were also edits of anime men and all sorts and I saw a comment she made on her friends account (who was a anime boy editor) saying a bunch of fucky shit like "until it memorizes every vein" and shit. She really didn't seem to be the type of person that would be like this. However it really shows how all of these girls nowadays will be someone's future wife and they still think like this. Just know these girls would rather fuck gojo than you. It's quite sad honestly. She ignored me anyways after I deascended after having a crazy eating disorder. But I'm almost back.
