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dea10100
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I was born with enlarged adenoids, and they made me mouth breathe as a kid because they blocked my airway. Eventually, my tard parents had them removed at the age of 8 but not before the damage had already been done: completely lower jaw and maxilla recession. Pair this with my terrible vision that made me wear an eyepatch until I was 6, my chronic allergies that give me bad breath, bloat my face and nose, and give me allergic shiners (which make my under eyes even worse than they already are), and dermatitis on my scalp, you have a life of constant discomfort and self-loathing. Obviously no one wants to heat about my problems so the point of this thread is that you only have a few choices as a LTN. You can join a friend group and jestermaxx for them like I did for years, but you won’t find much success there. You won’t be valued as much as the others and they won’t try to set you up with girls or invite you to personal stuff. Your other option is to join a group of people that share the same looks as you, which is arguably worse because even though you have a place of belonging you will always be seen as a fucking loser and maybe you can cop a ltb. You could also take the alternate route and socially isolate yourself and focus of studying and the gym, which is what I’ve been doing lately and I’m much happier than before. The worst part of your life will be during middle and high school, because being attractive matters the most in that environment. What I’ve come to learn through years of mild-jestermaxxing(being the butt of the joke but also not overdoing it to the point where it’s even more pathetic than it already is) is that it doesn’t matter how good your personality is if your aren’t average or above average. Unfortunately, our bodies are engineered in a way that hardmaxxing when it’s really necessary (during teen years) is not possible because your bones are still developing. This means that the ugly will stay ugly until theit face fully matures, and by that point any fun you might have had during high school is now over and your 9-5 is waiting for you. The one takeaway from this is that if your an ugly kid, don’t focus on foids, don’t focus on being popular, just focus on getting life skills and studying human behavior that way you will be ready for adulthood. I haven’t committed suicide yet is because I don’t have easy access to a painless and guaranteed death and I don’t know if my existence will be any better in the afterlife. I’m also hoping that if my bones develop by the time I reach 17-18 I can reach mtn, and from there I can save up and hardmaxx to become a low htn. Ropemaxxing is honestly the best way to solve all your problems, but I care too much about my family to do it( which is superficial because life itself doesn’t even matter) I might flip a coin and just let that decide my future because tbh I don’t think my life will ever get better and I don’t feel like waiting until I can get surgery.
