Theres no one day when I don't think about suicide

[sadakiyo]

Man I dont wanna live on this planet and my family hate me because I ldar

 

[Bewusst]

Man I dont wanna live on this planet and my family hate me because I ldar

Post or pm a pic

 

[Deleted member 1560]

Post or pm a pic

Op looks good but he just can't social Maxx I guess.

 

[sadakiyo]

Post or pm a pic

Why

Op looks good but he just can't social Maxx I guess.

People are so stupid here thats incredible and I am too selective

 

[Dogs]

Man I dont wanna live on this planet and my family hate me because I ldar

Same here man same here, what about surgeries can any surgery ascend you?

 

[toolateforme]

Theres no one day when I don't think about suicide

Man I dont wanna live on this planet and my family hate me because I ldar

i always have thought about suicide every single fucking second for months just few days ago.
now im quite chillin tho..

 

[sadakiyo]

Same here man same here, what about surgeries can any surgery ascend you?

I dont really know man
My nose is correct but could be better of course
My eyes maybe, dont know
What about you ?

i always have thought about suicide every single fucking second for months just few days ago.
now im quite chillin tho..

I know man you have a suicidal aura
What do you do to cope and continue your life normally boyo ?

 

[Bewusst]

Why

People are so stupid here thats incredible and I am too selective

Because I have a feeling that your looks aren't your problem.

 

[sadakiyo]

Because I have a feeling that your looks aren't your problem.

I am extremly antipathic and sociopath
Also I get bored very rapidly

Every gf that I had, its me who left them
But I really regret my last ex, it lasted 2 years I tought that it would be for life, and I quit her because of a stupid thing I raged for nothing as usual, but after I tried to recontact her many times but I obviously destroyed her, I could give you some screens but its in french..

The problem is maybe on a hormonal level, maybe I dont secrete enough dopamine/serotonin

What about you bro

 

[Pietrosiek]

it's fucking over i had to after seeing my oneits

 

[Bewusst]

I am extremly antipathic and sociopath
Also I get bored very rapidly

Every gf that I had, its me who left them
But I really regret my last ex, it lasted 2 years I tought that it would be for life, and I quit her because of a stupid thing I raged for nothing as usual, but after I tried to recontact her many times but I obviously destroyed her, I could give you some screens but its in french..

The problem is maybe on a hormonal level, maybe I dont secrete enough dopamine/serotonin

What about you bro

Guess you need mental/psychiatric help then. What are you doing on a looksmax forum?

 

[toolateforme]

I dont really know man
My nose is correct but could be better of course
My eyes maybe, dont know
What about you ?

I know man you have a suicidal aura
What do you do to cope and continue your life normally boyo ?

i always go to festivals and raves. make friends there.

 

[sadakiyo]

i always go to festivals and raves. make friends there.

More yeslife than me

Guess you need mental/psychiatric help then. What are you doing on a looksmax forum?

Because I have to improve a lot yet and I like this site, there are funny and cool guys

Also Ive always been into some form of lookism since my childhood, I am an esthet, I often draw aesthetic faces, idk its my passion

 

[toolateforme]

More yeslife than me


Because I have to improve a lot yet and I like this site, there are funny and cool guys

Also Ive always been into some form of lookism since my childhood, I am an esthet, I often draw aesthetic faces, idk its my passion

my passion is about aesthetics too. since my race is the least desirable race i was obsessed with this since i was really young.
going festival is good, you can do if you want. but i still LDAR. i dont work or anything.
my suicidal urge has decreased, but i still am virgin and could not get sex. ive lost my youth already.
my reality is still terrible and unworthy. i should feel more suicidal urge than this. i feel disturbed when its like this. when reality has never changed but i feel it less.

 

[sadakiyo]

my passion is about aesthetics too. since my race is the least desirable race i was obsessed with this since i was really young.
going festival is good, you can do if you want. but i still LDAR. i dont work or anything.
my suicidal urge has decreased, but i still am virgin and could not get sex. ive lost my youth already.
my reality is still terrible and unworthy. i should feel more suicidal urge than this. i feel disturbed when its like this. when reality has never changed but i feel it less.

I understand you buddy boyo
How old are you ?
What are your other passions ?


I think I didnt tell the first source of my suicidal toughts, maybe it could sounds ridiculous but, I really love too much food, but I want to cut bf and I always fail
I am more than 20-25% BF

 

[toolateforme]

I understand you buddy boyo
How old are you ?
What are your other passions ?

im 19 turning 20 in 2 months, my other passion is maybe EDM and other musics thus i always go to music festivals.
but ofc my the most desire is sex and validation but since it is not possible to be fulfilled,
every single second feels torture because i have nothing to do, i dont play game, i dont do nothing, and i can't do what i would ever desire.
actually i dont even wanna spend time being virgin since i feel im losing my youth every fucking second.

 

[sadakiyo]

im 19 turning 20 in 2 months, my other passion is maybe EDM and other musics thus i always go to music festivals.
but ofc my the most desire is sex and validation but since it is not possible to be fulfilled,
i dont even wanna be alive and every single second feels torture because i can't do what i would ever desire.
actually i dont even wanna spend time being virgin since i feel im losing my youth every fucking second.

What the fuck man im 20 in 2 months too
Bro do you have discord ? We could talk about it in private you seem to be a very interesting guy despite of your negative mentality

 

[Bennett]

im 19 turning 20 in 2 months, my other passion is maybe EDM and other musics thus i always go to music festivals.
but ofc my the most desire is sex and validation but since it is not possible to be fulfilled,
every single second feels torture because i have nothing to do, i dont play game, i dont do nothing, and i can't do what i would ever desire.
actually i dont even wanna spend time being virgin since i feel im losing my youth every fucking second.

Producermaxx

 

[GenericChad1444]

my passion is about aesthetics too. since my race is the least desirable race i was obsessed with this since i was really young.
going festival is good, you can do if you want. but i still LDAR. i dont work or anything.
my suicidal urge has decreased, but i still am virgin and could not get sex. ive lost my youth already.
my reality is still terrible and unworthy. i should feel more suicidal urge than this. i feel disturbed when its like this. when reality has never changed but i feel it less.

if ur indian just arrange marriagemaxx?

 

[sadakiyo]

if ur indian just arrange marriagemaxx?

Hes not dont insult him

 

[her]

i love you bro, don't suicide.

 

[sadakiyo]

i love you bro, don't suicide.

I dont love you tranny

 

[her]

I dont love you tranny

i'm not a tranny, i'm a male

 

[sadakiyo]

i'm not a tranny, i'm a male

Yesterday you told me that you were a female

What are you ? Genderfluid ?
Fucking monster

 

[her]

Yesterday you told me that you were a female

What are you ? Genderfluid ?
Fucking monster

i was joking bro, i'm not a tranny, i'm a male and i love girls!!! and i love u too!!

 

[sadakiyo]

i was joking bro, i'm not a tranny, i'm a male and i love girls!!! and i love u too!!

Im not a girl

 

[her]

Im not a girl

i know, but i love u as a friend bro...

 

[sadakiyo]

i know, but i love u as a friend bro...

I dont want to be your friend you seem to be so insipid and boring sorry

 

[her]

I dont want to be your friend you seem to be so insipid and boring sorry

okay, bye

 

[sadakiyo]

okay, bye

Bye

 

[toolateforme]

What the fuck man im 20 in 2 months too
Bro do you have discord ? We could talk about it in private you seem to be a very interesting guy despite of your negative mentality

my disc is strobe#9289

if ur indian just arrange marriagemaxx?

im asian

Producermaxx

would be great and ive thought about it a lot but its kinda related to aesthetics too.
when i see producers they seem so cool and admirable, but when i see same asian producer feels so off and underwhelming, i feel like i will look same as them.

 

[sadakiyo]

my disc is strobe#9289

im asian

would be great and ive thought about it a lot but its kinda related to aesthetics too.
when i see producers they seem so cool and admirable, but when i see same asian producer feels so off and underwhelming, i feel like i will look same as them.

Put a mask

 

[toolateforme]

Put a mask

actually you are quite genius

 

[Antinous]

Suicide is not wrong or immoral, it is a personal choice and in this case it is not bad, it is not "evil" as many religious say; Chronic boredom is a condition that must be dealt with since the diagnosis, but over time this becomes a lifestyle; besides, dull thread, whatever