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Basically it started in 7th grade, my friends and I made a discord and we invited some kids from our grade. One of my friends had the twin sisters added on discord so he added her and we would joke around and send memes and such. I had started to develop a huge crush on this girl and i would think about her in class a lot. She thought i was funny and would laugh at my jokes in class but never really showed romantic interest in me. In 8th grade we had different classes but she shared a class with one of my close friends of 6 years and i found out that she asked him out and he said yes and it really crushed me because that was my crush and my better looking friend just got her without having to do anything.
I had an even bigger crush on the other twin sister and i made eye contact with her for like 20 seconds at 8th grade graduation so i thought she was interested in me. It turns out we were going to the same high school and even had a class where we sat next to eachother! I remember she got moved to some different seat and we had a group activity and she came to talk to me for the activity instead of staying where she was. This made me have hope ofc but at this time i was starting to slowly get bad skin and my nose got bigger from acne so i lost the confidence and she lost attraction for me because my face got messed up.
Fast forward a year later in sophomore year she had a massive glow up and we no longer shared any classes. She died her hair black and her skin got really clear while i stayed ugly
. All of the boys in our grade that knew her had a crush on her and they would talk about how bad she was. I told one of my friends that we’ve known eachother for 7 years and he told me i should shoot my shot at her (WORST IDEA EVER!!!). So i took his advice and i added her on snap, as i went to school next day she didn’t add me back and i thought she see it or something (massive cope on my end). I was at lunch and i saw her make eye contact with me and then she said something to her friends like “can you make sure you block me so he can’t see me”
My heart dropped and literally got tears in my eyes when i got home that afternoon. Now i realize how quick my life changed when my appearance got ruined.
TL;DR - One twin chose my friend over me because he looked better and had a better physique. The other twin lost all attraction for me because of how my skin ruined my face and indirectly rejected me.
I had an even bigger crush on the other twin sister and i made eye contact with her for like 20 seconds at 8th grade graduation so i thought she was interested in me. It turns out we were going to the same high school and even had a class where we sat next to eachother! I remember she got moved to some different seat and we had a group activity and she came to talk to me for the activity instead of staying where she was. This made me have hope ofc but at this time i was starting to slowly get bad skin and my nose got bigger from acne so i lost the confidence and she lost attraction for me because my face got messed up.
Fast forward a year later in sophomore year she had a massive glow up and we no longer shared any classes. She died her hair black and her skin got really clear while i stayed ugly
. All of the boys in our grade that knew her had a crush on her and they would talk about how bad she was. I told one of my friends that we’ve known eachother for 7 years and he told me i should shoot my shot at her (WORST IDEA EVER!!!). So i took his advice and i added her on snap, as i went to school next day she didn’t add me back and i thought she see it or something (massive cope on my end). I was at lunch and i saw her make eye contact with me and then she said something to her friends like “can you make sure you block me so he can’t see me”My heart dropped and literally got tears in my eyes when i got home that afternoon. Now i realize how quick my life changed when my appearance got ruined.
TL;DR - One twin chose my friend over me because he looked better and had a better physique. The other twin lost all attraction for me because of how my skin ruined my face and indirectly rejected me.
