thing that got me into lm

[rinitoshi]

idk if this is the place to post this but i rly need to tell this smwhr cuz its beenmessing with my head for so long

like 2ish years ago i lost weight and was generally happy and i didnt even know what looksmaxing was i just didnt care about looks

but then i dont even know how it happend but while i was gonna ask one of my teachers a question a group of girls came beside me and said "your hot" it didnt really bother me at the time so i just walked it off but soon i got a haircut and this popular group of 4 in my class all started saying hi to me (ive never talked to them b4, ive been pretty quiet) and eventually everyone in school looked at me whr i went i got random compliments like omd ur majestic whts ur name and other crap it even got to a point whr this like couple maybe 2-3 years grades higher than me the bf said yo can my girl have ur number

then my genuine stupid brain was like wow people like me not getting the concept of attractiveness

then i eventually gained weight cz i was js eating goyslop cuz i was so happy that i was gaining so many friends and eventually like after a month i got bullied hard every single day

eventually i realized it was cz of my looks

i dont really want to go into specifics but it hurt anyway

by like a year i started losing moderate weight and i thought ppl would b my friend again but insults still happend

and im ngl that feeling of being like liked by everyone was so different but i liked it

so i started neck curls chin tucks losing weight again getting a better diet potassium wtv tiktok said ngl

but no matter how many times i was like oh i look better no one cared

idrk wht im tryna say but it all felt like a dream but ik its real cuz i still get made fun of it till this day

and im being super honest rn i have not a single pic of me from that period
ive looked through my phone my parents phone but i cant find a single thing so no reference photo i mean prolly some others took photos of me js im too scared to ask cuz like i alr hinted at im not rly social

i honestly dk wht to do but tbh idrc anymore ive found christ im trying my best to stop relenting to much on my looks and what others say and just pay attention to god but it still hurts and ive thought abt posting or not posting this so many times but rn im kinda low in hopes n just want to know what ppl think of this

if u think itsfake thats fine with me honestly it could be for so long i thought it was just a big way to bully me like a whole school trying to butter me up to eventually push me to my lowest

btw sry for the trash writing im happy to fix anything if you guys cant read anything

anyways gby n have a good day

 

[jizargo]

 

[unwanted_incel]

DNR of doom and despair

 

[rinitoshi]

happy new years xd

 

[rinitoshi]

DNR of doom and despair

am i unc i got no clue wht dnr means

 

[unwanted_incel]

am i unc i got no clue wht dnr means

Gimme tldr

 

[ItsSoGymMaxx]

Dnr but good on you for trying to improve

 

[Sayori]

idk if this is the place to post this but i rly need to tell this smwhr cuz its beenmessing with my head for so long

like 2ish years ago i lost weight and was generally happy and i didnt even know what looksmaxing was i just didnt care about looks

but then i dont even know how it happend but while i was gonna ask one of my teachers a question a group of girls came beside me and said "your hot" it didnt really bother me at the time so i just walked it off but soon i got a haircut and this popular group of 4 in my class all started saying hi to me (ive never talked to them b4, ive been pretty quiet) and eventually everyone in school looked at me whr i went i got random compliments like omd ur majestic whts ur name and other crap it even got to a point whr this like couple maybe 2-3 years grades higher than me the bf said yo can my girl have ur number

then my genuine stupid brain was like wow people like me not getting the concept of attractiveness

then i eventually gained weight cz i was js eating goyslop cuz i was so happy that i was gaining so many friends and eventually like after a month i got bullied hard every single day

eventually i realized it was cz of my looks

i dont really want to go into specifics but it hurt anyway

by like a year i started losing moderate weight and i thought ppl would b my friend again but insults still happend

and im ngl that feeling of being like liked by everyone was so different but i liked it

so i started neck curls chin tucks losing weight again getting a better diet potassium wtv tiktok said ngl

but no matter how many times i was like oh i look better no one cared

idrk wht im tryna say but it all felt like a dream but ik its real cuz i still get made fun of it till this day

and im being super honest rn i have not a single pic of me from that period
ive looked through my phone my parents phone but i cant find a single thing so no reference photo i mean prolly some others took photos of me js im too scared to ask cuz like i alr hinted at im not rly social

i honestly dk wht to do but tbh idrc anymore ive found christ im trying my best to stop relenting to much on my looks and what others say and just pay attention to god but it still hurts and ive thought abt posting or not posting this so many times but rn im kinda low in hopes n just want to know what ppl think of this

if u think itsfake thats fine with me honestly it could be for so long i thought it was just a big way to bully me like a whole school trying to butter me up to eventually push me to my lowest

btw sry for the trash writing im happy to fix anything if you guys cant read anything

anyways gby n have a good day

 

[rinitoshi]

wht does dnr mean pls help

 

[LTNhell63]

wht does dnr mean pls help

did not read

 

[Loukas7]

idk if this is the place to post this but i rly need to tell this smwhr cuz its beenmessing with my head for so long

like 2ish years ago i lost weight and was generally happy and i didnt even know what looksmaxing was i just didnt care about looks

but then i dont even know how it happend but while i was gonna ask one of my teachers a question a group of girls came beside me and said "your hot" it didnt really bother me at the time so i just walked it off but soon i got a haircut and this popular group of 4 in my class all started saying hi to me (ive never talked to them b4, ive been pretty quiet) and eventually everyone in school looked at me whr i went i got random compliments like omd ur majestic whts ur name and other crap it even got to a point whr this like couple maybe 2-3 years grades higher than me the bf said yo can my girl have ur number

then my genuine stupid brain was like wow people like me not getting the concept of attractiveness

then i eventually gained weight cz i was js eating goyslop cuz i was so happy that i was gaining so many friends and eventually like after a month i got bullied hard every single day

eventually i realized it was cz of my looks

i dont really want to go into specifics but it hurt anyway

by like a year i started losing moderate weight and i thought ppl would b my friend again but insults still happend

and im ngl that feeling of being like liked by everyone was so different but i liked it

so i started neck curls chin tucks losing weight again getting a better diet potassium wtv tiktok said ngl

but no matter how many times i was like oh i look better no one cared

idrk wht im tryna say but it all felt like a dream but ik its real cuz i still get made fun of it till this day

and im being super honest rn i have not a single pic of me from that period
ive looked through my phone my parents phone but i cant find a single thing so no reference photo i mean prolly some others took photos of me js im too scared to ask cuz like i alr hinted at im not rly social

i honestly dk wht to do but tbh idrc anymore ive found christ im trying my best to stop relenting to much on my looks and what others say and just pay attention to god but it still hurts and ive thought abt posting or not posting this so many times but rn im kinda low in hopes n just want to know what ppl think of this

if u think itsfake thats fine with me honestly it could be for so long i thought it was just a big way to bully me like a whole school trying to butter me up to eventually push me to my lowest

btw sry for the trash writing im happy to fix anything if you guys cant read anything

anyways gby n have a good day

tales

 

[rinitoshi]

did not read

thx alot

 

[MightCourage]

did not read

iisnt it do not react

 

[motionmantris]

idk if this is the place to post this but i rly need to tell this smwhr cuz its beenmessing with my head for so long

like 2ish years ago i lost weight and was generally happy and i didnt even know what looksmaxing was i just didnt care about looks

but then i dont even know how it happend but while i was gonna ask one of my teachers a question a group of girls came beside me and said "your hot" it didnt really bother me at the time so i just walked it off but soon i got a haircut and this popular group of 4 in my class all started saying hi to me (ive never talked to them b4, ive been pretty quiet) and eventually everyone in school looked at me whr i went i got random compliments like omd ur majestic whts ur name and other crap it even got to a point whr this like couple maybe 2-3 years grades higher than me the bf said yo can my girl have ur number

then my genuine stupid brain was like wow people like me not getting the concept of attractiveness

then i eventually gained weight cz i was js eating goyslop cuz i was so happy that i was gaining so many friends and eventually like after a month i got bullied hard every single day

eventually i realized it was cz of my looks

i dont really want to go into specifics but it hurt anyway

by like a year i started losing moderate weight and i thought ppl would b my friend again but insults still happend

and im ngl that feeling of being like liked by everyone was so different but i liked it

so i started neck curls chin tucks losing weight again getting a better diet potassium wtv tiktok said ngl

but no matter how many times i was like oh i look better no one cared

idrk wht im tryna say but it all felt like a dream but ik its real cuz i still get made fun of it till this day

and im being super honest rn i have not a single pic of me from that period
ive looked through my phone my parents phone but i cant find a single thing so no reference photo i mean prolly some others took photos of me js im too scared to ask cuz like i alr hinted at im not rly social

i honestly dk wht to do but tbh idrc anymore ive found christ im trying my best to stop relenting to much on my looks and what others say and just pay attention to god but it still hurts and ive thought abt posting or not posting this so many times but rn im kinda low in hopes n just want to know what ppl think of this

if u think itsfake thats fine with me honestly it could be for so long i thought it was just a big way to bully me like a whole school trying to butter me up to eventually push me to my lowest

btw sry for the trash writing im happy to fix anything if you guys cant read anything

anyways gby n have a good day

2ish years ago but joined yesterday

 

[Anthony111554]

@ItsSoGymMaxx