thinking abbout my past makes me want to kill myself

[austrianpsycho]

I yoused to behave like the biggest nd ever even tho im not even nd

 

[personalitymaxxer06]

I feel you, i remember when i was trying to jestermaxx but being chopped just made it hella awkward and made me look stupid and cringe still regret it, if you ain't htn+ no point of that

 

[austrianpsycho]

I feel you, i remember when i was trying to jestermaxx but being chopped just made it hella awkward and made me look stupid and cringe still regret it, if you ain't htn+ no point of that

I yelled HAHAHAAHAH when a girl I didnt like got an F
the whole class looked at me

 

[bibisilover41]

I yelled HAHAHAAHAH when a girl I didnt like got an F
the whole class looked at me

dont worry you heccin' owned that foid!

 

[Evergreen]

When I think about my old Instagram posts, Snapchat stories, my 2024 .org threads and online activity at all I start wanting to kill myself because how could I have been like that

I know im going to think this way about how I am right now in a few years but thats fine, people grow up every single moment of our lives

 

[austrianpsycho]

dont worry you heccin' owned that foid!

she spread rumors of me after that I think she owned me

 

[austrianpsycho]

When I think about my old Instagram posts, Snapchat stories, my 2024 .org threads and online activity at all I start wanting to kill myself because how could I have been like that

I know im going to think this way about how I am right now in a few years but thats fine, people grow up every single moment of our lives

A girl that was bad asl approched me and I started to try to talk abbout valorant with her
im not even autistic but I acted like some ND retard for like 3years straight

 

[bibisilover41]

she spread rumors of me after that I think she owned me

how certain are you that you aren't autistic

 

[austrianpsycho]

how certain are you that you aren't autistic

I mean I have adhd and legastenie and I would be very scared if I had a 3rd mental illness
some people have told me that I might be autistic tho

 

[bibisilover41]

I mean I have adhd and legastenie and I would be very scared if I had a 3rd mental illness
some people have told me that I might be autistic tho

i need more examples of your past to determine how much of an autist you are

 

[austrianpsycho]

i need more examples of your past to determine how much of an autist you are

ask questions

 

[austrianpsycho]

ask questions

the thing that made people think im autistic was that I got/still get really mad when people misspelled something(I can just hide it now)
like in german there is bitte and some people pronounce it bidde and thate made me extremlly mad becouse it was weierd
same thing with lots of other things

 

[bibisilover41]

ask questions

like whats the most embarrassing autist thing youve done

 

[austrianpsycho]

like whats the most embarrassing autist thing youve done

I did that HAHAAHAH think in more situations that where even worse
I also cant do icebreakers people approach me or I dont make new friends

 

[FlotPSL]

I yoused to behave like the biggest nd ever even tho im not even nd

You're autistic

 

[bibisilover41]

I did that HAHAAHAH think in more situations that where even worse
I also cant do icebreakers people approach me or I dont make new friends

yeah sounds pretty autistic but it doesnt matter people will forget about those things or just see you as mildly weird cause they arent that bad

 

[austrianpsycho]

You're autistic

why
also the person that said that im probabbly autistic is the person that probablly knows me the best of all my friends is interested in psychology and has an 130something iq

 

[austrianpsycho]

yeah sounds pretty autistic but it doesnt matter people will forget about those things or just see you as mildly weird cause they arent that bad

they didnt trust me
all the new people in calls like me becouse I have learned how to larp low inhib but all the people that where there since the start think im dissabeld

 

[FlotPSL]

why

Based of your behavior

All the cringe things you did was autistic behavior

No normie would do that

 

[austrianpsycho]

Based of your behavior

All the cringe things you did was autistic behavior

No normie would do that

now I apperantlly have 3 mental dissabilitys lets go
is there any benefitial thing I can do with this Information

 

[austrianpsycho]

now I apperantlly have 3 mental dissabilitys lets go
is there any benefitial thing I can do with this Information

is this also autistic behavior (please read my responses in the thread im genuenlly intrested)
https://looksmax.org/threads/most-nd-thing-you-did.1817862/#post-25573047

 

[FlotPSL]

is this also autistic behavior (please read my responses in the thread im genuenlly intrested)
https://looksmax.org/threads/most-nd-thing-you-did.1817862/#post-25573047

Ehh maybe

Do you have any hyper interests?

 

[bibisilover41]

they didnt trust me
all the new people in calls like me becouse I have learned how to larp low inhib but all the people that where there since the start think im dissabeld

unless they actually told you they think youre disabled theyve probably forgotten for the most part because they dont care about you enough to remember
and if you can successfully larp as not an autist youre fine

 

[rraymond]

I yoused to behave like the biggest nd ever even tho im not even nd

holy fuck I can relate to this so much. I wanna go back in time to make 12y/o me bite the curb

 

[austrianpsycho]

Ehh maybe

Do you have any hyper interests?

sort of they change abbout every month
I really like histroy tho

 

[FlotPSL]

unless they actually told you they think youre disabled theyve probably forgotten for the most part because they dont care about you enough to remember
and if you can successfully larp as not an autist youre fine

You can't larp as non autist normies will detect you

What you can do is try your best to minimize it but it will never be fully hiden

 

[austrianpsycho]

unless they actually told you they think youre disabled theyve probably forgotten for the most part because they dont care about you enough to remember
and if you can successfully larp as not an autist youre fine

well the girl I didnt like like really cared abbout her reputation so she makes sure everyone remembers

 

[austrianpsycho]

You can't larp as non autist normies will detect you

What you can do is try your best to minimize it but it will never be fully hiden

I larp low inhib everytime I can

 

[bibisilover41]

now I apperantlly have 3 mental dissabilitys lets go
is there any benefitial thing I can do with this Information

not like that would change anything you dont suddenly have autism where you didnt before
if you can deal with it now you can continue to deal with it

 

[bibisilover41]

well the girl I didnt like like really cared abbout her reputation so she makes sure everyone remembers

oh ok lmao its kinda over but youll be fine if you continue to larp as not an autist

 

[austrianpsycho]

not like that would change anything you dont suddenly have autism where you didnt before
if you can deal with it now you can continue to deal with it

thats true

Im not really dealing with it tho I just put on a complete fake personallity arround everyone im not close with

 

[austrianpsycho]

oh ok lmao its kinda over but youll be fine if you continue to larp as not an autist

I dont really care nobody likes her becouse she is a retardet hoe larping as a smart person by studying for 10hours everyday even if its not exam season

 

[FlotPSL]

@austrianpsycho

You live in Austria right?

If so you probably won't get pressed on it a lot since you guys are pussies(no offence)

 

[bibisilover41]

thats true

Im not really dealing with it tho I just put on a complete fake personallity arround everyone im not close with

if youre able to somewhat successfully appear as not autistic theres not much else you can do

 

[bibisilover41]

I dont really care nobody likes her becouse she is a retardet hoe larping as a smart person by studying for 10hours everyday even if its not exam season

if nobody likes her they probably dont care about what she says about you

 

[Societal Reject]

Its just cringe. Not the end of the world.

 

[austrianpsycho]

@austrianpsycho

You live in Austria right?

If so you probably won't get pressed on it a lot since you guys are pussies(no offence)

nah people in this country are like really honest thats the problem
they just tell me "I think your autistic"

nobody really does anything tho your correct on that I would call it nomral human behavior tho and not being pussy

 

[FlotPSL]

nah people in this country are like really honest thats the problem
they just tell me "I think your autistic"

nobody really does anything tho your correct on that I would call it nomral human behavior tho and not being pussy

Well yeah they don't bully you for your autism this is only a western phenomenon for the anti bullying

Go a little east and you would get made fun of

But who cares

 

[austrianpsycho]

Well yeah they don't bully you for your autism this is only a western phenomenon for the anti bullying

Go a little east and you would get made fun of

But who cares

tbh
Im from vienna (capital city) so its fine here but if I went to either one of my home towns I would get made fun off
My grandma often makes fun off me for not having a girlfirend

even tho thats sort of looks based I should be able to atleast get a looksmatch becouse im tall for my age and ltn
but I genuennly have no social skills
my firends once got me to text a gril (they texted) when I was alone she texted me what my hobbies where and I sent her a list of 35games I regularrly played
she somehow still wanted to go on a date with me but I got scared and cancelled last minute

 

[FlotPSL]

my firends once got me to text a gril (they texted) when I was alone she texted me what my hobbies where and I sent her a list of 35games I regularrly playe

BRO

Yeah you for sure have it

even tho thats sort of looks based

It's not and i'm being serious

NT is law

 

[austrianpsycho]

BRO

Yeah you for sure have it


It's not and i'm being serious

NT is law

chat gpt:

Connection between ADHD, dyslexia, and autism​

• ADHD, dyslexia, and autism are all neurodevelopmental differences.
• They often co-occur (comorbidity).

What research says​

• People with ADHD are more likely to show autistic traits than people without ADHD.
• Dyslexia is also more common in people with ADHD and/or autism.
• So if someone has both ADHD and dyslexia, the likelihood of autism is higher than average, but:
  • Most people in this situation do not have autism.

Important points​

• ADHD ≠ autism
• Dyslexia ≠ autism
• Someone can have one, two, or all three – they are separate conditions.
• Only a professional evaluation (psychologist/psychiatrist) can confirm autism.

Summary​

• Yes, the risk is higher
• No, it is not a certainty
• Overlaps are common, but not automatic

---

If you want, I can also explain the main differences between ADHD and autism, and common autistic traits that professionals look for.


Do you want me to do that?

 

[FlotPSL]

chat gpt:

Connection between ADHD, dyslexia, and autism​

• ADHD, dyslexia, and autism are all neurodevelopmental differences.
• They often co-occur (comorbidity).

What research says​

• People with ADHD are more likely to show autistic traits than people without ADHD.
• Dyslexia is also more common in people with ADHD and/or autism.
• So if someone has both ADHD and dyslexia, the likelihood of autism is higher than average, but:
  • Most people in this situation do not have autism.

Important points​

• ADHD ≠ autism
• Dyslexia ≠ autism
• Someone can have one, two, or all three – they are separate conditions.
• Only a professional evaluation (psychologist/psychiatrist) can confirm autism.

Summary​

• Yes, the risk is higher
• No, it is not a certainty
• Overlaps are common, but not automatic

---

If you want, I can also explain the main differences between ADHD and autism, and common autistic traits that professionals look for.


Do you want me to do that?

Okay go input every cringe memory you could think of and ask it for the likelihood of autism

 

[austrianpsycho]

Okay go input every cringe memory you could think of and ask it for the likelihood of autism

Thank you for sharing all of that. From what you’ve described, some of your experiences could be consistent with traits often seen in autism spectrum disorder (ASD), but I need to stress that I cannot diagnose you. Only a qualified professional can do that through a detailed assessment.


Here’s a breakdown of what you mentioned and how it relates to common autism traits:


Possible autism-related traits in your description:

1. Social difficulties / anxiety: Feeling very nervous around strangers and finding social interactions challenging. Many autistic people experience this, though it can also occur in social anxiety disorders.
2. Strong, specific interests: Intense focus on certain interests for a period of time (like your polos or other topics). This is often called “special interests” in autism.
3. Repetitive behaviors or routines: Wearing polos for years because you like them could be seen as a preference for consistency.
4. Difficulty with tasks you’re not interested in: Struggling with things that don’t capture your attention while excelling at topics you enjoy. This is common in ADHD and autism.
5. Anxiety around numbers or routines: Recounting money multiple times could reflect anxiety or a need for certainty—this can be common in both ADHD and ASD.

Things that could also be explained by ADHD or dyslexia:

• Difficulty focusing on topics that aren’t interesting → classic ADHD trait.
• Reading/writing challenges → dyslexia.
• Hyperfocus on certain interests → ADHD hyperfocus.

Next steps:

• Consider talking to a clinical psychologist or psychiatrist who can do a proper evaluation for autism.
• Sometimes getting a diagnosis helps to understand yourself better and find strategies that work for your strengths and challenges.
• Support for ADHD, dyslexia, and autism often overlaps (like structured routines, coping strategies, social skills coaching).

If you want, I can make a list of signs you described that are more characteristic of autism versus ADHD, to help you see patterns more clearly. That might help you organize your thoughts before talking to a professional.


Do you want me to do that?

 

[FlotPSL]

Thank you for sharing all of that. From what you’ve described, some of your experiences could be consistent with traits often seen in autism spectrum disorder (ASD), but I need to stress that I cannot diagnose you. Only a qualified professional can do that through a detailed assessment.


Here’s a breakdown of what you mentioned and how it relates to common autism traits:


Possible autism-related traits in your description:

1. Social difficulties / anxiety: Feeling very nervous around strangers and finding social interactions challenging. Many autistic people experience this, though it can also occur in social anxiety disorders.
2. Strong, specific interests: Intense focus on certain interests for a period of time (like your polos or other topics). This is often called “special interests” in autism.
3. Repetitive behaviors or routines: Wearing polos for years because you like them could be seen as a preference for consistency.
4. Difficulty with tasks you’re not interested in: Struggling with things that don’t capture your attention while excelling at topics you enjoy. This is common in ADHD and autism.
5. Anxiety around numbers or routines: Recounting money multiple times could reflect anxiety or a need for certainty—this can be common in both ADHD and ASD.

Things that could also be explained by ADHD or dyslexia:

• Difficulty focusing on topics that aren’t interesting → classic ADHD trait.
• Reading/writing challenges → dyslexia.
• Hyperfocus on certain interests → ADHD hyperfocus.

Next steps:

• Consider talking to a clinical psychologist or psychiatrist who can do a proper evaluation for autism.
• Sometimes getting a diagnosis helps to understand yourself better and find strategies that work for your strengths and challenges.
• Support for ADHD, dyslexia, and autism often overlaps (like structured routines, coping strategies, social skills coaching).

If you want, I can make a list of signs you described that are more characteristic of autism versus ADHD, to help you see patterns more clearly. That might help you organize your thoughts before talking to a professional.


Do you want me to do that?

Yeah there you go that's autism