
Tigermoggerlol
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Thinking about ropemaxxing for a while now but tonight really pushed me further to the ledge. Living my whole life as a sub5 short and ethnic was awful nothing but bad. My childhood and teenage years so far were terrible (I’m 17 rn) But now that I’ve ascended things have been some what better but I can’t even say I can delete my forum account and discord and enjoy life bc after all I’m still 5’7 and Mexican with a severe case of being ND. My mom doesn’t support me at all in fact the opposite she constantly tries to brainwash me and tell me I’m gay and a freak for trying to look better wich makes sense bc she’s 40 and Hispanic. I have no one I can talk to no one to hug nothing just some friends who I go to the gym with that I don’t like sharing personal stuff with. Right now it’s summer and I haven’t partied, haven’t been to a function, haven’t gotten drunk, haven’t slept with a girl Wich I never done any of these anyway but it pains me opening instagram and see all the ppl my age do that while I rot on discord all day, go to work, go to the gym and then rot on discord till 5:00AM. I know I haven’t reached my max potential I still have a couple procedures lined up and steroid cycles to take but if the end goal isn’t even close to what I desired. Then idk what I’m going to do. What I look like for anyone wondering(
) And no I’m not larping I put my heart into this thread
