
AlexAP
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I'm thinking of leaving Germany and move to either Portugal or Spain. It's being a long time ago since I felt this bad, but now I really think I have no chance of having a good life here.
There are easy jobs for German speakers in Portugal and Spain, and as someone who also speaks Spanish it might be easier for me to communicate with the locals. The weather is better, the people probably friendlier, things look fine.
I need a restart, and even though I will have no one in a new country, this is not much different for me than right now in Germany. My family is dead to me, I have only a few friends/colleagues and nothing very close, and this has been so for years. It's surely my inhibition related to my bad experiences. You know like when you were in a plane crash, you never want to fly again, maybe I feel cursed in Germany ngl.
While I'm not sure if I should do it, I'm sending applications for these jobs for German speakers in Lisboa, Barcelona, etc. Maybe I stay for a few weeks first to look how it is there ngl.
There are easy jobs for German speakers in Portugal and Spain, and as someone who also speaks Spanish it might be easier for me to communicate with the locals. The weather is better, the people probably friendlier, things look fine.
I need a restart, and even though I will have no one in a new country, this is not much different for me than right now in Germany. My family is dead to me, I have only a few friends/colleagues and nothing very close, and this has been so for years. It's surely my inhibition related to my bad experiences. You know like when you were in a plane crash, you never want to fly again, maybe I feel cursed in Germany ngl.
While I'm not sure if I should do it, I'm sending applications for these jobs for German speakers in Lisboa, Barcelona, etc. Maybe I stay for a few weeks first to look how it is there ngl.