Thinking of roping

[Deleted member 12119]

I’m 23 now. Many people have confirmed how ugly I am. I have no education. No career skills. No friends. Terrible chronic anxiety. I can’t even embrace the get your shit together mentality because my body is too subhuman to become muscular in any real way. It pains me because I do love my family but honestly I know things are just going to go downhill from here. I think it’s just
best to bow out peacefully at this point. I don’t know if I believe in god anymore but I honestly have always tried to lead a life of respect towards others. This is evidently not enough though. The only way you get respect in this world is by shitting on others. By mogging them. This coupled with the obvious self realization they I will never fit into society due my innate ugliness just makes me want to give up. I’m sorry to my loved ones. But let’s me honest. You’ve just deluded yourself into thinking I’ll ever be anything because it’s too painful to admit the truth. I’m an ugly fuckup. Anyways. There is no bitterness or hatred left in my heart. I love you all. Peace out.

 

[StrangerDanger]

 

[fras]

Take a credit from a bank, spend it all on coke and whores and then rope son

 

[Deleted member 12119]

See you tomorrow btw

You will. I’m not going to do it today. Going to spend one last get together with my family and then sayonara.

 

[Deleted member 9274]

You probably arent gonna do it. Whats the point of it anyways?

 

[Deleted member 9274]

he is just sad today, it also happens to me

I know. He is just in the heat of the moment. Its like getting embarassed in front of a crowd

 

[Deleted member 6908]

Take a credit from a bank, spend it all on coke and whores and then rope son

It's like you've thought of it before lol.

 

[Deleted member 12119]

You probably arent gonna do it. Whats the point of it anyways?

To avoid prolonging the inevitable suffering I am going to face as I get older. I’ve been reading a lot about alien life and honestly we’re just some extremely fucked up homicidal species. I’m disgusted by it and would honestly just not want to be a part of it at this point.

 

[Deleted member 10185]

Dont rope.. You are young.. Educate max.. Get high paying job max.. start to lookmax and you life will became better. Dont listen what autistic biased shit raters here says.. Life is more than looking good.

 

[Deleted member 8919]

Dnrd

 

[Deleted member 12119]

Dont rope.. You are young.. Educate max.. Get high paying job max.. start to lookmax and you life will became better. Dont listen what autistic biased shit raters here says..

Dude I can’t looksmaxx. I’m too deformed trust me. And I’m 23. My life is pretty much set at this point.

 

[Deleted member 10185]

Dude I can’t looksmaxx. I’m too deformed trust me. And I’m 23. My life is pretty much set at this point.

Bro hard to believe that you are deformed.. even if you are..You can find happiness in this world.. can you send your pic PM?

 

[Deleted member 12119]

Bro hard to believe that you are deformed.. even if you are..You can find happiness in this world.. can you send your pic PM?

Why so you can doxx me?

 

[Deleted member 9274]

To avoid prolonging the inevitable suffering I am going to face as I get older. I’ve been reading a lot about alien life and honestly we’re just some extremely fucked up homicidal species. I’m disgusted by it and would honestly just not want to be a part of it at this point.

Okay you can rope now jfl. Jezus christ at this flat earth tier shit

 

[TimeToChange]

Even if he probably wont do it, how fcking idiot are you? Telling 'good plan' to someone speaking about suicide?
Fcking idiot you think its funny and you just try to do some jokes to get reaction/like cause this site is your only life.

For OP : Dont do it. Work hard (for your body and studies) and go to a psychologist.
Dont know how you look but even ugly people can have a good life (making friend is easy no matter your look and having a Gf will come soon or later if you work on you).

 

[Deleted member 5818]

infinite chocolate

 

[Deleted member 10185]

Why so you can doxx me?

i DONT dox anybody.

 

[Deleted member 12119]

jfl if you think this forum is serious, I see you are new in here graycel

I’m completely serious.

 

[TimeToChange]

jfl if you think this forum is serious, I see you are new in here graycel

Who care if it usually isnt serious?
You cant know how bad he feels so dont act like it is a game.

 

[NoPainNoChick]

Just focus on finding a job saving money for surgery.
You can cope for a few more years with that.

 

[Casual0102]

Nah bro. There's so many avenues you can take, ending your life is not one of them.. If your worried about your appearance, get tatted up, get on tren and change your style. What have you got to lose?

 

[Deleted member 12611]

So what you are ugly and stupid? Sure there will be suffering that comes with being ugly and stupid, but that there will be suffering does not mean you cannot experience beauty.
You don't need to be handsome or smart to find this beautiful:

You don't need to be handsome or smart or even strong to like the feeling of exercising.
You don't need to be gigachad in order to like beautiful architecture, listen and enjoy beautiful sounds, and taste good things.
You don't need to be gigachad in order to enjoy your body feeling good and healthy.
This is all water. Think more next time before you almost kill yourself.

 

[Deleted member 6305]

OP RIGHT NOW

 

[TimeToChange]

Nah bro. There's so many avenues you can take, ending your life is not one of them.. If your worried about your appearance, get tatted up, get on tren and change your style. What have you got to lose?

Totally agree. Tatoo + Roid if you really have no other option.

 

[Rabbi]

Sounds like what I'm going through atm too ngl

 

[Deleted member 12119]

OP FR JUST CREATE SOMETHING, YOU'LL FIND MEANING IN LIFE

Honestly I would be fine with moneymaxxing and just coping but sadly I can hardly even perform well at menial labor jobs. People just constantly shit on me because of how ugly I look.

 

[TimeToChange]

OP RIGHT NOW

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I knew you were low IQ but I wasnt expecting this low.

 

[Deleted member 6305]

I knew you were low IQ but I wasnt expecting this low.

It's known that my IQ is 35

 

[Deleted member 12758]

Damn dude you answered yourself... Do something bro get a carrer get in a job try smt bro you are still "young"

 

[Deleted member 4416]

get on roids before

 

[Deleted member 12119]

I knew you were low IQ but I wasnt expecting this low.

Lol

get on roids before

won’t make a difference

 

[Deleted member 4416]

won’t make a difference

keep coping

 

[Deleted member 11384]

dm a pic, if u cant whats ur race

 

[Deleted member 12119]

dm a pic, if u cant whats ur race

White

 

[blueeyeswhitedrgon]

Nah don't bro things get better. Ur mind is just clouded now. I was suicidal from ages 9-12 but that time helped me realize that sadness is fake it's just chemicals in your brain. So look at your problems objectively and break them up into small parts and fix them one by one.

 

[Deleted member 12119]

Nah don't bro things get better. Ur mind is just clouded now. I was suicidal from ages 9-12 but that time helped me realize that sadness is fake it's just chemicals in your brain. So look at your problems objectively and break them up into small parts and fix them one by one.

I’m 23 now and you’re probably at least normie looking.

 

[blueeyeswhitedrgon]

Never said I was ugly but my advice still stands

 

[Deleted member 12119]

Never said I was ugly but my advice still stands

Dude life as an ugly male is life on hardcore mode. Good luck even moneymaxxing that way. Society hates to see ugly men do anything besides rope or wither away poor until the end of their life. That’s why I roll my eyes every time I see these anti suicide normie PSA’s. There intended for normies. Or they might fake sympathy for those who are ugly but they just want them to suffer the rest of their lives as busy worker bees.

 

[blueeyeswhitedrgon]

Ok well if you get a job and get money then you can roid and just only train shoulder

 

[pakipassion]

I got into severe depression after my bachelors , become a fat vegetable.

Somehow I found a way out , I am not only on leanmaxxing , also started my masters in my favouirtie field, the biggest thing is that I have hacked my brain for happiness. I am happy and motivated like a kid now..
you can PM me for details

Also try to listen to Professor Hubermann podcast on youtube he is professor of neuropshycology at stanford really knows his stuff ,,,,

Try to minimize internet time , workout , try to connect with humans

It take atleast atleast 6 months to get back on track so be patient.

 

[Bigfatpersonboy]

You will. I’m not going to do it today. Going to spend one last get together with my family and then sayonara.

may as well jump on T first tbh

 

[Deleted member 12119]

I got into severe depression after my bachelors , become a fat vegetable.

Somehow I found a way out , I am not only on leanmaxxing , also started my masters in my favouirtie field, the biggest thing is that I have hacked my brain for happiness. I am happy and motivated like a kid now..
you can PM me for details

Also try to listen to Professor Hubermann podcast on youtube he is professor of neuropshycology at stanford really knows his stuff ,,,,

Try to minimize internet time , workout , try to connect with humans

It take atleast atleast 6 months to get back on track so be patient.

Dude. Even all the hard work of working out won’t do anything for me dude. I literally have this frame.