This forum genuinely turned me into an incel and made me addicted

[blonde slayer]

I scroll this fucking forum for hours. I think it made me 2x more nd and more asocial.

I was getting laid once a few months or getting fwb's before joining this site. Now i havent had sex in 8 months. Strangest think is that i actually kinda ascended (i was already above average and gymmaxed before) but my "personality" got "worse".

The problem is this forum is way more intersting than normie shit like tiktok instagram etc. I deleted all that shit and spend hours lurking on here.

This shit is addictive and it strokes ur ego because after being on this forum u think u understand everything and ur an ubermensch.

I genuinely didn't even come close to getting a single friendship or aquaintance in last months and its getting worse.

I quit sports and hobbies that i enjoy and only go to the gym because "it doesnt help me mog" and its "jester"

My looks are at their peak meanwhile my mental health is at an all time low.

Another reason why this site is so addicting is because it provides you a false sense of belonging. I was pretty much a loner my whole life, always with different views on the world than the crowd.

So now you finally dont have to hide your true interests you can talk about autistic stuff with your fellow autists, but since its all online and without faces it doesnt rid of loneliness.

This shit prolly sounds corny as fuck, but blackpill indeed "ruined" my life lmfao. Might also be an iq issue since people are supposed to benefit from knowing bp i am prolly underdeveloped and retarded so this shit actually wasa debuff to me.

I am 19 tho so i prolly have retard level development stagnation to let a silly forum affect my life so much.

Also since this forum is mostly incels and total social rejects and you are your environment it is prolly inevitable that i turn into one.

But what to do tho. I am always bored. Trying to obtain friends seems jester, and then u gotta fake ur personality to keep them. Like if i force myself to quit this forum i will probably have to stare at the ceiling for hours on end.

I should quit it probably

 

[tansel]

you’re 19 bro you’ve barely started life, relax

 

[Gobnull]

dnr but good point

 

[blonde slayer]

you’re 19 bro you’ve barely started life, relax

It feels like ive missed out on everything and i am too late. I feel like i am wasting my best years. But at the end of the day im a clueless kid and i dont even know what i want

 

[tansel]

It feels like ive missed out on everything and i am too late. I feel like i am wasting my best years. But at the end of the day im a clueless kid and i dont even know what i want

you’re 19 in 2026. you’re fine. i was 19 in 2022, didn’t get to go to high school for my senior year, never had a prom, online school ended a lot of my close friendships, & my first 2 years of college were fully online. i missed out, you didn’t. if this forum is negatively affecting your life, leave it & go play sports or other hobbies.

 

[blonde slayer]

you’re 19 in 2026. you’re fine. i was 19 in 2022, didn’t get to go to high school for my senior year, never had a prom, online school ended a lot of my close friendships, & my first 2 years of college were fully online. i missed out, you didn’t. if this forum is negatively affecting your life, leave it & go play sports or other hobbies.

Thanks man

 

[notJohanL]

Just leave not that deep what do you even look at i dont get people like you like no offence but im only here to simply ascend i dont look at other people shit if its irrelevant so im curious not trying to be a hater just wanna know bro bro

 

[bddcoper]

Dnr you were an incel before this forum

 

[blonde slayer]

Dnr you were an incel before this forum

I wasn't lol, I had 3 bodies at 17

 

[htbslayeer]

I wasn't lol, I had 3 bodies at 17

And you turned into an incel when you discovered lookism? Fuck out of here larping retard

 

[blonde slayer]

And you turned into an incel when you discovered lookism? Fuck out of here larping retard

Ofc "incel" is an exaggeration but i certainly have less success with girls even tho i look my best rn. Because learning things on this site about women's nature and men women dynamics make me disgusted and i think that disgust shows thru my face and i just seem way more unfriendly and ND.
I am NOT larping brother i got rated lhtn BEFORE i leanmaxxed and dyed eyebrows

 

[kisslessvirgin]

know your limit.

 

[blonde slayer]

Just leave not that deep what do you even look at i dont get people like you like no offence but im only here to simply ascend i dont look at other people shit if its irrelevant so im curious not trying to be a hater just wanna know bro bro

Idk man you know how they say give them circuses and bread. Well sports, social media, movies, video games are basically all "circuses".

This forum made me realise I am indeed just another brainwashed normie, but i never belonged with normies, i know that because i never made a single friend in all my years playing jester sports.

So now this forum is kinda the only place where I am able to find like minded people. I did "ascend" but in every social settings i always stand out like a sore thumb or i am invisible.