ApacheMaxx
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I knew how to love before, the problem was I was unattractive and was getting rejected. When I became better looking after softmaxxing and changing my whole image, I downloaded tinder, at almost 19. On the second date overall, I found a girl I very liked, but during this time I was blackpilled to the core. And it was reflected in everything after we started a relationship, which has ended a week ago. I can’t blame this forum entirely, my personality also played a part, but that was mostly formed by blackpill even though I wasn’t really empathetic person before. She was the most perfect girl ever, and I destroyed her mentally because of a fucked up mindset this forum gave me. In short she was in true teen love with me, we had our first everything together, and I was so so cold to her when something wasn’t exactly as I wanted it even though she treated me perfectly and had so many personal issues which I was ignoring. i can’t fucking type this post anymore. She broke up after a year when she found out I have been texting other girls from tinder because I was extremely insecure all the time. Now I’m 20 she’s 18. I will never have another chance like this in my life. it’s so fucking tragic
