This hurts more than anything else in the world

[Roninotrolling]

Inability to commit to your word/ take action. Hurts more than missing out on taking my JB gf's virginity and its nto even close. My pride and dignity relies on the fact that I am subservient to my own rules. The fact I can't do this and instead have to cope w genetic determinsm, no free will etc etc. doesnt change how brutal it feels. Crucifixion is of course more painful but I was trying to get a point
across

@hypernormie was right, feeling trapped and not able to take action can make someone go insane