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How can one's mental development be not fucked up after being exposed to the blackpill.
I felt like my soul is forever trapped in a purgatory.
There are no more barriers to cross. All I have in common with the uncontrollable and the insane, the vicious and the evil, all the mayhem I have caused and my utter indifference toward it I have now surpassed. My pain is constant and sharp and I do not hope for a better world for anyone, in fact I want my pain to be inflicted on others. I want no one to escape, but even after admitting this there is no catharsis, my punishment continues to elude me and I gain no deeper knowledge of myself; no new knowledge can be extracted from my telling. This confession has meant nothing.
How can I cope with the fact that my wife will be used up whore who slept with 10 other men before me.
How can I assure that my children won't be degenerate cucks who use tik tok and lose their virginity at 9.
How can I stop the needs to mog everybody in face, height, status, money and slay counts.
The only dearest people in my life are my parents. I haven't seen them in almost 5 years now. Whenever I see how time has changed them so much, my teardrops start falling. How can you not love your parents. At the end of the end they are your creators, they bring you up and love you with all thier heart.
I don't even think I will marry in the near future and start a family. It is absolutely so cruel to bring a child into this hellish and devilish world. But at the same time you have to carry your family bloodline and pass one your genes to be seen as a male.
I would rather being single and taking care of my old parents for the rest of my life. There is no enjoyment in this reality.
@abmonger @sytyl @fuckgreece @Bronze8 @Warlow @brbbrah
I felt like my soul is forever trapped in a purgatory.
There are no more barriers to cross. All I have in common with the uncontrollable and the insane, the vicious and the evil, all the mayhem I have caused and my utter indifference toward it I have now surpassed. My pain is constant and sharp and I do not hope for a better world for anyone, in fact I want my pain to be inflicted on others. I want no one to escape, but even after admitting this there is no catharsis, my punishment continues to elude me and I gain no deeper knowledge of myself; no new knowledge can be extracted from my telling. This confession has meant nothing.
How can I cope with the fact that my wife will be used up whore who slept with 10 other men before me.
How can I assure that my children won't be degenerate cucks who use tik tok and lose their virginity at 9.
How can I stop the needs to mog everybody in face, height, status, money and slay counts.
The only dearest people in my life are my parents. I haven't seen them in almost 5 years now. Whenever I see how time has changed them so much, my teardrops start falling. How can you not love your parents. At the end of the end they are your creators, they bring you up and love you with all thier heart.
I don't even think I will marry in the near future and start a family. It is absolutely so cruel to bring a child into this hellish and devilish world. But at the same time you have to carry your family bloodline and pass one your genes to be seen as a male.
I would rather being single and taking care of my old parents for the rest of my life. There is no enjoyment in this reality.
@abmonger @sytyl @fuckgreece @Bronze8 @Warlow @brbbrah
