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Apparition
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i keep getting more successful and increasing my abilities but what even is the point if your mental state is utter dogshit???
and no matter what i do, it will NEVER get me a girl i want, i dont have the genetics to get that and im too old at this point for love anyway.
i look back at myself in 2020 when i couldnt do half the shit i do now yet i was feeling a lot better with much less effort.
nowdays life is a never ending rat race with no reward at the end of the road.
not to mention that when i was younger i was getting frustrated because i kept seeing all these attractive girls i couldnt fuck.
now, there are no attractive women around anymore so going outside feels like going to a desert which makes everything even more hopeless.
and no matter what i do, it will NEVER get me a girl i want, i dont have the genetics to get that and im too old at this point for love anyway.
i look back at myself in 2020 when i couldnt do half the shit i do now yet i was feeling a lot better with much less effort.
nowdays life is a never ending rat race with no reward at the end of the road.
not to mention that when i was younger i was getting frustrated because i kept seeing all these attractive girls i couldnt fuck.
now, there are no attractive women around anymore so going outside feels like going to a desert which makes everything even more hopeless.